Adapting to the Force of Living in the Now Moment

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It’s interesting to discover how running out of the Now Moment, either into the past or future, felt like it reduced the nearly unbearable energetic pressure of being in it. I suspect that’s why many of us ran our minds/emotions into the past or the future; it was just way too much for us back then to stay in the Now Moment and not get our skin blown off our bodies! :wink: I jest, somewhat.

I hadn’t thought about this before, or I should say, I hadn’t been consciously aware of this before in the way I am starting to now. It takes some real grit to stay in the blast-range of the Now Moment and not run away, not waver, not fly out or escape into the past/future because it’s so incredibly intense and powerful and, and, and, big n’ mind blowing in the Now Moment! The creative possibilities alone are almost too much to endure, and this is only the beginning of this for many of us! Every time we embody another chunk of Christ/Crystal/Higher Self/Divine into these bodies and rapidly evolving selves, the creative “playing field” we find ourselves in grows tremendously, meaning we step a bit more into the full force blast-range of the quantum Now Moment in these physical bodies.

So far to me this feels like having no protective layer of skin on my body so I’m feeling everything in much more direct and amplified ways. I do know however that it won’t always feel this way to me. Needless to say I’m having to learn how to not run away from this sensation of seeming Now Moment overload in this body and self. While in it now sounds are louder and sharper, feelings profoundly intense, intentions razor-sharp and throbbing with creative potential, colors more colorful, unaware people more sadistic and heavy, thoughts more important than ever, Love is you and your NEW home, and God/Source/the Divine being only steps away instead of light-years off someplace else so distant IT is nearly impossible to reflect at lower levels.

Adapting to this (and much more) while in-body takes some real grit which I, in Denise form, hadn’t considered much because I’ve been so busy reaching this NEW starting point just as many of us have. We’ve had our hands full with other Ascensions Process Work leading up to this, but now, this! I feel like a teenage boy entering puberty, fumbling around like a greasy, twitching idiot repulsing most everyone while having hormonal drives and desires sufficient enough to conquer the world! :lol: Do you have any idea how powerful a Creator you actually are? Team Dark has always known and it’s why they’ve worked so hard to keep humanity from naturally evolving.

Are you increasingly discovering how, when and why you run away from or fall out of the powerful Now Moment? This is part of the Ascension Process and Shift in the physical and many of us have been and continue moving back and forth, in and out of the Now Moment so we learn and intimately know what it feels like to us in these bodies at this time within the Ascension Process. Said another way, we’re getting very familiar with being in time and then beyond it, then back in it again, then out of it again and so forth. Talk about ‘channel surfing’! 

I’ve done this with many other things during these Ascension years because it’s how we Master them while in physical bodies on a physical world. We do them repeatedly until we’ve Mastered each one on multiple levels. It’s not that we’re just playing in more Duality, but that we’re Mastering the Shift from one level, dimension, timeline(s) and state to another, multiple times until we can do it with zero pain or confusion. Said in another say, we’re Mastering being multidimensional Beings while in physical bodies as these personalities/selves we are today. And if it takes us a year or two or however many to get proficient at shifting from one level to another and consciously understand it to the degree we can educate someone else about it, then so be it. For many of us it’s not enough to do it, whatever it is, but to have full conscious knowledge about it and about doing it, how it feels, functions and so on. Some of us desire to really sink our teeth into these processes for very important and creative reasons so we do them repeatedly until its second nature to these versions of “us” in physicality now.

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This article is very much aligned with tomorrows New Moon at 29° Aries. There’s you (Aries) getting good at shifting into the Now Moment and eventually staying there. The other energy connected to this important event and task has been and will continue to be how other people (Libra) act/react to you in this NEW level of being and awareness increasingly in the Now Moment. Some of these other people haven’t been taking it well and have lashed out, been disrespectful and attempted to degrade and insult. Same old tactics and reactions in other words. Whatever, keep moving forward and maybe they’ll eventually get themselves together enough to cope with all the change taking place… or not.

Use this important Aries New Moon and degree because it’s simply an ongoing energetic progression of what began with the 2015 March Equinox and Eclipse. Happy Now Moment being and creating. <3

Denise

April 17, 2015

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More NEW Energies in Earth’s Magnetic Field Now

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Over the past ten days or so, my cat was doing what he’s done for many years whenever he feels the stress and strain of more NEW energies coming in; he eats very little and doesn’t leave his pet bed for a few days. I always watch him closely when he does this to see if he is actually sick or if he’s experiencing Ascension symptoms. In this case, he was being effected by more of the NEW energies entering Earth’s magnetic field before I felt them. It effected him in the ways it did, which looked to me like he needed to sleep more and not eat much of anything for about three days. Occasionally he’d leave his pet bed for some time on my lap for loves and a good brushing, which in feline launguage is just loves. In other words, there are times when he’s going through these extra intense Ascension energies and needs more of my attention, love and physical contact than the other more easy times. I’m sharing this because I’m certain many of you have occasionally wondered over the years why your pet suddenly seems to need (and demands!) much more attention and loving care etc. from you. Our pets are going through all this just as we are and sometimes they need extra loves, extra hugs, extra support and a bit more of their favorite pet treats to help them get through these really intense energetic times.

I checked online for global earthquake activities and found it’s been busy lately; no high magnitude quakes but plenty of smaller ones scattered about the planet. I assumed that my cat was feeling some of that earthy tension in his body and that may be contributing to his having felt so lousy recently.

(I’m struggling to remember the past ten days and how I felt during them. It’s gotten difficult to keep track of linear time because the days and nights literally wiz by and bleed into each other. Unless I make a note for myself about some specific event or such, it’s getting increasingly difficult for me to isolate events into linear days and hours. I’m mentioning this too because I know many people are also living with linear time consciousness quickly becoming something from our pasts; something from our pre-Ascension Process past lives in these same bodies.)

