Let’s Better Understand Individuality & the “We are all ONE” Business

I don’t want to hear one more person say, ‘We are becoming ONE’. No, we are not becoming “ONE” and there are very important and positive reasons for this which we’ll get to. What we are doing now and will continue doing for as long as it takes is integrating, merging, unifying and embodying within ourselves INDIVIDUALLY. Forget about that popular pre-recorded message ‘we’re becoming ONE’  because it’s incorrect. What is correct is that you are becoming ONE within yourself, and I am becoming ONE within myself, and he and her are each becoming ONE within themselves individually. 

Remember that important message I received in April 1995? It looked like this:

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Here’s a link to an old article about it which may help some better understand that this is the current evolutionary Ascension Process out of old lower duality and into greater individual unity. YOU are becoming ONE, or 1 as it was represented in my lucid dream message many years ago, not all of us merging back into oneness together. We’re nowhere near that advanced stage yet. First we as individuals must become unified within ourselves and doing so automatically makes it so much easier to feel, know, sense, perceive and love/LOVE all the other individuals, human and otherwise.

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We as individuals could no more instantly go from the extreme severe separation that’s been the norm for eons, to full and complete ONE-ness during this Ascension Process any more than you or I could be in the direct full presence of “God” as we are now. The energy gap is far too large even with the current Ascension Process happening and it would destroy whatever vehicle we were in not to mention considerably mess us up in other ways too.

What’s happening is that we incarnate aspects and selves are going through the end of eons of intentional separation (in so many ways) because Source desired to experience it via each of us in our individual selves and experiences in all dimensions. What was originally ONE desired to individuate and further separate, layer after layer to learn, experience and create at and in those levels of being and existence as and through all those individuated aspects of the original ONE. 

All individuals are not merging or unifying back into oneness/ONE/1 all together with no individuality anymore. What has been intentionally separated for eons is now intentionally re-merging, re-uniting within each of us individually. The whys of this are so vast and complex but it has to do with evolution on all levels.

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Increased Merging in Individuals Quickens the Separation of Worlds

As you know from reading my past articles, my life hasn’t been a whole lotta fun since the start of 2014. It still isn’t and in some ways it’s gotten a bit harder and more difficult emotionally, even more isolated feeling which surprised me, and far more complex which I did expect. Such is growth and change however. Since 2014 when my life was suddenly turned upside down due to my mom’s triple bypass that produced a devastating stroke two weeks later, on top of pre-existing (heart disease related) dementia, life hasn’t been a bunch of happy times for me in my sixties as her caregiver as she further deteriorates. Her dementia is worsening and she hallucinates sometimes and from reading up on dementia, this probably isn’t going to end well unless I work on certain things in myself, which I’ve been doing all along.

On top of that I sold a house, bought a “new” (old) one, worked on it for eight months (from May of 2015 and still am working on it today) because it was that horrible and filthy, finally moved us into it (January 2016), hurt myself doing so, and have felt more depressed and isolated ever since.

I knew the moment I saw this “new” old house that the person who’d owned and lived in it for decades was depressed (her family had removed her from the house months before they put it on the market so the house was empty of any humans when I first saw it with the realtor) and that I’d have to clear that residual energy (her depression, fears, isolation and probably dementia too as she aged etc.) because I could feel it and knew I’d be affected by it if I didn’t transmute and clear every speck of it. I always do this when I move into any place because I have to energetically clean along with physically clean a place I’m going to live in.

Nonetheless I’ve continued feeling periods of depression and growing isolation since I moved us in here in January of this year despite this house being a big improvement in many ways for all of us. I’ve energetically cleared and re-cleared this house yet this feeling comes and goes, in me, not necessarily this house unless I energetically pollute/re-pollute it! Because of this on-again off-again depression and growing sense of being isolated even more than before, I’ve been working on discerning all this as best I’m capable of at this time. Usually I can perceive/receive information easily and quickly but this hasn’t been the case with this which means it is extra big and that I’m still very much living it.

Slowly however I’ve gained enough altitude again to access Higher Awareness while living it. What I finally perceived recently is what this article is about because I know many of you have had a rough go of it this year too, not to mention how crazy difficult 2014 and 2015 was for some of us as well.

I’ve always had a tendency—as some Volunteers, Starseeds, Forerunners do—to get low sometimes and then have to work my way back up out of the depression muck once again. But this time (2016) it’s felt different to me, much more amplified, quicker in and out of it, and like even it is an aspect of the Ascension Process. I didn’t understand for a while and that’s bothered me because I don’t want to be sad or frustrated anymore.

