The Slow Merging of Higher & Lower Selves in the Physical Body & Incarnate Self

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There’s been periods throughout 2016 when I knew my physical body and DNA were rather dramatically evolving again. My first human thought usually is if any of these weird changes I’m feeling are age related, and no doubt some of them are, however most are added changes due to it being the third 9 energy year (2016) within the Ascension Process and Galactic Alignment.

heart icons 12I’ve been very aware of some of these changes because the way my physical body responds to certain things, usually emotional things, is wildly different from anything I’ve experienced in my life. The first time I felt this was early in my physical, biological Ascension Process around 2000. I was driving and my Mom said something funny and I laughed out loud. Nothing unusual about that except that I was instantly shocked by the dramatically increased amount of energy in me and my body when I laughed. To me it felt and sounded HUGE and I was surprised, confused and slightly embarrassed by such amplified force blasting out of me through my laughter. I’d never felt that before because it had never existed before and it was a really startling change.

After some time I realized that what I’d felt, and from my perspective heard, was a tremendous increase in the amount of energy I had within my physical body, and when I laughed it felt and sounded massive and unusually loud and powerful. It took some getting used to this sudden change in how much “voltage” I suddenly had running through me and my physical body back in the early days of the Ascension Process. Of course this Process has never stopped or ended since then, but continued and increased in the amount of Light Energy I (and you reading this) was consistently taking on and embodying as I energetically climbed these many evolutionary Ascension Stair-steps over the years and decades.

heart icons 12Decades ago my Mom told me the story about when I was a baby all she had to do was lay a blanket on the floor, put me in the middle of it, and I would not leave the blanket. After she told me this, I told her why I didn’t leave the blanket and it was because I was afraid to and would not crawl out into the “world” because I knew from infancy where I was and how unsafe life on 3D Earth really was. That’s a difficult burden to carry from infancy and not have it crush or break you in any way(s). The only other person I’ve read talk about being consciously aware of where they had incarnated is Inelia Benz, and she said she cried uncontrollably for days before their family doctor had to sedate her. My personality—plus my conscious memories of many Team Dark “monster” beings—has been to go into stealth mode so the “monsters” of this world and beyond hopefully wouldn’t notice or sense me down here, quietly immobile on my blankie! Scream and cry and make a lot of noise and commotion? Not me, I’d do everything I could to become invisible and literally fly under Team Dark’s (TD) radar as much as I could get away with for as long as I could. That is why I never left the blanket as an infant. Different story the older I got however because, like it or not, I was/am a ‘Volunteer’ and I had/have a job to do while incarnate here during this very important Ascension Process and evolutionary shift out from under those very “monsters”.

heart icons 12Another important life awareness and early memory I’ve had since age two or three years, was a time when my Mom and Dad were driving the three of us somewhere. Keep in mind that this was back in the early 1950s and baby carriers and car seats etc. didn’t exits. Because it evidently was a longer than usual drive we were taking, Mom had laid my crib mattress in the back seat of the car, covered it in blankets and surrounded it with protective pillow barricades for me. It was my own little travel “nest” in the back seat of their car.

At some point during this drive I felt a never before experienced emotion and physical body sensation that was powerful enough to cause a two-year-old to remember and recognize it for life. What I suddenly felt was an all-encompassing sense of safety, security, empowerment, peace, physical comfort, emotional comfort, spiritual comfort and HighHeart memory of and direct sensations of with Higher nonphysical HOME. It was blissful in those rare moments, those highly unusual feelings of being utterly safe, protected, nurtured, loved, LOVED, comfortable and consciously aware that I was a multidimensional being that existed simultaneously in higher and lower frequency dimensions and “realities” while being very young Denise incarnate in physicality, again.

I’m stressing how real this was on both emotional and physical levels because I, as Denise, had never felt safe, secure or comforted being reincarnate on physical 3D Earth now! The profound extremes between feeling like constant prey in the Dark physical Land of Evil Monsters, and, feeling that Divine Source had my back was a terrible, lovely, disturbing contrast, especially for a very young child. But, such are the lives, experiences and awareness of most Forerunners/Starseeds/Wayshowers/Higher Frequency Beings of Light in what’s been incomprehensibly negative and Dark for so very long.

universalheart5I’ve mentioned many times how very difficult life has been for me since early 2014, and 2015 wasn’t any improvement either but more about dealing with all the changes caused by my Mom’s sudden 2014 stroke and subsequent worsening dementia. Things, situations, places, people and ways of life have been winding up, winding down, imploding, exploding, falling away, disappearing and dying and all of it has been part of this Ascension Process. A few days ago I was reviewing the years from 2014 to now, the end of 2016, and it’s honestly been hard to grasp in its entirety. 2014 and 2015 were wild years of sudden and dramatic change and I know this isn’t remotely over yet. December 2015, the first energy “Wave” of that year began for me very differently from all previous Ascension Process years and decades. Last December 19, 2015 I suddenly felt like I had a seven foot-long spear going through my physical body at and through the upper chest area at the HighHeart. Needless to say it was amazingly painful as my HighHeart and surrounding area went through greater evolutionary changes.