Then, yesterday, I got hit hard with what I’ve called the spinies. The spinies are that sensation that your inner head/skull/brain and space feels like it’s a Merkaba or gyroscope that’s rapidly spinning in counter rotating directions at the same time. It’s painless other than some inner head pressures but has so potent side effects such as mild to severe nausea, vomiting, mild to severe vertigo, actual falling or tipping over when you change elevations or simply turn to fast. Every time I bend over to pick something up or stand back up or squat etc., I get hit hard with the inner head counter rotating spinies. Luckily it’s not made me nauseous and I’m fine so long as I don’t turn my head or body fast or stand up or sit down or bend over fast without being prepared to possibly tip over. Other than all that I’m fine with the spinies, but I know many people get hit so hard by them that they’re bedridden for days.

So what’s the cause of these inner head spinies you may be wondering? They’re caused by ANY changes in the Earth’s magnetic field. Some of those changes are the decreasing potency of the old magnetic field that held and maintained the old energies/codes, and/or the increase of the NEW energies/codes into Earth’s magnetic field. Any fluctuations in the Earth’s magnetic field are felt by people sensitive to magnetic changes around and in Earth and therefore their own bodies as well. Some people are extra sensitive to Earth’s magnetic field and any changes in it while other people aren’t. Same is true with people that are sensitive to ANY energetic pressures and changes taking place below the Earth’s surface in 2D. And some people are much more sensitive to solar energetic transmissions such as solar flares, solar winds, solar storms, CMEs etc. while some people barely feel anything at all.

The Earth’s magnetic field holds in place (just like a Grid System) the NEW energies for all life and consciousness on Earth. This is only one aspect of the NEW Light Codes, the NEW Light Energies, the NEW energetic blueprints/templates (6D) increasingly, layer after layer, being delivered to the dramatically changing Earth and literally held in place and maintained around the planet by the magnetic field Grid system. Said another way, these NEW energies or Light Codes are a new program that’s being entered into one after another of the Earth’s Rewired NEW Grid systems, which in this case is the magnetic field surrounding the planet. Those animals and humans that are extra sensitive to this aspect of these vast evolutionary changes have been, are and will continue to feel them and be effected by them in their physical and energy bodies, heads and brains, central nervous systems (one human Grid system), their hearts and High Heart and on and on. Macro/Micro. We are not disconnected or isolated from Earth, the Sun, the solar system, the Milky Way, other galaxies or other dimensions and beings in them. We are individual living creator aspects of IT all, and because of this we feel and are effected by and effect all else elsewhere.

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Oh, and I’m happy to report that many of our personal Angelic Lightbeing Ascension Assistants are back again after taking care of some massive changes and removal of old stuff, beings and patterns etc. elsewhere. No rest for the weary at any level now! Good to have you back Dear Ones and thank you. <3

The Earth’s magnetic field has, once again, embodied another layer of NEW energies or evolutionary Light Codes into it which means we have too, as have our beloved pets and the entire planet’s animal, plant and mineral kingdoms and more. All of the many recent earthquakes from below the surface in 2D up to the surface of 3D are part of all this, as has been certain MIA Angelic Lightbeing Assistants for the past month or two, as have our pets and our own Ascension symptoms and spinies and Hot Flashes and insomnia and all the rest of it. It’s all connected to these vast multidimensional changes and continued Shifting out of the old and more deeply into the NEW energies/Light Codes and the consciousness and reality that goes with it. Despite there being some epic crappy days every now and again, we are making tremendous positive progress with these massive evolutionary changes internally/externally. This will only continue and become faster and more easy now however.

Please don’t forget to give your beloved pet some extra love and hugs and treats when they are having a difficult time with the Ascension Process. We humans are eternally grateful for you, our fur babies, for riding shotgun with us and being our physical companions while we go through all that we both are via the Ascension Process. <3

Denise

April 14, 2015

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Embodying the NEW first Physically & Dealing with the Negative Reactions

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I have personally been dealing with one unpleasant situation after the next consistently since the start of 2014. Along with every one of those unpleasant situations were the people connected to each of them of course which is the more frustrating and sometimes shocking issue. These situations I’ve repeatedly dealt with for over a year now have all been so over-the-top ridiculous and negative, severe and crazy that I haven’t shared much about any of it. Over the months I became increasingly frustrated, discouraged, repulsed at times, more exhausted and saddened to my soul over what I’ve been repeatedly experiencing through certain “professional” people working in the old lower patriarchal systems with old lower consciousness — many of which are portal people as I’ve called them. More about portal people in a moment.

We all experience periods of this sort of thing. The Astrology folks will check to see which planets are where, which are retrograde and so on to help explain the things they’re encountering. The Ascension folks will also check to see what the Sun is doing and/or use any number of other personal methods for higher, greater insight and understanding about what is currently happening. Many in the Ascension Community will also check out their most trusted online Ascension Teachers/Writers latest words to compare what they’re saying with what they are personally experiencing. We all do this and it’s very helpful, most of the time.

However, over these many Ascension years there have been long periods where the majority of Ascension Teachers/Writers do not talk about (at least not publicly) certain topics because they’re negative, dark and unpleasant. That plus there’s many who simply do not know much at all about the Dark Side of the Ascension Process or the Dark Side in general. Maybe it’s not their field of expertise or part of their Ascension related mission Work or their focus. I understand that most people, most readers will always prefer to hear about how wonderful and great things are or soon will be instead of how difficult and trying it may be for a while longer. I get that believe me! Nevertheless, someone’s got to be honest about these difficult and unpleasant phases and the Dark beings within the Ascension Process and, like it or not, that includes the dark side of Duality reality and consciousness. We are after all transmuting, integrating and evolving beyond Duality within this physical dimension.