Then I finally perceived this complex and difficult to describe hazy image and awareness of the Forerunners currently living the Embodiment Process in stages as we have been for a while now. The depression and further sense of isolation some of us have felt has to do with some of our own remaining inner stuff from these lives and times, while some of it is coming from the human Collective on Earth, and some of it’s coming from Team Dark if you can believe that!, and some is coming from very high dimensions where plenty of change is taking place too. In other words, the depression and sense of growing isolation I’ve struggled with this year in greatly amplified ways isn’t all “my stuff” but a lot of other people’s and beings and worlds and dimensions’ stuff too. Oddly, knowing this makes it all much easier for me to deal with and work my way through. Just because you’re feeling something doesn’t automatically make it yours or mean it’s coming from you. Discernment helps with things like this so always use it.

I perceived that some of what some of us have been and still are feeling today is stemming from super ancient times, other worlds, other dimensions, other beings, Team Dark and so on and isn’t so much our personal inner unresolved stuff, junk, negative crap, karma etc. Some of it is our stuff but at this point it’s relatively small in comparison to the overall galactic and universal picture. Keep in heartmind too that everything is now so amplified feeling and seeming to us (of the Light) that that tiny pea under the Princesses’ many mattresses often feels so huge and unbearably painful to us.

To one part of us this information makes little to no sense at all, but to other parts of us it makes perfect sense for where we’re at now and what we’re going through – the Embodiment of Higher and Lower in these physical bodies and how that naturally matches the amplification of the Separation of Worlds. The more we Embody the Higher with the Lower in-body on Earth in the physical, the more pressure is put on everyone and everything to push away from, to separate from that which one does not resonate with or energetically match, from what one is out of alignment with, from what one is not ready for or desirous of attaining at this time.

As those living the merge/Embody/unify individually more and more now, the Separation of Worlds also increases and quickens because these two energy levels and states of being cannot co-exist in the same space with each other. The energy gap is too great (not to mention a huge irritation for everyone) and so we have, and many of us are very much feeling, this slowly increasing unity from the Embodiment phase within ourselves individually while simultaneously feeling an increase of separation from and misalignment with lower consciousness others and a sort of general depression that comes and goes like waves. This has always been that Princess and the Pea business for the Forerunners, but it’s so amplified now that it’s almost unbearable at times. I suspect even this has to do with my personal perspective on the Embodiment Process at this moment and level and it too will change as I (as each of us individually) am further changed from living the Embodiment.

We’re so far beyond the whose negativity and dank crap stuff is this anyway? phase and are soul-deep in cleaning up the Cosmic Campgrounds before we embark on a NEW Evolutionary adventure. Exciting, exhausting, confusing, magical, so very special and rare, painful, difficult, heartbreaking, freeing, uplifting, creative and simply wondrous.

Feel what you are but don’t buy into it, don’t be overtaken by it or claim it all as you or yours. Neutral Observer and all that to borrow another great term from Lisa Renee. Know some of it is the old little you, while much of it is ancient and multidimensional going back to the beginning of this past Evolutionary Cycle. Some of it is the death of our old selves as we’ve known them plus the demise of our old familiar 3D lives and world, even in such profound Team Dark negativity and control as they were. You think it’s crazy busy and ultra-weird here on physical Earth? It’s just as hectic and wonderfully strange and full of positive changes everywhere else. Complete the 9 energies in preparation for the coming 1 energies but completely in the NEW this time.

Denise

May 23, 2016

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Ascension Process Info for Newbies & Forerunners

I’m posting this article at both TRANSITIONS and HighHeartLife today Friday, May 13, 2016.

The first half of this article is specifically for people new (“newbies”) to the Ascension Process, plus have no firsthand knowledge about higher levels of reality, consciousness and being. The second half is for the Forerunners/Wayshowers/Pathpavers.