I’ve often been able to clairvoyantly See the different evolutionary higher Light energies coming into this dimension and my physical body as lines of Light. Back in 1999 and the early 2000s, I could See these different lines of Light coming into my body and/or my head in very specific angles and degrees, somewhat like laser lines of evolutionary Light, that needed to enter the body and/or specific organs and chakra areas etc. in highly specific geometric angles. Some of these lines of Light would connect with another line of Light, usually at endocrine glands but not always, again in highly specific angles and directions etc. that were intentional, not random or accidental. I’m not very familiar with Chinese acupuncture and meridian lines in the human body etc., but what I’ve clairvoyantly Seen over the decades of these Ascension Process lines of Light entering my body and head have reminded me of a type of Divine geometric Light  “acupuncture” energies let’s call it, that further activates certain DNA to evolve, change and expand at specific times and so on. Said another way, these very high frequency evolutionary lines of Light enter us, our bodies and consciousness, our body “grid”, our consciousness “grid”, our emotional HighHeart “grid” so to speak, at specific angles and directions that are sixth dimensional (6D) and geometric.

So if you too have clairvoyantly Seen a line or lines of Light energies coming into your body and head at clearly defined angles and intersecting with other lines of Light, then you know that there’s a higher blueprint being followed and overlaid on and within us and we call it compressed evolution. If you can See it, it’s rather stunning in its perfection and clarity despite how often it makes us feel! Lead to Gold…

Since November 2016 I’ve had this same sensation of a seven foot-long spear (line of Light) going through my HighHeart, upper chest area of my physical body. My beloved cat partner entering his death process and suddenly dying last month didn’t make that any easier to endure and things have felt like unseen bombs have continuously gone off left and right, red and blue, light and dark ever since. Put quiet simply, it’s been really horrible in multiple ways for a long time now. Like I needed to even say that to the people reading this!🙄

universalheart5Having said all that I need to quickly add that off and on since December 2015, I’ve very much felt this growing sensation in me and my physical body that clearly lets me know that tremendous evolutionary progress is being made in between the explosions and pains of our current lives. Like my experience as a two-year-old in my little “nest” in the backseat of my parents car, I have been clearly feeling that old familiar sensation of HOME now in me, in my physical body, right here, right now. This is, from my current perspective and level of awareness, the ongoing merging of my Higher Self with my Lower Self in Denise’s physical body and incarnational timeline during this Ascension Process. Hot damn kids, we’re doing it!😀

So far to me this ongoing merging process feels like increasingly being at ease, at peace, empowered beyond belief, safe, comfortable, in love/LOVE with self and Self and Source because they are all One within me and my physical and energetic bodies and evolving consciousness. So too for you reading this but it probably feels a bit differently to you and that’s normal and to be expected.

But, if you’re also feeling a strong and constant growing inner sensation of being comfortable in your skin; of growing personal Sovereignty; of increasingly being out of range of TD and their influences; of not being able to relate to the old world or have any interest in it whatsoever other than to put it out of its misery once and for all, then you’re feeling the merging of your Higher & Lower Selves taking place IN you and your body and HighHeart. And yes it’s blissful, timeless, and yes it is crazy painful sometimes but who cares because it’s happening, for real! Higher HOME is here now—in the early stages—in many of us and it’s why there are those moments of timeless bliss and hanging with Source because Source and Self are merging and becoming One within each of us. Just imagine what reality will be like with hundreds of thousands or millions of Source-as-Self connected Sovereign human Light beings living and creating on 5D Earth.

universalheart5  All this sounds so wonderful, and it is, and yet this cusp-like, transitional between two worlds and levels of being, consciousness and reality really gets to be way too much sometimes. Off and on all year I’ve had more periods where I was so not of this world feeling and functioning that it was all I could do to go out into it and forage for groceries and toilet paper and have to actually physically speak to another human being! Off and on all year I’ve had times where I couldn’t string a sentence together well enough to communicate with a physical human. Typing is easier thank gawd but this is no way to have to exist, this half-in and half-out sort of business. This I AM Divine Source yet I still have to interact with repulsive unaware humans existing and functioning in old lower TD’s frequency range and are totally mind controlled and not to be trusted for a second. How long can this insanity and tension-filled gaping gap continue? Not long because I don’t want to do it for starters. Another big shift is close now thankfully because it’s impossible to be in bliss while driving your car or interacting with a cashier somewhere just like it’s nearly impossible to have to interact with unaware humans that honestly believe they’ve got it all figured out, are so clever and powerful and think you’re easy prey. Give me strength to be Neutral and unaffected by the silly shit in all its diverse forms…

There’s a lot going on now as we all knew there would be at the end of this third 9 energy year of completions. I’ve had to spend a lot of time almost every day laying down doing nothing and being very still while this merging continues. It will get easier but until it does, rest often, sleep whenever you need to no matter what time of day or night it is, eat what and when your body needs the fuel, be alone while this massive spiritual, energetic and physical evolution unfolds in you and your body, always move among the human zombies with Higher Awareness, and radiate your Light like crazy around the humans waking up and feeling their HighHearts birthing within them now. 2017 will be tons more of this for many more people so be ready for it and much more as best as you can.❤

Denise

December 7, 2016

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Acceleration of the Divine Feminine

3d-photonic-1024x640.jpg The latest evolutionary Ascension Process side effects I mentioned in my November 27th article have escalated considerably over the past few days, plus some more intense symptoms have been added to the general cosmic mix. Because this November into December 2016 amplification in energetic frequencies is so intense at the moment, and I’m feeling pretty lousy physically, I’m just going to pass along some great information from Aluna Joy Yaxkin about it. Thank you Aluna Joy for if as it’s much-needed at the moment.❤ Because of Aluna’s copyright, I’m only going to add a link to her article, The Divine Feminine Tsunami – Violet Flame Acceleration!’, at her website.

http://www.alunajoy.com/2016-november-29.html

I’m back to having to lay down and rest as I continue feeling like I’m being energetically pounded into a NEW being altogether…which is exactly what’s happening to all of us now. Here comes sanity via the return of The Divine Feminine like never before.