You’ve got to expect that at certain points within this Grand Process you will meet some very angry and determined Dark right along with that fabulous Light during different stages of this entire Ascension Process. And guess what? It’s okay! It’s normal for what you’re doing, living and embodying and what’s happening everywhere. You haven’t “failed” or done anything “wrong” nor are you personally responsible for it all because “you create your own reality” and it has this unpleasant dark crazy crap in it! The people who automatically throw that one at you in this situation are unaware of the many other layers of reality contained in the Ascension Process and all that goes along with it. You did not create the “monsters”, the Dark Side, Team Dark (TD) or portal people and neither did I, so for some people to instantly hurl that “you create your own reality” line at you are way off about this particular situation.

In the past I’ve written at TRANSITIONS and HighHeartLife a bit about what I’ve called the portal people. Portal people is my blanket term for other living humans used by Team Dark beings/entities/demons to affect, derail, sidetrack, attack, injure, make sick, make miserable people of the LightTeam Light which are the Forerunners, Wayshowers, Pathpavers etc. I’ve also referred to the portal people as living physical human Team Dark members.

1) Portal people are living humans that still function and perceive only within the old lower frequency and consciousness patriarchal Team Dark creations and belief systems.

2) Portal people have been used, manipulated, controlled and directed by nonhuman, nonphysical beings and entities as a direct way for them to reach into the physical world to further control mass humanity and global Earth reality.

Some of these living human portal people are consciously aware that they help nonphysical, nonhuman Team Dark beings and they thoroughly enjoy causing as much pain, suffering and misery as possibly, especially to anyone embodying Light in the physical dimension. Most portal people however are totally unaware that they’re used to attack, hurt, derail, impede, wound and traumatize certain Team Light Forerunners in human form in the physical dimension. Some of these portal people actually believe themselves to be Forerunners, Starseeds, Indigos etc. and are completely unaware of how and why they’re used by unseen negatives (nonhuman, nonphysical Team Dark beings) to harm and hinder Forerunners and the Ascension Process and prolong the old negative ways of life on physical Earth. I’ve experienced this many times over the years through a handful of people writing Comments at TRANSITIONS and HighHeartLife. I know that certain other Ascension Teachers/Writers have had to deal with this same situation many times, but most of them don’t talk about it publicly for the obvious reasons. I too have not shared many things over the years for the same reasons; you open yourself to even more attacks on the physical and etheric levels.

The reasons why I’m focusing on this topic now is because of the phase we’re in within the Ascension Process—Galactic Alignment—and how it’s unfolding fully within the physical dimension and this physical world. It’s one thing encountering TD attacks, being hijacked, beatings, coups etc. in the 4D Astral dimension, but it’s something very different when those attacks and battles descend fully into the physical dimension and manifest here and that’s exactly what’s happening now. It has been since we reached the Expiration Date (12-21-12) and it’s been escalating ever since right along with the amplification of Light fully within the physical dimension. There are reasons why the Dark has been and still is lashing out wildly wherever it can; it doesn’t want to die or loose its power and food and fuel sources. Every time we have another increase of Light in physicality, another big download of Light Energies or Light Codes or the NEW as I usually say, Team Dark and the portal people increase their activities, attacks, interference, chaos and general negativity. Now, here comes the punchline with this whole situation and it’s often hard to wrap ones mind around because it sounds so contradictory but such has been Duality in physicality!

As the NEW Light continues to increase and become the new normal within this physical world, the Dark lashes out even more frantically and does all it can to hang on as long as possible. It’s that simple and that crappy… for a while longer that is. :wink: This schizophrenic-like mass global bipolar-like insanity won’t last forever however for the simple reason that the two highly different frequencies of energy, reality, consciousness, being and creativity CANNOT co-exist within the same space. Hence the Separation of Worlds & Timelines business.

These negative beings, portal people, lower consciousness and old patriarchal systems and beliefs will hang on and fight to keep and maintain the old lower reality and consciousness for as long as they possibly can. As members of Team Light, it’s our job to keep on keepin’ on despite the portal people and the insane things they do to interfere, harm and mess with us. Some days this is easy to accomplish, other days not so much unfortunately, but we continue doing, being and radiating (seeding) the NEW Light Energies into the NEW Earth world and reality. They must evolve or go elsewhere to have what they want because it cannot and will not exist in the NEW.

A few days ago I was, once again, very frustrated by all this silly shit (I call it silly shit because that’s really all it is; ridiculous tactics by ridiculous people to prevent evolution and improvement!) and I was able to zoom out far enough to get a larger, higher perspective on this current state of miserableness so many of us have dealt with in 2014 and/or 2015. What I perceived went back to the Expiration Date as I’ve called it—12-21-12—and the ‘Three Days’ of December 21st, 22nd, and 23rd of 2012 as it was called by some others.

What I better understood from my recent zoomed out perspective was that after the Expiration Date and Three Days of December 21, 22 and 23 of 2012, some of us Forerunners (I think I was at the head of this list!) decided to take most of 2013 off and sleep, rest, stare at the ceiling and do nothing or just hibernate as much as we could for as long as we could. I know a lot of us Forerunners were SO utterly spent, SO done, SO exhausted that some of us just sort of shut down for a while, or for most of the year because we were that tired body and soul. I know I did. But… to shake me good and hard out of that yearlong 2013 hibernation breather, 2014 began and hasn’t slowed down since but is only escalating in 2015.

2014 and 2015 have been a period of constant miserableness for me personally for multiple reasons and it was seriously gettin’ me down this year, so while I was in this recent higher zoomed out position, I asked what the hell is going on now and why. What I perceived went back to the Expiration Date of December 21, 22 and 23 of 2012 and the individual Soul choices each one of us made back then and how those choices are currently manifesting for each of us through the completion phase of the Galactic Alignment/Ascension Process which is approximately 2017ish.