FOR THE NEWBIES TO THE ASCENSION PROCESS

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‘…I get the inner body vibrations most of the time. It sucks. Sometimes I can’t lay on my back because I can feel the energy going up and out my back. I also get like a static energy in my legs. My head used to really hurt. Like tingling and being pulled apart. My vibrations feel like I have a motor in my body somewhere. It scares me. I’m not sure if this is ascension or if something is just wrong with me. I don’t understand 3d 4d or 5d…’

This is a recent Comment  from another article that pretty much sums up how I suspect a lot of “newbie” people feel and think at this point. They’re new to the natural evolutionary Ascension Process, plus are new to complex subjects such as multidimensionality, realities beyond linear time, Spherical Consciousness, different frequencies of energy, different beings that exist within different frequencies and dimensions, Team Dark, Team Light and much more. There certainly isn’t anything wrong with not having knowledge about these complex things, but when a person is activated by the Ascension Process (current compressed evolution) and searches online for information about what they’re experiencing, they typically run across older articles that were, for the most part, written for other Forerunners/Pathpavers/Wayshowers/First Wavers/Second Wavers and so on. They were not written for the general masses that wouldn’t be starting the Ascension Process for a decade or more in the future, which is the now of 2016.

The Ascension Process itself is confusing, especially so if you don’t have an esoteric, metaphysical background. Many of us that write/teach/lecture etc. about this and related topics do, but for growing numbers of people just beginning this current evolutionary process without any higher knowledge about reality outside the old lower negative controlled consciousness “box”, it could quickly become overwhelming, highly confusing and probably frightening.

As the person that wrote the Comment quoted above said, she doesn’t understand 3D, 4D or 5D. Most people don’t and that’s fine. If needed you will in time, otherwise do not worry about it or worse, don’t guess or speculate over any of it. Live what you are and learn from it as best you can in each moment. Doing so only expands your awareness and abilities which means you’ll automatically know a bit more and more over time about all things from your own Higher Awareness, not from collecting information from outside of yourself. This is so very important and something both newbies and Forerunners must Master individually.

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What everyone new to the Ascension Process and related topics needs to know now is that the majority of online articles were originally written for what’s called among the Ascension Communities – the Forerunners of the Forerunners, Forerunners, Wayshowers, Pathpavers, First Wavers, Second Wavers, Third Wavers and Indigos. They were not written at that time for the general masses who wouldn’t begin this natural evolutionary process for a couple of decades or more. They were written at that time for fellow Forerunners/Wayshowers/Pathpavers/Indigos that needed help in further consciously awakening to why they were reincarnated on Earth now and living the Ascension Process long before everyone else. The “newbies” to the Ascension Process need to keep this fact in mind when they read any of these older articles written by myself or other Ascension Teachers and/or channelers.

Here we are nearly thirty years into this Process at the completion of Galactic Alignment and the masses are being triggered by the NEW higher Light energies entering their bodies, minds, emotions, life, relationships, work and very reality to evolve and quickly now. All aspects of their lives, bodies and reality are suddenly being turned upside down and inside out and they have no knowledge about how to access their own Higher Awareness yet or how to discern mundane or spiritual and energetic information, people, teachers, physical events, nonphysical events, media messages etc. to gain insights or guidance about what’s really happening to them, their bodies, consciousness, lives and reality on Earth at this time.

What I’d like the “newbies” to this Process to know now is that you do not need to know about all the things that were written for Forerunners/Wayshowers/Pathpavers/First Wavers/First Embodiers etc. one, two or more decades ago. What you need to know is that you are evolving now which means you, your old familiar sense of “self” and “identity”, your ego self, your consciousness, your body, life and both personal and global reality are and will continue changing and rather quickly. Know too that that paragraph reads simply and easily, where living it is a very different story! No fear however because it’s easier and faster to do now than ever before thanks to those Forerunners/Wayshowers/Pathpavers that went first to make it easier and safer for everyone else coming up behind them. Stair-steps in all ways with all aspects of this Process.

I read this funny line somewhere thirty-some years ago and it feels right to share here. I’m sorry I don’t remember who authored it because it’s great.

‘Lo tho I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I shall not tarry and build a summer cottage!’

“Newbies” don’t necessarily need to know what 4D has been all about to the same degree that you know the back of your hand! It’s enough for now to know that 4D—the fourth dimension—is what’s been called the Astral plane and that you’ve been moving through it in this natural evolutionary Ascension Process. You do not need to spend years or decades mopping and polishing the vast labyrinth of floors there, just deal with your stuff, your inner emotional issues you’ve ignored, suppressed, denied and/or projected and keep moving. Don’t tarry and build a summer cottage there in whatever remaining dank Astral rubble of the collective past still exists because it is not your job to do so. YOU and you alone are your job. Please read that last sentence again or as many times as you need to.