Denise

November 30, 2016

November 2016: A Difficult Month Having Old Patterns Shattered

black diamondheart 6 November 2016 no doubt went down as a cosmic record-breaker for most everyone. I’m still partly shell-shocked over such a huge chunk of old lower patriarchal reality having been exploded in everyone’s faces and hearts like an unexpected Uranus transit that permanently changes things in a traumatic split second. As you well know there’s more to come so get enough rest and focus (and re-focus as often as needed) on the NEW higher and not the old negative rushing about with different faces and seemingly different game plans. There’s a lot more waking up coming for people (on all sides) and many of them won’t take the 2017 revelations well. Discovering that you’ve been played, again, won’t be easy for many but it’s part of the descending of the patriarchy so allow them to go through their growing realizations (or not) because it’s necessary and important. There’s only one way out and it’s not through another person, leader, savior, group, party or country.

heart icons 3I want to thank everyone again for your love/LOVE, Light and support during my utterly unreal Zero Zone, best friend cat passing period. The Zero Zone is not a time/place/space to spend extended timeless no time in while your heart is breaking and grieving! It lasted forever from my perspective, then it was over and I landed in a NEW space but that 9 energy transition through the 0 Zero Zone energies felt incredibly surreal the entire month of November 2016. I know many felt this transitional Stair-step shift this month and very little of it was easy or comfortable.

December won’t be much different I suspect as the 2016 9 energies of Completion complete and everyone continues traveling through the surreal Twilight Zone-like Zero Zone energies in preparation for entrance into 2017’s 1 energies of NEW Beginnings at a NEW level of being. From one perspective this is only mere moments long; from another it’s half an eternity spent in timeless Zero Zone no time so use it well, use it wisely because we’re (we meaning the Forerunners) going to hit the January 2017 NEW Higher Ground running so to speak.

300dpi goldblack From early childhood I’ve always known that “the system” in place here in the USA wouldn’t be available for me when I reached what’s been the traditional retirement age. That lifelong knowing has pissed me off, frustrated and worried me and I’m so tired of it all. December 2016, I turn 65 which means I’ve got more mandatory patriarchal hoop-jumping to do and apply for Medicare but still pay for medical services and drugs I don’t want (and won’t take) or have ever believed in. I don’t want to play this horrible game anymore which means I’ve got to Consciously Create a NEW higher, better “game” for myself. We all do no matter what our current age is in 2016 and 2017. Baby Boomer Hippies (many of which have been Forerunners all our lives), do you get the timing of all this now?

I share this only because I’ve experienced growing Spherical Consciousness since 2012. A couple of months ago Higher Awareness suggested I read through some of my articles here at HighHeartLife, but from the most recent article backward through previous ones in sequence. So I began reading some of my articles from 2016, starting from the most recent one backwards. I only made it through about seven articles when the reason why doing this was suggested became obvious to me. Doing this caused me to effortlessly exit linear time and enter Spherical Consciousness which happens in timeless no time. I could not believe how easily and quickly that little trick worked! I’ll confess however that I had some momentary difficulties stabilizing myself outside of linear time and linear, one-directional-only consciousness. While in that state and space of quantum no time and Spherical consciousness, things made much more sense to me when I viewed them backwards like this, which I soon realized was more normal to and for the Higher Me than it is for incarnate Denise. All that is changing rapidly now however and Spherical consciousness outside of linear time and space is very high on all Forerunners 2017 list of things to quickly relearn and Master. That was a heads up, you’re welcome.🙂

Now if you re-read these last two paragraphs, things start making a bit more sense, more Higher sense that is. The first of these two paragraphs is very linear old lower world stuff, where the second paragraph is about our evolving beyond that and into our personal Mastery as incarnate Beings of Light in physicality. I’ll play the first paragraph “game” for a few more moments only, then I’m done and am “retiring” to the NEW Higher everything state of being, consciousness and reality. How about you? Don’t wait until you’re 65, lets just go now via the 1 energies of the NEW.

Another clever trick for loosening the old lower linear consciousness reality straps is a simple trick of lying on the floor of your home and looking up at everything from this different perspective. Do that for as long as you want then turn a quarter turn on the floor so you’re able to view another section of your house or apartment from a slightly different direction. Do this in all directions while you open yourself to perceive more than the daily grind reality we’re so used to. Just little tricks like these do a lot to help one look at reality from a slightly different perspective and that is causing even bigger internal evolutionary changes to happen more quickly than they are anyway.

photon rain straight There’s been more higher frequency Light Energies and Photonic Light hammering away at us for the past week now. They’re more potent than usual—what does that even mean anymore right?!—and have caused some intense energetic Ascension Flu aches and pains. They also caused some severe inner cold (think opposite of a hot flash) that nothing helps to warm you up. The severe inner cold sensations typically happen when we’re making another big move deeper into more NEW Higher space and being so don’t fear it but relax into it. You’ll warm up the NEW space as soon as you acclimate to it and make it yours energetically so to speak.

The always present inner ear ringing starts every time we encounter another wave of higher frequency Light Energies from anywhere; our local Sun, the Galactic Center (GC), other galaxies, Divine Source etc. It’s like an evolutionary ringer going off, letting us know that we and our DNA and consciousness is, once again, evolving into something NEW and vastly improved.