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In that moment of personal greater awareness I understood that on December 22, 2012 when the Divine and I discussed what would be best for my Soul’s continued growth from that point through the completion of the Ascension Process/Galactic Alignment, we decided I’d continue to anchor in physicality for as long as Denise could so that the Ascension Process would be completed in physicality and so would I. In other words, I wanted to go through this extra final pain, silly shit and misery for a while longer because I intend to get it done and done right because “I” will never go through this level of physical immersion and transformation (the Ascension Process) ever again anywhere. My Soul’s resume will soon list, ‘been there done that’, meaning that someone else can “Volunteer” to descend to do this Ascension assistant business and more the next time it happens in some galaxy in some universe somewhere. Some of us are guaranteeing that we finish this thing in the physical trenches for individual Soul reasons while some others decisions had to do with forging ahead into the NEW in nonphysical ways more than physical. No one is right or wrong, no incorrect decisions here at all, simply individual Soul decisions for this now.

So, post December 2012 is the screaming, tantrum throwing, frantic, wild pillaging phase for the nonphysical Team Dark beings and physical human portal people. For those of us of Team Light, the contrasting energetic pressures have been increasingly difficult and will be until they’re finally not any longer. I can continue being miserable in my Soul’s and the Divine’s grand decision back on December 22, 2012, or I can get with the latest program and finish this thing as best as I’m capable of at this point. Some hours, days, nights are easier than others, but after all I’ve been through already I’m not throwing the towel in at this late date! Neither should you, so do whatever you can when you need to so you can reap the rewards of all the hard, difficult spiritual energetic Work you’ve already done via this Ascension Process. It’s going to finally get much easier in physicality so hang in there my fellow exhausted and bloody Forerunners and don’t take your High Heart off the end goal no matter what silly, petty portal people caused BS is trying to get you to do just that.

Denise

April 7, 2015

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March into April 2015 Shift Trauma

Don’t be fooled by the title and believe that this was a March into April 2015 only event because it wasn’t. Every month is seeming to end and transition into the next month with more intensity, trauma in many cases, aches and pains both physical and emotional, and more chaotic pushing energies than the month before. It’s just that this latest shift out of the last few days of March into April was super intense and filled with “extra” crap n’ stuff, both good and plenty miserable.

Below is an email I received from Tom B. a couple of days ago. Thanks for letting me share it this way Tom. <3 Also, in the Q & A section, Elle W. wrote a Comment about some of these things her husband recently experienced so I thought it would benefit more people if I combined these conversations into an article. First is Tom’s email letter.

“Hi Denise – Thanks for your recent articles and posts in the Q and A Section.  I’ve been going through an extremely challenging time with Ascension symptoms over the last week and a half.  Being able to read them has been validating.  It’s comforting to know that I’m not the only one going through crazy, challenging times these days.  Reading your articles and posts has been helping me get through some very challenging times lately.

The 28th I stayed in bed all morning and early afternoon. I had a series of epic waking dreams (for want of a better term) which lasted for hours.  I can’t remember experiencing anything like that that lasted so long.  I forced myself to get up and go to work that evening even though my intuition told me to stay in bed and keep having the strange waking dreams.  That night at work I felt very depressed to the point of being suicidal.  I haven’t felt that depressed in a long time.

Since then I’ve been experiencing severe fatigue, especially on the 30th.  This morning I had a series of strange, emotionally draining dreams as I kept waking up and falling back asleep again several times.  I also released a lot of old physical toxins after I got up the final time and started my day.

I’m finding it very challenging to keep a good attitude about all of this.  I’ve been reading on your site and others that spring equinox through the eclipse on April 4th is a very intense time for Ascension.  I’m trying to keep this in mind, but it hasn’t helped the last few days because I’ve been feeling so shitty during that time.  I feel that things have only been getting worse for me lately, and today I just can’t shake that feeling.  Please feel free to post this if you feel it’s appropriate.  Thanks. Tom B.”

And secondly is Elle’s Comment in the Q&A section.

“Denise,

I just wrote to you about my first “recalled” ET contact (though I did have something on 2/22/12 in a dream that pointed me to having possibly “been from” another planet in a past life). I mentioned my husband was my confident and help mate in all this. I have been with this dear man for 40 years, and just yesterday (the day after contact), he had a complete and utter meltdown the likes of which I had never seen–he was not even sure life was worth living anymore. I know this is extremely personal, but I can’t/don’t believe this was a coincidence. I am ready to put down everything in my life and just nurture him back from this. He does believe in the possibility of psychic attack as he’d had experiences, but this is just too direct a correlation to miss, I think. Unreal.”

Here’s my Comment reply to Elle.

Elle W & All,

I’m not at all surprised by this actually. It’s hard, difficult, traumatic in fact when any of us are suddenly and unexpectedly compressed/pushed/propelled etc. upward on to a higher consciousness/frequency energy Stair-step. There’s typically some level of blow-back and repercussions to it because the ego self freaks out over having to change. Our egos deepest fear!

You’re 100% right that all this is no “coincidence”. In fact the ETs most likely are doing what they did for him as much as they did for you… but both of these events are happening for both of you on very different levels or Stair-steps as I call them. This again is typical of positive ETs; they use the least amount of energy to get the largest results. :wink: It takes some conscious interactions back and forth with these Beings before you begin to see how multidimensional they actually are and that they work this way with us too.

On the other hand… as I’ve written recently, we’re typically attacked by Team Dark (TD) beings and/or lower energies etc. whenever we evolve up another Stair-step. They sense the change in our energetic frequency and they panic and attack to stop us, derail us, sidetrack us, to terrorize us back down into the old lower frequency level again. This too may be what and why your husband experienced what he did. We’re integrating and evolving beyond DUALITY after all! :smile:

I’m going to try to get something short written quickly today about this because I too experienced an attack March 31 into April 1st. Plus I recently received an email from a man whose experienced something similar and gave me permission to quote his letter. I know a lot of people have been going through this over just these past few days and it’s been super intense — I’m talking contemplating suicide intense! I’ll do my best to get it written and published today.