You also don’t necessarily need to know all the wonderful details about what 5D—fifth dimension—is and isn’t at this moment either. You’ll soon know for yourself exactly what 5D is and isn’t because you are existing within that dimensional frequency. For now, just know it is “heaven” in comparison to the old lower 3D (third dimension) physical Earth world of profound negativity and dense Duality we incarnated into! There’s a big payoff to all this difficult evolutionary work “newbies” so just keep moving forward and don’t get sidetracked over the complex details that don’t apply to you personally but were written for Forerunners/Pathpavers/Wayshowers/Indigos that needed that info it at that time for their personal reasons.

At this point all the “newbies” to the evolutionary Ascension Process need to do is be flexible and brave; flexible to constant changes, and brave because they’re happening no matter what! Again, that sentence reads easily but actually living it usually is more difficult and confusing but such are the times we live in. And how absolutely amazing and unique is that? Be proud that you’re incarnate now to personally experience such rare and profound change, growing freedom and increasing responsibilities.

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Please keep in mind and heart the fact that most all the information about the Ascension Process that was written by myself here at TRANSITIONS, and by many other Ascension Teachers at their online sites, is now ten, twenty or more years old and was, once again, written for other Forerunners/Wayshowers/Pathpavers/Indigos that very much needed to consciously know and/or remember why they were reincarnate here now and why they and their bodies and consciousness were going through such profound weird changes, painful experiences and repeated attacks. That information still stands today however the newbies won’t need to experience exactly what most Forerunners did because it’s simply not necessary for them to do so. The newbies won’t go through the same symptoms or side effects or for as long or as severely as the Forerunners did. Be very glad of that fact!

All you need to do now is live through what you are while constantly releasing your old lower concepts and beliefs about everything—yourself included—so that you can move through these rapid and amplified changes easier and with less “friction” created from resisting or fighting this Alchemical Process. When you hunt for information online or in books about the Ascension Process and related Kundalini (not the old info about Kundalini from a hundred years or so ago!), keep in mind that the older material was written for the First Groups that Volunteered to go through this first and Pathpave it all so that you and the masses could step on to that NEW higher Path much easier, faster and less painfully. In other words, take from the older information only what you need now and ignore the rest of it that doesn’t apply to you.

Also I need to mention the obvious, which is the growing insanity, negativity and chaos of the old lower patriarchy and their old lower systems and beliefs etc. It unfortunately goes with what’s happening which is their “end times”. Many of these negative lower vibe and consciousness people and beings are still fighting, hustling and trying their best to hang on to as many humans as they can, be they awake or still asleep doesn’t much matter to them at this late date in the Ascension Process. Bottom line with all this is to not be stupid, gullible, naïve, lazy, careless or expecting someone or something else will arrive on a snorting white steed to “save” you at the last moment. Ain’t gonna happen, this time is about YOU/ME/WE doing it, not about someone else or a group of someone’s (like ETs or Angels etc.) coming down to Earth physicality and “rescuing” you or doing all the hard work for you. These beings have always been where they are, working their etheric backsides off helping all of us to do it ourselves now down here.

And finally, know that life as we’ve all known it here is over and a NEW higher way of being and reality is rapidly manifesting in each of us and of course externally too. The prep work is always the longest and hardest while the great stuff happens pretty quickly in comparison. (I’m going to repeat that line for the Forerunners too newbies.) 😀

FOR THE FORERUNNERS OF THE ASCENSION PROCESS

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My tone is going to change with you my fellow Forerunners of the Forerunners/Forerunners/Wayshowers/Pathpavers because it’s time to quite screwing around getting distracted by all the silly left brained crap from people who don’t have a real clue about what’s going on. Discernment beings of Light! Self-empowerment beings of Light! Said another way, stop trying to read the tattered old tea leaves lying in the dirt of the past and/or ancient past and just get on with the current business at/in your own HighHeart!

My gawd it amazes (and surprises and sometimes frustrates) me how so many of the Forerunners are still, I repeat, still in 2016 looking for answers, information, guidance etc. outside themselves for things they already have/are within them! Now to be honest, on those extra bad days I sometimes do this too because I’ve momentarily forgotten who/what I really AM so I go back to the old lower familiar, which is searching outside myself for whatever.

Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners hear me when I say to you that our old times of transmuting, clearing, cleaning ourselves, others, blood lines, timelines, the human Collective across time, spending years or decades mopping and polishing the vast labyrinth of floors in the lower Astral, all we have since the start of the Ascension Process/Galactic Alignment around 1998-1999, has ended. We did it, all of it, now we need to get with the current program which is VERY different from the Work we’ve done since 1999ish.