Another big symptom recently has been the sense that your DNA is evolving in NEW and different ways from previous years. This is connected to the third and final 9 energy cycle of 2016, and our bodies and DNA have been going through some very big evolutionary changes all year, but very much so just in November and even more throughout December 2016.

Throughout 2016 there’s been some seriously negative looking and feeling stuff, beings, old energy patterns, thoughts, emotions rolling through our spaces, homes, consciousness, emotions, old selves and NEW merging Selves. It’s okay, don’t judge just pay attention but do so from that magical higher 5D Neutral Observer perspective, not the old lower one of fears, guilt, shame, confusion etc. The bottom of the old 3D and 4D astral barrels have been up and flying about all year and many of us have Seen it, Felt it, Heard it, Tasted it and intimately Known it as should be expected from a 9 energy year of Completions, especially this one! Witness it all and release it all with zero judgement, doubts, self-doubts or attachments. It’s just time to clean up the old campground before we leave it altogether for NEW ones.

I know it’s been tough this month, believe me I know, but this is just what it is at this point within the evolutionary Ascension Process. The more willing we are to release the old everything and step into the NEW, even when we don’t see it yet, the easier and faster this process will be for everyone. This we excel at, it’s what we do and why we’re here now to do it for ourselves individually and for everyone else everywhere. Also, some of those Lightbeing Angels that have been helping you are other aspects of YOU existing at higher levels assisting and guiding the You down here incarnate in physical flesh, bone and expanding Light to do your part, here, now. We’ve so got this.❤❤❤

Denise

November 27, 2016 (11-9-9)

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Accelerated Ascending & Descending

alarm Warning: I’m still raw from the sudden illness and death of my cat and haven’t fully stabilized yet, not that most of us are doing so great at stabilizing ourselves from everything that’s happened and will continue to happen. Because of all this and more, this article may contain some serious cursing, heartbreak sobbing from one sentence to the next, general frustrations and sadness shifting suddenly into abrupt joy and excitement caused by Higher Awareness Knowings, all of which will hopefully be explained clearly enough by myself below. Hopefully, but maybe not. I need more sleep, rest and releasing. Thanks for understanding.

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I don’t need to say how unbelievably miserable, shocking, painful, unnerving, frightful and downright traumatic life and reality has been since November 8, 2016, election day here in the USA. If you’re a Sensitive/Empath, you FELT (yes, in caps!) massive waves of repeated emotional shock, disbelief, pain, fear, anger, confusion and sheer panic from the human masses in the USA and around the world, and it continues and will increase as this American Brexit-like change becomes increasingly conscious in more people around the globe. Problem is that the masses aren’t consciously aware that all this chaos, negativity, blatant hustle, ugly revelations of what’s always been hidden in darkness and silence until now and wild changes have a positive causation behind them — that being highly compressed evolution. Many times the “monsters” are used to get The Higher Job Done, which in this case is to force humanity to wake up very quickly, and the “monsters” aren’t consciously aware of it due to their monumental egos, narcissism, limited awareness, delusions of grandeur and other low imbalances, illnesses, weaknesses and consciousness.

There’s “disclosure”, which many have demanded from governments for decades, and then there’s real full-blown, ugly and suddenly in-everyone’s-face type disclosure and that’s what humanity suddenly has now. You can’t demand or expect that only the specific bits and pieces be “disclosed” that you want in exactly the ways you expect them (UFOs, ETs and other related things), not during the Ascension Process. No, this is all-inclusive, high low, throw in the kitchen sink spiritual disclosure and it’s not what most were hoping for or expecting but is light-years beyond and is utterly necessary for mass humanity. They need to consciously know so they’ll redirect themselves towards evolving now. Things are so much easier to do and change when you honestly know how profoundly horrible, dark and evil they’ve actually been all along.

One of the main things I’ve been concerned about for myself over these evolutionary Ascension years is if I’d be able to not be affected by other people’s emotional energies when major things like what we’re fully in now happen. Most Forerunners/Starseeds/Wayshowers/Indigos were born Sensitive/Empathic (and much more) and have—like it or not—always felt humanity and their emotional energies. For the sake of our sanity and health we’ve had to learn how to not be run-over, derailed or broken by other people’s lower frequency emotional energies just because we can feel them.

Decades ago I could barely stand the period from Friday evening through Sunday evening because of beliefs the masses held (and many still do) about those hours and days and the almost mandatory “partying” — getting drunk, high, laid or whatever that people were hellbent on achieving every weekend because… because… because it was what everyone did! Repulsive herd mentality. Same with Summer here in the USA and “vacation” time and beliefs that goes with that. Next were the primary “holidays” here, all of which are war and/or religion related. It has not been easy or pleasant living amidst this constant stream of lower consciousness and reality that the unaware and unthinking masses endlessly produce.

What we’re in now is 1,000 times more intense and many have been flattened, shell-shocked, emotionally traumatized by the onslaught of other people’s emotional energies in November 2016. You realize there’s much more to come right? This means the Forerunners have to get ourselves up out of the muck yet again and get back to Higher Work shining the NEW Light that is us while the patriarchy devours itself for all to finally see in this global reality show. Often being a Lightwarrior is far easier than maintaining 5D HighHeart centered life while the old world and consciousness around you descends even farther into negativity and darkness. This is the Separation of Worlds and it’s very visible physically now. Much of it now has to do with those same human masses I was complaining about earlier, very quickly waking up and evolving into something they’ve never even known was possible before November 2016. That is some major evolution happening very quickly and the Forerunner Sensitives and Empaths are and will continue to feel humans and what they’re going through so get back to your HighHeart center and stay there as best you can. Easier said than done sometimes I certainly understand but it’s what we’ve got to do for ourselves, for them, for Gaia, for everything and everyone everywhere. We are the Living Embodied Light and we help stabilize and anchor during profoundly extreme times and shifts like what we’re in now and will be throughout 2017.