One more VERY important thing in this I want you to consider Elle.

“I am ready to put down everything in my life and just nurture him back from this.”

That’s exactly what TD is hoping for. You doing that in an attempt to help your husband is the worst thing you could do for him, and to yourself, and to the positive ETs that worked to have this contact happen with you primarily, and secondarily with him. This is one of those “tough love” tests for you and to not interfere with what he’s going through, and an expansive “step up” to another level of awareness and being test for him. I want you both to get the most out of what you’re each going though now.

<3 Hugs to you both, Denise

 

In my case I’ve experienced portal people being activated, oftentimes to the point of sick obsession, at the end of March into the first day or few days of April. I’ve experienced this enough times over the years to know it’s not a “coincidence” either. And I experienced it yet again the past few days with my next door neighbor. He however is not the issue; how I deal with or don’t deal with, focus on or don’t focus on etc. what he’s attempting to do to me is the issue.

As is often the case, those of us consciously aware of the Ascension Process and personally working hard to utilize those energies to evolve are at key times attacked, tested, confronted, sidetracked, tempted off the Path, greatly confused, increasingly depressed, exhausted, or even considering suicide, especially during extra potent and big energy influx shift periods such as what these past few weeks have been.

Another aspect of all this that’s easy to overlook or forget for those of us living, embodying, seeding/anchoring the NEW Light Energies first (codes, blueprints, templates etc.) is that the human Collective is in a wild state of energetic and emotional turmoil, chaos and wild negativity much of the time and they will be for a while so learn and discern and override it all as best you can.

Sensitives feel the human Collective despite our best efforts to not be effected or influenced by it/them. The trick is to be able to discern what’s yours and what’s the human Collective that you’re feeling inside your head, mind, heart, body and being as if it was yours! It’s easier to deal with when you can tell that it’s just you sensing and feeling lower energies and emotions coming from much of humanity. Hold your High Heart space and level in the midst of all this shifting, fighting, instability, insanity and chaos because in doing so you are Consciously Creating NEW space for NEW realities, worlds and incomprehensible amounts of wondrous NEW creations. Forerunning into NEW space and holding it open at higher levels is how we plow the fields for seeding for future crops. :wink: <3

And then there’s the ultra-weird dreaming mini series type dreams most of us have had for weeks now… when you’re fortunate enough to even be able to sleep for a couple of hours that is! O_o I’ve been falling asleep at night and then waking up two hours later absolutely positive that it must be four or five hours later. No such luck, I’ve only been asleep for two hours and then the rest of the night is thrashing and flopping and trying to not think stupid, self-defeating, pointless thoughts all night. In most but not all cases, much of this dreaming activity is Collective related too, but some of it is my personal “stuff” from decades or days ago. It cannot co-exist with more of the NEW merging now so we dream our little selves clear/clean again and again for as long as we need to.

Another thing I wanted to mention in all this is the solar winds that had been a blowin’ for the past few weeks. They felt extra potent and I felt them in my body as old Ascension flu aches and pains. My spine often gets tight and sore when a lot of NEW Light is pouring down in through the top of my head down into it. Doing nothing physically is all that helps with that it seems. Also, the air itself is much more charged with NEW Light which makes my nostrils bleed sometimes, my sinuses feel pressure and my lungs hurt when I take a deep breath.

In the end I think what many of us have felt recently is both ours AND the human Collective feeling the increasing energetic pressures of tremendous change and growth. Change and higher “company coming” :wink: to merge with us/us with it. Despite the BS and negativity, the aches and pains physical and emotional, I very definitely see and feel massive progress. I know the external world isn’t reflecting this nearly as much as we’d prefer at this point and yet, it and so very much more is happening. (I think it was around the start of February 2015 that I saw some higher dimension packed with unusual activity by great numbers of Lightbeings/Angelics working like crazy there. Many of them were needed, and still are evidently, to do certain very important things now which means some of us have been seemingly left on our own here in the physical. If you’ve felt your Angelic Ascension Assistants gone lately as I have, I believe it’s due to them being needed elsewhere for a while. They’ve been incredibly busy with profound changes too. Plus we’re needing to learn to function and create without our personal Ascension Assistants at our sides constantly.)

I know this article is all over the place but it’s the best I can do today with all that’s going on around me at the moment. Please know that I too have my really low days or hours even, and then I get back to High Heart level again and pick up where I left off. We all do this and it’s perfectly okay and expected as we become more proficient at all this in a physical body in a physical world. You are doing so much more than you realize yet so give yourself time to sit and seemingly “do nothing” while you receive even more into yourself.

Multidimensional Group Gratitude Hug,

Denise

April 2, 2015

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Company is Coming

I published this article at TRANSITIONS in October of 2010. Because this Process is incremental and ongoing, I wanted to re-post it now at HighHeartLife during this particular phase of further integrating, merging and embodying more of this special company with our physical selves and bodies. The entire period from the 2015 March Equinox through the Lunar Eclipse on April 4, 2015 is this Process amplified and compressed even more than it’s been. In fact, all of 2015 is this Process more amplified than we’ve experienced before. It’s for this reason I thought this old article might help somewhat with what many of us are going through now in highly amplified ways. Special Easter company indeed. :smile:

Denise

March 31, 2015

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In typical Denise fashion I perceive/receive higher complex information and large concepts in almost embarrassingly simplified ways. This is why I write the way I do; I cut to the chase and go for the bottom line because I usually don’t perceive/receive all the detailed filler information such as names, sub-zones, levels and such. It isn’t all that important to me in all honesty. Once I have perceived some main aspects of certain Bigger Pictures, I don’t need all the names and complex finer details. I perceive/receive the overall gist and feel of what’s happening, why and when.

10-10-10 AND GUESS WHO IS COMING TO DINNER?