Now we Forerunners of the Forerunners need to get proficient at constantly being the Light while in (insert your name – Denise) form on Earth. Not just for ten minutes every other Tuesday, but all the time no matter what insanity, distractions, chaos, negative interference attempts upon us or any other dark crap is taking place. None of that matters as it’s TD’s “end times” and the old patriarchy hanging on for dear life in whatever ways they can get it at this late date in the Process.

We’ve always known the Separation of Worlds & Timelines wouldn’t be all warm and fuzzy. Let the old things go while you/me/we Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners learn to constantly be the Light in the NEW World. That’s one of our jobs at the moment; becoming fully Sovereign and using ourselves as Source incarnate as you/me/we individually on Earth. You have constant access to higher information via your Higher Awareness and other dimensional Selves etc. You are the Light. You are Source incarnate as (insert your name) here on Earth in the physical. What exactly are you searching for externally now and why? You/me/we must learn to always look within first because that’s where everything is and we need to consciously know this and live from this HighHeart place of individual Self-Empowerment and Sovereignty (Embodiment of Higher with Lower). I know this is the complete opposite of the old lower world brainwashing from Team Dark (TD) but I hope you better understand why it’s so important for the Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners to correct this lie and do so from inside ourselves now. We are becoming the living examples of being Self as Source, or Embodied, or Sovereign as they’re all the same thing. This is an aspect of Embodiment. After that we can teach the masses how to do it if they desire or need it.

We’re now having to learn to never look without for things we need but always within for them. That sentence also reads much easier than it is lived and mastered. It’s what’s on our spiritual and physical plates now however; being Self as Source, being Sovereign in all ways, being the Light, being our I AM all the time no matter what or who tries to convince us otherwise.

I’m well aware that the best way for one to learn something and become really good at it is to do it many times, and probably need to do it a few more times! This is how we learn all aspects of something NEW to us and how to fully Embody it within ourselves and use it when we need it, whatever it is. Do this now fellow Forerunners and stop the old lower habit of always looking outside yourself for answers, insights, energies, love/LOVE, Light, power etc. Who ascended anyway and why?😉 Don’t forget who you really are, who and what you’ve become or are becoming. It’s important and needed that each of us honestly understands this now at this point within the Ascension and Embodiment Process.

The prep work is always the longest and hardest while the great stuff happens pretty quickly in comparison.

Denise

May 13, 2016

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More Evolutionary Growing Pains

‘A geomagnetic storm is a temporary disturbance of the Earth‘s magnetosphere caused by a solar wind shock wave and/or cloud of magnetic field that interacts with the Earth’s magnetic field. The increase in the solar wind pressure initially compresses the magnetosphere. The solar wind’s magnetic field interacts with the Earth’s magnetic field and transfers an increased energy into the magnetosphere. Both interactions cause an increase in plasma movement through the magnetosphere (driven by increased electric fields inside the magnetosphere) and an increase in electric current in the magnetosphere and ionosphere.’   

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Since May 8th, Mother’s Day, there’s been geomagnetic storms again. Nothing new about that, but this latest round has had a greatly amplified effect on my body. I’ve always been extremely sensitive to anything the Sun transmits, radiates etc., but this feels like it’s happening about twenty Stair-steps higher than the last time we had a geomagnetic storm! Because of this, I closed my eyes and had a look-see with Higher Vision to understand this a bit better. What I perceived was that we are, again, in a NEW location (by we I mean Earth and all life on her) meaning we’ve never experienced geomagnetic storms in this exact way due to this slightly NEW location in space.

Said another way, during this month of May 2016, we’ve moved into NEW space again in that typical Ascension Process Stair-step fashion. Because of this many sensitives are feeling these latest solar energy transmissions much like getting hit by a 90 mph Mack truck! We’ve experienced this many times before over these ascension years, but, we’ve never experienced them at the “level” we and Earth are now and because of this they hurt a bit more than they did before. Energetic stair-steps.

I almost always have things I intend to do every day and set off each morning to take care of as many of them as I have the energy to do each day. That’s the plan at least but not always what happens! This happened both yesterday morning and today. I got up and prepared to get some things done and suddenly, whammo, I’m out cold! Out cold as in unexpectedly passed out asleep, crashed, out-of-body, heavy-duty nap time and in the morning only two hours after I’d gotten out of bed! Wow…

This morning it happened again. I’d just gotten some morning work done when I suddenly lost all power and HAD to go to sleep immediately. It was only 10:00AM and I was passed out asleep in a chair dreaming like it was the middle of the night. When I woke up three hours later, I was slightly disoriented and didn’t know what time or day it was or where I was. I was “out” that far and that much that it took some time once back in-body to get my (latest) bearings again.