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Having said all that great sounding stuff I want to share with you how my 11½ year-old Ascension buddy and best physical friend cat began his physical death process on November 8, 2016, election day, and died on November 16th. Like humanity freaking out that day over the presidential win wasn’t enough. So much for maintaining HighHeart in the eye of the storm for me. Good god almighty this has been the longest 9 days (yes, 9 energies of Completion lasting 9 days) from November 8–16th out of time Zero Zone experience with nearly every fucking minute lasting half an eternity and being emotionally and physically, heart and body painful to the extreme. I’ve worked to stay conscious through all this plus not steer it one way or another but let it unfold while I discerned, as honestly as I could under these highly emotional conditions, what was best for my cat and myself now. This was a 9 energy test/transition for me in so many ways.

My cat was dying because it was time for him to do so, but how I dealt with it and what I learned from it all was/is as valuable as our 11½ years together were. This little feline guy has literally been at my side since Spring 2005, and he’s been attacked by Team Dark multiple times right along with me. He’s been my physical Ascension buddy and partner and I’m glad he exited at the end of these 9 energies of 2016, to have a good long and much-deserved rest and play elsewhere. Our relationship was appropriate from early 2005 through 2014, but I’ve known that after his two strokes in early 2015 (5–6 months after my Mom had her stroke in September 2014), that I could Care-give them both for only so long before it took a toll on me and/or interfered with or diminished my Forerunner work. I knew the cat would exit before my Mom, but he and I still had to live and die through all that. What a time it’s been since the start of 2014…

The point I’m trying to make is that because we’re at the threshold of the last 9 yearlong cycle at the end of 2016, and the start of a totally NEW higher evolutionary spiral in January 2017, a lot more people, pets and everything else like companies, systems etc. will suddenly be dying/exiting and no more. Do your best with their sudden leaving and get back in the Ascension saddle as quickly as you can Forerunner because you and your abilities are needed now so very much. The crying continues and will for a while because our fur friends are so, so special, especially these Ascension companions. What Lightwarriors of Love and loyalty they have been for Forerunners and those awakening during such difficult and dangerous times.

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Wait, crying again, can’t see the computer screen… sobbing

Physical sounds have been very Zero Zone-ish recently meaning what I’ve heard sounds to me to be highly amplified and slightly distorted in some unusual ways. Space, distance, travel speed etc. has sounded (and been) unnatural again, indicating we’re moving into another NEW area physically and energetically. Also I’ve been clairvoyantly Seeing flashes of human and nonhuman faces and bodies and other strange beings from across time and space. Some very weird-looking beings and many of them really pissed off! We’re most definitely transitioning between the last 9 at a lower level and the NEW 1 at a higher level and it’s drawn in some very strange beings and creatures, both positive and negative into this unusual space we’re traveling through. I’m too exhausted at the moment to give much of a shit one way or the other however. I suspect that’s a positive thing considering how emotionally beat-up I’ve been since November 8th over my cat exiting in super slow motion—in addition to the political patriarchal shit-show insanity and most of humanity reacting to it.

What did everyone think or expect the downfall of the patriarchy was going to look like and be and how did you think the unaware folks would react to it all? Some people want big change but much bigger change is what they’re going to get and not for the reasons or through the people they believed would bring it. Sometimes some people’s “heroes” or “leaders” etc. are just the physical vehicles to collapse what needs to disappear altogether because its time and structures have Expired. The trump chump crew needs to do exactly what they are to shock people into their HighHearts and consciousness so they take personal responsibility and stop endlessly handing over their hopes, dreams, expectations, thinking and power to other people. 5D life and reality requires people to be Self-Empowered, Self-Source-contained and connected or individually Sovereign in other words. Sometimes seeming “monsters” are needed to push people into growing and changing when they don’t know how to or want to. Things are not what they seem at the surface level but so much more, and all very positive because they’re causing people to wake up fast. 2017 will be much more of this as old systems disintegrate under the Light and individuals and smaller Groups everywhere starting to do and build for themselves in 5D HighHeart ways and exit completely from the old ways and beliefs.

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Weird amplified sounds. Intrusive never-before-seen other dimensional beings popping in suddenly to have a look-see and feel at me/us here. My body and heart/chest/spine at the heart area hurting terribly due to periods of intense kitty mourning and it letting me know that living with an expanse of high and low is not good because the energetic gap is way too much. Severe physical and emotional exhaustion causing need to sleep/nap/rest and be motionless because we’re in profound transition now. Feeling, Seeing, Hearing multiple dimensions, realities and beings all crammed up next to each other and humanity as the old world and reality enters accelerated Descension and the rest enter accelerated Ascension. Just that’s bound to feel, look, sound and be rather weird and unusual at times. Have you noticed the great increase in Angelic activity recently too? The higher levels and dimensions are as busy, chaotic and yet perfect in all this too but occasionally it feels rather unnerving down here to See Angelic Beings hustling to keep up with so much change everywhere.