I’ve decided to write this exactly as I perceived/received this information and not do as much interpreting, explaining and defining of reality as I usually try to do. We’re all needing to evolve to where we don’t depend on certain people and/or systems  and/or only our left-brained intellect to define reality for us. After thousands of years of deliberate dark BS, lies and distortions from lower frequency people and  global systems, we’ve reached spiritual adulthood now and need to start defining reality for ourselves. The body and brain Rewiring will enable us to do this and much more.

I’d like you to see in your mind’s eye exactly what I’ve seen, felt and know about the 09-09-09 through 12-21-12 transitions because I believe it’s how more of us are going to be perceiving/receiving higher Light information/knowledge now; decreased linear words (telepathic and physically written/spoken), with increased visual symbols as large chunks of complex Light information. Below are two highly simplified symbolic visual information concepts about the 10-10-10 energy stair step transition that I perceived/received a while ago. Actually it’s not only the triple ten’s of Oct. 10, 2010. Another level or phase (within the ongoing Ascension Process) was activated via the 09-09-09 of Sept. 9, 2009, and will  continue to unfold quickly and dramatically now through the 10-10-10, and the 11-11-11, and the 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 remaining important energy transitions. See, feel and know these two symbolic visuals and interpret this phase of The Process for yourself.

MY FIRST HIGHER SELF 10-10-10 MESSAGE

In your mind’s eye envision a massive dense rain forest from overhead as if you were in an airplane looking down on it. There is absolutely nothing down there but dense trees and other thick vegetation. No cleared areas whatsoever, no roads, absolutely nothing but thick, dark, dense, scary and impenetrable rain forest. Do you see it? Can you hear the airplane’s little engine running far up above? Can you see the vast and dense rain forest below you? See it, hear it, feel it and hold it in your inner mind’s eye and heart as you keep reading, feeling and knowing.

The pilot of this small plane has one very important passenger on-board who desires to land in that dense Earth forest. Problem is, there’s absolutely no place to land the plane, and this very important passenger must land and step off on to the ground. This passenger will not parachute, but must land and touch the ground in this precise way. So the pilot and his very important passenger continue flying in large slow circles overhead, searching, waiting, searching far and wide, hoping to find a small landing strip somewhere below in the massive denseness.

Meanwhile…

You have a burning, unrelenting cosmic soul NEED to carve out a landing strip in the middle of a dense, dark, dangerous rain forest by yourself. WTF! Really? Do you realize how insanely difficult and dangerous that’s going to be? Are you aware that you may not be able to complete the landing strip in time for the small airplane to land? Shit… Hum…  No, I can do it. It’s what I do and do very well so cheerio, fuck-it-all, I’m carving out a damned landing strip in the middle of a massive dense, dark rain forest alone and by-hand and I absolutely will not stop until it is completed!

Amazingly you’ve succeeded in carving out a large magnificent landing strip in the middle of a dense rain forest. You are however all cut up, bruised and bloody, beat to hell, unimaginably exhausted, and you just wanna sit down now and have a good long hard cry and little Pity Party for yourself. Go ahead, you’ve earned it for god sakes! You carved out a freaking landing strip in the middle of a dense dark jungle where angels fear to tread! Have that hard-earned, gut-wrenching, snot-flying, deep soul sobbing cry and be proud because you did it despite the enormous difficulties and dangers involved. (This fellow Lightworkers, Forerunners, Pathpavers represents Phase One of the Ascension Process which I’m sure you recognize.)

So there you are in all your Starseed/Lightworker/Wayshower/Pathpaver dirty, bloody and beat-up glory sitting exhausted and crying on your mighty fine-looking landing strip in the middle of a dense—but now much brighter, open and cleared—rain forest. You wait, and wait, and wait there for months, then years but no one comes. Insert more intense and dejected crying, confusion and anger along with short periods of real self-doubt here.

Then, one day you hear it, the ever so faint sound of a small airplane flying overhead far in the distance. OMG, could it be? Is The Great Day finally here? You bet your sweet Lightworker, Forerunner, tired Old Soul ass it’s finally here!

‘Da plane, da plane!’  your weary and nearly broken mind excitedly sings like a spiritual joke from that old TV show Fantasy Island. You hear the small plane finally approaching and you know its going to land on your beloved landing strip. Deep inside you also know that the real fun will start now. You glance at your watch to check the date and time and sure enough, it’s 10-10-10. Oh man, here it finally comes after all these brutal, isolated, painful and dangerous years of intense prep work.

MY SECOND HIGHER SELF 10-10-10 MESSAGE

See this next symbolic scenario in your mind’s eye and High Heart too for you already know all this but maybe haven’t put all the puzzle pieces together yet.

You’ve got very special company coming to visit you soon so you start the massive house cleaning, yard cleaning, window washing, buffing and polishing, washing and everything cleaning in preparation. This is so exciting and rare, but it is going to take plenty of time and serious energy-consuming cleaning and clearing work to get your house, yard, and yourself ready for the arrival of your very special company.

You start the massive cleaning, clearing and trash removal work on your house—inside and out—and in your yard too. You’ve got plenty of time to get it all done before your company arrives, however, you know your back is going to hurt like all hell doing it all, that you’re going to become profoundly tired and in a lot of extra pain and stress trying to do so much work, so much cleaning, so much polishing and prep work for this special company that’s coming. It doesn’t matter, you dive into all your cleaning and clearing work despite the extra aches, pains and fatigue that it causes your physical body and everything else. You rest when you can and get back to the intense cleaning and clearing work day after day. On top of all this however, you still have your daily regular life’s work and chores that also need to be tended to, but you somehow manage to get it all done.

It’s slow going and there’s far more dirt, junk and mess than you realized was there but you keep at it because you’re so excited to have this particular company coming. It makes the long and difficult cleaning and trash removal work worth it when you think about how much fun it’s going to be once this particular company arrives.

Finally, you take a long careful look around your house both inside and out, and check the yard to make sure it’s clean and beautiful. Most all the cleaning work is done now, and despite your being absolutely exhausted after endless months of cleaning and prep work, your house, yard and everything else is looking and feeling exceptionally nice, clean, tidy and ready for your very special company. You glance at your calendar one more time to check the date to see how long before your company arrives and you discover it’s only a few days now. 10-10-10 is right around the corner and your special company will begin arriving then. (This represents an aspect of Phase Two let’s call it of more Ascension work during 2009 and 2010 up to now.)

LIGHT APPEARS AT THE END OF THIS VERY LONG TUNNEL

You smile in anticipation and joy over having succeeded in carving out the difficult landing strip in the middle of the dense and nearly impenetrable rain forest on time. You smile in anticipation and joy over having succeeded in cleaning and clearing your entire house, yard, and everything else in preparation of the arrival of your special out-of-town company. And importantly, you finally understand WHO the special passenger is in the small plane that’s getting ready to land now; you understand WHO your special out-of-town company is that’s arriving with the 10-10-10 energies. You finally understand WHY you were so obsessed about carving a landing strip in the middle of a dense, dangerous rain forest by yourself (the old physical 3D world of Duality). You finally understand WHY you were so obsessed about cleaning and clearing your entire house and yard (the transmuting and resolving of polarity, karma, and all lower frequency energies within yourself, mind, heart and bodies that was Phase One of the Ascension Process). All of this long, painful and incredibly difficult prep work was absolutely necessary so that higher aspects of YOU could even “land” and then start to merge with, be embodied by you physically.

10-10-10 is the start of this intense phase of us embodying, continuously and increasingly housing within our physical bodies more of that has always existed at higher dimensions. You know why this can finally happen because you’ve done all the insanely difficult and painful work/cleaning/clearing for over a decade! Since 09-09-09, we’ve been inching our ways towards finally having these next particular transitions happen. The 10-10-10, 11-11-11, and the 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 Stair-steps or portals/gates are the last three important Ascension Process transitions we have to journey through. There’s more than just these three but they are huge in what and why!

The plane is finally landing, our special company is finally arriving via these remaining 10-10-10 and beyond energy increments or Stair-steps. Guess how amazing and easily creative it’s going to be to literally embody so much more of YOU (the pilot, his special passenger, your special company, plus you who did all the cleaning and landing strip prep work) in-body on the new 5D Earth from here on out? Hey, that sounds like your doorbell ringing… you’d better get it. <3

Denise Le Fay

October 8, 2010

The Fish are Dead – Long Live the Waves!

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Can you feel it? Can you feel the kicking and thrashing slipping away of the old sticky Piscean Age and all that went with it? Feels grand, and another huge chunk of it got swept out by another of many NEW Aquarian Light Wave blasts during March 2015. Out with the sticky and distorted old, and in with the NEW higher electrified Waves. Yet another incarnation lived on the volatile and difficult cusp of two Astrological Ages grinding against each other as the old one slowly and stubbornly exits and the new one pushes in.

It’s getting more and more difficult for me to keep track of what happened when. Where am I today? Did I actually do that thing physically or did I just think about doing it? Did I dream that or did it happen in the physical dimension? Why does reality look different today from how it looked yesterday? And speaking of dreams, we’ve had some epic weird and unpleasant ones this 2015 winter quarter into spring period haven’t we? :eek:

What I’m increasingly discovering in my life and reality lately are the wild and crazy differences between being in the higher frequency Now Moment vs. functioning in the old lower frequency, lower consciousness linear perception of time in physicality. When I downshift back into my old intellect and linear time/thinking, I find I’m constantly rushing around exhausted and frustrated by the old everything and most everyone in it who still lives and wholeheartedly feels like it’s the only way to live and work. It’s a broken, corrupt, sick system (all of them) and they’re circling the drain faster and faster and everyone is rushing trying to keep up with them coming apart. It’s incredibly frustrating to me to still have to deal with these old patriarchal systems and their human devotees (employees) when I desire something so far beyond all this. I know most of you feel the same.

Then when I get myself back into my High Heart I find doing just that places me in the Now Moment. The High Heart is the Now Moment — the Now Moment is the High Heart. It’s been the jumping or shifting back and forth between these two levels of frequency, consciousness, being, dimension, and physical earth worlds that has made these two very different frequency levels extremely conscious to me, to Denise in a physical body in a physical life. We’re being schooled, educated very intensely and have been since the start of 2014 from my perspective, and this is just one aspect of that NEW education but it’s a really important aspect!

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Another layer (and there’s many) of being in and functioning from the High Heart Now Moment is, I’m increasingly discovering, that it automatically puts one in what I’ve called Spherical Consciousness. I bought this vector image because it visually looks somewhat like how Spherical Consciousness feels to me at this point of my ongoing expanding awareness. All of those small solid gold circles on the larger open sphere are vast points of perception, points of being and seeing all things.

From one point or position in Spherical Consciousness, the things being viewed or perceived looks and feels very differently from how it does when you/me/we shift ourselves around on the larger open sphere to view/perceive from another point (represented by the smaller solid spheres). In an instant you/me/we can and are functioning with Spherical Consciousness from one point then another then another and another point of view/perspective. Multiple points of perspective in other words and this is happening in not only one dimension but multiple dimensions! It always has, but what’s changing with this is this version of you/me/we living the Ascension Process in physicality are expanding, evolving, “ascending” our physical selves (aspects) and consciousness to be able to safely and without going insane or getting seriously lost into fully conscious Multidimensional being, awareness, responsibility and greater Creativity — greater Conscious Creativity.

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Jumping back a moment to the old patriarchal systems circling the drain faster every day now and the unaware human devotees of and to those old corrupt negative systems — employees, their jobs, careers, titles, incomes, monies, ego-based positions of power over other people etc.