I’ve seen the number combination of 1 0 0 1 constantly this month. It’s not 10:01 as in time, but in 0 representing the Zero Zone space after the 9 energies of Completion and before the start of the 1 energies of New Beginnings (January 2017) on a higher evolutionary spiral of existence. Combine all this and it’s no wonder we’re exhausted, excited, dazed and amazed, achy both physically and emotionally, perceiving NEW stuff and beings and much more.

As painful and exhausting as it can be when something or someone in your personal life dies and is physically gone, understand that this too is part of the ongoing changes we’re all going through. If they need to exit, let them and love them for the gift they were in your life. None of us can live in the past now in any way and this can and usually does take some sudden and unexpected manifestations in all of our lives so be prepared to let go of even more. This transition is huge and not all will remain in-body to go through it and that’s perfect. There’s been times when I’ve wondered if I was going to be able to remain in this Denise body and ride this thing to the other side. I think we’ve all had moments when we’ve thought this about ourselves and that’s perfect too.

What a ramble this has been and I’m sorry but I’m not here nor there but in the in-between, the Zero Zone, participating in the release of the old in preparation for NEW fires and connections to be fully lit in our HighHearts and Souls. What does it look like and feel like when your Higher Self and your Lower Self merge in a physical body? We’re finding out as I write this so don’t throw the towel in at this point!❤

Denise

November 17, 2016

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11-9-9

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Today is 11-9-9 (2016=9) and the external world is clearly reflecting that.

Hold the Light, hold the Light, hold the Light, just as you’ve done all along.❤❤❤

Friday is 11-11-9, use it in the highest of ways for Self and All.

More to say but we all know what’s really happened and why.

Denise

November 9, 2016

The Last 3 Portals of this Third 9-Year Cycle

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The 10-10, 11-11 and 12-12 portals of every year have always felt extra important to me, like a highlighted set of year end trinity energy Stair-steps. 2016 energetically being a 9 energy year of COMPLETIONS, and it happening at the end of this long Ascension Process Galactic Alignment, feels monumentally important and final. Very ancient reality doors are swiftly and permanently closing behind us and vanishing as we successively cross each of 2016’s last 9 energy 10-10, 11-11 and 12-12 trinity portals. This is both incredibly exciting and simultaneously slightly unnerving as we traverse these particular evolutionary steps up into a totally NEW space, world and reality — 2017 = 1 energy year of NEW BEGINNINGS but this will take place in a NEW higher world reality. We’ve made the lengthy voyage around the massive spiral in time and space and are currently evolving up to a NEW higher rung on the spiral, and in a higher dimension as well.

We’ve been through three (triality) nine-yearlong cycles within this Ascension Process, however this is the last one within the old patriarchal world we all incarnated into. Needless to say, that makes this time much more intense and powerful in its triple 9 energy-like completeness and stark finality. I was thinking the other day about the 3 nine-yearlong cycles I’ve lived through that began in late 1990 early 1991 and coincided with the start of my Initiatic, once-in-a-lifetime Uranus Opposition transit. An Ascension Process time-coded trigger began back then with the start of the first of the three nine-yearlong cycles and many Forerunners were activated then to begin their personal evolutionary Ascension Process plus start fulfilling their Soul Contracts as ‘Volunteers’ on 3D earth. When you step back far enough to better view (and review) your personal evolution and Soul Contracted mission Work just within these three nine-yearlong phases and levels of process, the whole thing takes on a very different look and feel. 9 energies of COMPLETION help each of us do exactly this, especially now as we complete THREE nine-yearlong cycles right now as we transition through the final three gateways of 10-10, 11-11, 12-12.

If you read this fast, it’s just a bunch of random words with some numbers thrown in. If you read this slower and feel into it with honesty, clarity and Higher Awareness, the importance of this time is almost too much to endure, too much to embody, too much to go through and not pee on yourself! Sorry, I had to add that last part just so we’d smile inside briefly while going through all this rare intense business.

I can look back now on these past three nine-yearlong cycles—approximately 27 years—and see how we had to Work on certain things throughout the nine years of each cycle and level of the Ascension Process. We have indeed been climbing energy Stair-steps all these years and decades and we’re now about to step into a whole NEW higher level that will be nothing like what we’ve been through already. As I’ve considered this recently, I’ve realized how important, how necessary in fact it now is for each of us to let go of whatever it is we must now in these last three gateway portals of this third nine-yearlong cycle as we permanently step out of the old lower and into the NEW higher. It’s felt like we need to quickly now, because we’re days away from reaching the final 11-11, throw off everything that remains in us, our beliefs, our body, consciousness, expectations, life and very reality so we’re empty enough (transparent, clear, high vibe) to cope with existence in the NEW that starts fully via the 1 energies of NEW BEGINNINGS in January 2017. We can’t offload any last tidbits of old lower stuff fast enough at this point.

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So far it’s felt to me like these final three portal gateways of 2016 — 10-10, 11-11, 12-12 and the third nine-yearlong cycle, are literally stripping away—that was code for freeing—each of us from all that’s been and all that we’ve been and done etc. in the old lower world, if we let it. If we don’t, the pressures to evolve into something and someone NEW and different becomes increasingly unbearable. I strongly suggest you spend some time throughout November (11) and December (12) of 2016 doing honest personal inventory of what’s still hanging in your Inner closet gathering dust and weighing you down at this late date. Open your heart and let it go and be consciously aware of how you increase in a number of ways as you do this now.