I’m working on another article about this topic alone because it’s very important to discuss in greater detail now even though it’s unpleasant and dark. I’ll publish that article as soon as I get it finished but I need to include this topic—what I’ve called portal people or Team Dark (TD) humans—here briefly.

My blanket term portal people covers all living unaware humans who are functioning at the old lower levels of consciousness, ego, Duality etc. and because of this are also easily used, manipulated, controlled and directed by nonhuman, nonphysical TD beings/aliens/entities. This horrible situation becomes vastly worse if you are Team Light (TL) — a Forerunner, Lightworker, Pathpaver, Volunteer, Wayshower, Indigo etc. physically on earth now to assist with the Ascension Process. TD will target you/me/us of TL because TD sees us as the great enemy.

Where all this becomes painfully frustrating not to mention occasionally downright dangerous is that these nonhuman entities USE lower consciousness and frequency humans to get at (attack, harass, make miserable, derail, sidetrack, wound, make ill or worse) those of the Light, including anyone starting to wake up and evolve. This is why anyone starting to wake up, expand their consciousness and extricate themselves from the narrow lowly TD frequency range will typically come under some form of psychic/etheric attacks by TD in an attempt to stop them, prevent them, or simply terrorize them right back down into the old lower frequency, state of being and consciousness. There have always been vicious etheric guard dogs protecting the global junk yard keeping Light out and Dark in. However, the Ascension Process has and is changing all that. It just gets difficult at times… and that was me being very gentle with this topic.

My point about the portal people is that they’ve been ratcheted up a few more notches in 2014 and 2015 due to the constant and increasing Divine cosmic Light pressures to evolve now or go elsewhere and all this is becoming nearly unbearable for both sides. If you’ve had to deal with any of the old patriarchal systems (and which ones aren’t!?), then you too have felt and dealt with more and more portal people deliberately messing with and/or attacking you because you’re radiating Light everywhere. Because of this they try to slow you down in any way(s) they can, make you physically ill, mentally confused, emotionally frustrated and so on. I’ve encountered this amplification in almost every person (not all of course) I come into contact with and it has been and still is frustrating and heartbreaking that the majority of humans aren’t even aware of how they’re used by TD to hurt other humans and Forerunners and keep the Light out of the old junk yard.

This situation had gotten so severe for me that I didn’t think I’d be able to move through all the portal people but thankfully the March 2015 Equinox reduced a good chunk of this and opened the way forward once again. The portal people situation will continue for a good while so figure it out fellow Planetary Up-lifters. It gets easier the farther into this we all go, however it isn’t always easy so pay attention and make whatever adjustments in yourself that you need to at the time. This will ease up over time but be smart, be wise, be aware and do your best to not let them pull you out of your High Heart space/frequency. Easier said than done I certainly know but that’s what we’re dealing with now in greatly amplified ways.

silvergold waves The Ground Disappearing Under Our Feet

Another thing I wanted to mention that’s been amplified once again over the winter months of 2015 (summer months in the southern Hemisphere) and into March has been the growing sensation that the very ground under my feet is gone or is very unstable, soft and dropping away. That plus hearing weird sounds again in the air around me like the very world is cracking, creaking, groaning under the energetic pressures and literally coming apart. It probably is. I’ve heard these weird sounds again since December 2014, and I know the majority of them are not physically created sounds but energetic repercussions in the space around me. Could this be some more of the Separation of Worlds? I sense it is but wanted to mention it because I know many of you have been hearing and feeling these latest changes and sounds too.

And as is often the case when great chunks of negativity is being broken up and moved some more by more Light coming in, some of us will See or feel or sense small pockets of that Dark, toxic energy on the move in the space around us. Much has been and still is being removed that needs to but it sure can feel weird and highly unpleasant at times when it wafts through some room in your house!

And lastly I feel compelled to mention that during these times when another round of negativity is being evicted, some of us will have lucid dreams (yet again) where we experience some horrific event/events done by living humans to other humans someplace on planet earth. In my most recent case this happened somewhere in South America deep in a jungle type setting in what I can only call a kill camp. Some brown skinned males had a makeshift prison there where they imprisoned other brown skinned men, women and children to get certain information out of them. It didn’t matter if those people talked or not or if they knew anything or not because they’d all be murdered when the males were done with them. I witnessed one day of this up close and personal a few weeks ago, and as usual it took me days to get over what I experienced. I’ve talked about this type of transmuting energetic Work via lucid dreaming (which is just code for going to where the actual physical events took place and see and feel them to permanently clear them) before in other articles and in A Lightworker’s Mission because it’s one of the many ways Forerunners transmute or clear residual negative energies across the planet. I just thought I was done with this type of energetic Work and had to really work on myself afterwards to release what I’d witnessed only a few feet away from me in that South American kill camp.

So… pink ponies, candy, ice cream, tranquil pools and ponds, happy birds flying and singing and so on. That’s what I used to have to do when I was a kid and unpleasant, scary negativity would impact me. Old tools die hard! :lol: I couldn’t end on that horrific note so please envision pink ponies and happy birds signing. Sorry it took me so long to write anything but it’s been truly crazy weird horrible and magnificent at times for many months now. All perfectly normal for where we are and what we’re going through now. <3

Denise

March 28, 2015

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heartcopyright Copyright © Denise LeFay & HighHeartLife, 2015. Use or duplication of this material is strictly prohibited. All rights reserved.

7th Uranus/Pluto Square by Barbara Hand Clow

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Here’s a link to Barbara Hand Clow’s article on the 7th and final Uranus/Pluto Cardinal Square(s). Thank you Barbara Hand Clow for all of them and more. <3

Have and hold a VERY high level and special month of March 2015 everyone. :star:

Denise

March 9, 2015

http://www.handclow2012.com/News/Seventh-UsqP.pdf

http://www.handclow2012.com/bhcnews.htm

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