It goes without saying that the old physical patriarchal world & co. has gone completely mad which isn’t a surprise at all. As it continues doing so however, your job is to ignore it and override it as you unwavering and steadfastly step over its writhing, demented, sick, spewing dying carcass on your way into the NEW higher. This too is part of the Ascension Process and if you’re a Forerunner you’ve been doing this for decades already, so nothing new here other than it’s all become very out in the open finally.

Also and very briefly because this isn’t what this article is about, there’s been some new info recently from a couple of Ascension teachers about—this is my term for this different negative business—Team Dark’s new Aquarian Age high-tech tools, tactics, devices and AI (Artificial Intelligence). To me some of this has been in “Test Mode” throughout all of 2016 on many Forerunners and is why some of us have battled with depression, a sense of being more alone, confusion at times and a sense of hopelessness or it’s all been useless. Because I’m intimately familiar with how Team Dark and negativity feels, sounds, acts and works for the most part, I know when I get down feeling and why occasionally all on my own, but I also know when something has/is intentionally being aimed, directed, ‘beamed’ at me to cause me to feel specific things, believe them and be negatively affected by them therefore making me momentarily ineffectual as a Forerunner Lightbecon.

There’s been a lot of this type negativity aimed at Forerunners and/or anyone that’s embodied enough Light in themselves throughout 2016. Lisa Renee has been writing/teaching about AI and how the negative aliens are using it now against humanity, as has George Kavassilas recently but who I’m much less familiar with, if you’re interested in learning more about this topic. If you do, just keep a HighHeart perspective with this information and with the positive that’s happening simultaneously. You’re multidimensional and can certainly juggle much more than just old lower Duality of Team Dark (TD) and Team Light! You can know more and continue evolving despite the latest negative high-tech tactics and exist well out of range from it.

It is what it is just like it always has been really, it’s just that TD has switched to very Aquarian Age type methods, which they’ve done over the eons every time there was an astrological Age change. They update to continue using the latest energies for themselves. But because of this change in how they interfere with humanity some new info is coming out (AI related including growing Transhumanism etc.) that at first sounds utterly hopeless if you’re a human. It isn’t however if you’re willing to grow, evolve, change and change again and again and again right now as this ascending/descending Separation of Worlds amplifies at the end of 2016 and entrance into 2017. I know you’re tired, exhausted in fact and so am I but I’ll be damned if… you know the rest. 11-11 and 12-12 and the December Solstice lay before us and they will further help lift you/me/us up even higher to override the updated high-tech negativity being aimed at us. For me the first part of 2016 was a real struggle many times, but now with the short sprint to the end of this year before us we’ve got this if you just stay in your HighHeart and continue to let go of whatever you need to. Yes many of the monsters still exist and they’ve got New Age tools (that just cracked me up! 😆 ) to do their continued evil deeds on humanity but, do you honestly believe that Team Dark is more powerful than Source God? Than your Higher Self? Than evolution? Than all the Ascension related Light Energies raining down on us constantly? Of course they’re not and never have been and the only way they can derail you is if you forget what you really are which is an aspect of Divine Source God. They of course are doing their best to make you forget this or remember it or discover it. See it, know it exists, be aware of it and then carry on with your Great Work exactly like you always have anyway.❤

Use this rare time that’s passing super quickly and USE the last 11-11 and the last 12-12 and December Solstice within this last 9-yearlong triple cycle. Try not to look back over your shoulder at the downfall of the old as it thrashes and screams like a child throwing a temper tantrum over not being able to abuse humanity any longer. Keep on keepin’ on Forerunners and let all the past old lower everything fall away as you step up into the new of the NEW free and clear.

Denise

November 4, 2016

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Transitioning from 3D DOING to 5D BEING & Creating

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The title of this sounds so simple, so quick, like it’s just an easy-breezy effortless stroll from one state and level of being into another. Many of us have discovered throughout 2016, that it’s often been anything but effortless! What amazes me is that it should be and I know it can be, but old lower habits die hard as the saying goes, despite all the preparatory Inner Work we’ve done. What a *#^&#! year it’s been for many Forerunners with this particular Ascension related issue. It’s time however to be okay with that, to be kind to ourselves for that, but it’s also time to let go of that now too and start seriously utilizing the tools and benefits of being 5D beings that BE instead of old lower frequency and consciousness 3D beings that had to constantly DO, labor, struggle, pain over, worry over, pay too much for, spend a lot of time and energy on etc. to get the tiniest of things to manifest physically for us. This changeover isn’t wishful thinking, nor is it “magical thinking” or self-delusion, it is evolution and many of us have struggled with it, fumbling it, learning about it, getting better familiar with it and then falling back out of it repeatedly all year. This is okay too and how we learn and eventually Master the 5D rules of our existing within the NEW.

But I’d Developed My Left-Brain Muscles So Completely…

All of humanity has (and can we say profoundly imbalanced!), but now the Forerunners are having to go through this evolutionary change first too to help anchor, ground, embody and seed this NEW fifth dimensional attribute into physical global and species-wide reality also. The Forerunners have always been the ones in the physical to lay the groundwork here for not only ourselves but for humanity today, tomorrow and well into the future.

I also believe that some of the elder Forerunners/Wayshowers/Pathpavers have had more difficulty with this particular change only because we’ve got more decades of having done it and lived “reality” through our left-brains in the old patriarchal world. We’ve got more old lower to offload in other words, to release, to let go of and start using NEW tools in our NEW world and reality. We’ll get there, and when we do, watch out world!😉

Repeatedly this year I’ve experienced seeing just how the old consciousness of linearly laying out plans to get something accomplished physically isn’t working like it always has. No matter how carefully I mentally plotted and planned out something I wanted and/or needed to get done this year via my old familiar left-brained 3D tools, it usually got seriously messed up or simply didn’t happen at all. In contrast are all the times this year that I’ve suddenly felt (not thought) it was time or correct or right to do something, go somewhere, start something, call someone, begin something and so on and it unfolded with the greatest ease and speed you could imagine. I’d be stunned over how easily and quickly things happen and manifest when I don’t use those old overdeveloped left-brained tools to get something done. There was my answer, my lesson, my insight into this particular issue and situation; the old linear left-brain plodding, pushing, thinking and planning ways of creating and manifesting aren’t an energetic match with a fifth dimensional world reality — HighHeart is, Light is, LOVE is. And, HighHeart and Light and LOVE are felt in higher ways that are often spherical or nonlinear and have nothing whatsoever to do with our old lower consciousness, minds, intellects, left-brains, logic, mentally visualizing, reasoning, slogging along in linear time space plotting and planning and working like crazy to get anything to manifest. We’ve known this information for years, but this is how it feels actually living it. Big difference.

Said another way, at some recent point during all our Forerunner Working like we’ve done since forever it seems, “IT” arrived, quietly, un-dramatically, with no Hollywood special effects exploding loudly anywhere, and most likely did so when I/you/we were passed out one afternoon from utter exhaustion from Working in the As Above spaces and the So Below spaces simultaneously.

I feel like the farmers tired old plow mule whose had its head down for the past 35-plus-years trudging along methodically, plowing the fields up and down, back and forth, endlessly toiling away to the point of almost forgetting that there was a higher point to all the unending difficult work. Then suddenly one day the farmer stops the tired old mule from plowing anymore, unhooks it from the plow and the mule blinks slowly while lifting its head, looks up and around itself and discovers that not only are all the fields plowed to perfection, but that all the NEW crops have been seeded, have sprouted and reached maturity meaning Harvest’ has arrived! The mule is stunned, but is ecstatic and proud, very proud. However, now the mule must learn how to not be a mule anymore because that type of Work is no longer needed. Now the mule is learning how to BE a Conscious Creator mule, or thereabouts.

It’s Really This Uncomplicated & Easy?!

Yep it is, amazingly. However, some of us have needed and/or desired to repeatedly move back and forth with this to understand and know this on a deep inner individual level. Why? Because some of us wanted and/or needed to be able to recreate highly detailed maps and blueprints of some of these Ascension related Processes for those who haven’t experienced them in the physical, in flesh as we have. There are many other Forerunners that haven’t needed or wanted this but understood sooner and moved through some of these phases more quickly and easily. All ways are perfect and needed.❤

Throughout the 2016 difficulties, periods of depression, confusions, growing frustrations in many cases, Zero Zone moments of feeling lost and alone and like I’d/you’d/we’d lost the main evolutionary Ascension thread within all this, I have, you have, we have plowed all the fields multiple times, seeded them all, watched and cared for them devotedly all along, even in those moments when it’s felt like we’d bottomed-out completely in the Ascension Process. We didn’t, we haven’t, it’s just felt like we did from time to time in 2016, and even that is part of the Ascension Process so stop feeling like you’ve missed something or have done something wrong somewhere. You haven’t, we haven’t, we’re just stunned like the tired old plow mule whose recently discovered that the mission has been accomplished at that level and now it needs to learn and implement NEW things and NEW ways to be Creative and satisfied. And god bless all the plow mules for getting that level of the Work done. Now fellow Forerunner mules it’s time to learn and Master NEW higher ways to get things done that are profoundly easier and faster than what we’re used to.

When I get stupid I place my hand(s) on my HighHeart which automatically resets me back into 5D HighHeart BEing. When I get momentarily unbalanced in a world in profound transition, I place my hand(s) on my HighHeart which automatically resets me back into 5D HighHeart BEing. When I get depressed, lost, confused, distracted, interfered with or anything, I do this because it works and works immediately. I may “fall” back out of it just as fast but that’s me learning about and eventually Mastering how these wildly different levels of frequency, being, consciousness and reality actually are. Give yourself room and time to do this if you are or have been experiencing this in 2016. Like I said earlier, some of us need and/or desire to know the border-crossing points between the lower 3D world and the higher NEW 5D world(s) like we know the back of our hands and that’s perfectly okay. Others don’t need this and that’s perfect too. Never judge another Forerunner because you do not know what or why they’re doing what they are. Some of us will create new worlds based on what we’re learning firsthand now in these Ascension lives so back off and give them the room, time and respect they need and deserve to plow and seed the fields in whatever manner they deem necessary for themselves now.

BEing now includes feeling, sensing (not thinking) when it’s correct to jump or not jump, create or wait, move or don’t move etc. Thinking and functioning linearly doesn’t work well at all with these things anymore where feeling in the moment and acting on it in that moment does work beautifully, easily and quickly. Talk about a leap in faith however! This is an extreme change from what we’re used to in the old lower 3D world and consciousness and takes some practice doing repeatedly to discover that you won’t die or crash or “mess up” when you Create without your mind involved but your HighHeart in the drivers seat in nonlinear spherical time space consciousness and BEing. Welcome to 5D life and reality in this very base way. Much more to come of course and won’t that be great fun too? Well done everyone and keep up the Great but always changing Work.❤

Denise

October 28, 2016

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