Backtracking to about seven or eight days ago.

I noticed one of my atomic clocks had again jumped time, but this time it jumped from early May all the way to November 22, 2016! That’s one big time jump any of my atomic clocks have ever done over these Ascension years. As strange as this may sound, that told me that we were about to or just had entered another area of space where we were going to be “ascending” energetically and locationally another good bit. I’ve experienced this many times over the years and this seemingly weird formula with my atomic clocks jumping time holds true every time. One or more of my atomic clocks (with fresh batteries in them all) jumps “forward” by days, weeks or months and this is always shortly followed by some solar and/or cosmic energies or Wave etc. arriving that literally pushes, lifts, propels us—Earth and humanity—deeper into the 7D Photonic Light energies, by a good bit I mean. Some physical aches and pains and disorientation would seem appropriate wouldn’t you think with such profound actions taking place?

So if you too have, once again, suddenly been feeling some old familiar Ascension symptoms like the Ascension Flu, or burning hot bottoms of your feet, burning hot hands, all over hot flashes, inner ear ringing (like it ever stops at this point!), increased pressures and pains in certain areas of your spine (I get this often behind my HighHeart area in my spine and back), body, muscle and joint pains, sense of positive Beings being near by and seeing them sometimes etc., need to rest more, need to sleep more, need to be out-of-body more during these intense changes, know that you/we are on the move again in big ways. Self-care and rest as much as you need now during this move into more of the NEW in a new location in space time.

Denise

May 9, 2016

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The End of the Old Negativity

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There have been two times in April and once so far in May 2016, that I’ve participated with a small group of other Team Light (TL) beings in a higher dimension to, yet again, deal with a small group of representative Team Dark (TD) beings. These TD beings consider these meetings to be negotiations’, they are however strictly informational. There will be no negotiations.

We of TL were, once again, meeting with these particular ancient TD beings because they wanted to try again to “negotiate” with us to be allowed to continue living and carrying on as they always have. We informed them, once again, that that was not going to happen because that time has expired and they must now, like everyone else, evolve. They have repeatedly resisted this information, this fact. Every meeting with them however, they have been slowly realizing that this is indeed happening and that they have to change, evolve, or cease existing as they have. Of course they’re not happy with any of this and so have called for repeated meetings with our small group to attempt more “negotiations”. The calm neutral patience of TL with them about this has been impressive. The slowly diminishing rage and growing angst of TD has been impressive to witness firsthand in these meetings also. This is a first for TD and it’s been rough going for the majority of them. Some of them have seen the light and chosen change instead of extinction. Others have been hanging on and on in hopes that this wasn’t really happening and that they could navigate around it via another timeline(s) etc. Not gonna happen or be allowed however. This is why some Forerunners/Starseeds worked so long and hard on closing down and dead-ending many different timelines over the past four years. Alternate timelines couldn’t exist at the old lower level of frequency because TD would have used them as escape routes and/or alternative realities where they could try to continue existing energetically off of others. Sometimes “payday” takes some time in this dimension to show up and make more sense.

At first they didn’t believe and thought they could scream and rage and demand to get their way. They’re not used to not getting what they want or to be interfered with or outright prevented, so to have things not work any longer has been a difficult and shocking situation for them. It’s taken some time for them to stop screaming and threatening everyone and for them to finally realize that this change is really happening and that there isn’t anything they can do to override it, steal it, distort it, derail it or manipulate their ways out of anything.

Personally, I’ve never before seen TD do anything other than heartlessly plow through everyone, so for me as incarnate-on-earth-Denise to witness and participate in these meetings with them in a higher dimension has been… fulfilling. I’ve come, we’ve come full-circle and are now at a totally NEW place. It’s been good to see the end of this in this particular way after all I’ve been through at their hands throughout this incarnation. This is one of many reasons why I was in this particular TL group informing this TD group about the expiration of their old ways; I (incarnate Denise) needed to experience the end of this ancient negativity and witness those involved with it make the choice. Another reason was so I could share this information with you incarnate here on earth that may not be consciously aware of some of the complexities taking place at higher levels with TD.

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As more of these ancient TD beings finally accept that their old ways and days are done and gone, there’s been, if you’re sensitive to them, some pretty potent blasts of real anguish flying about lately. All that has been can be no more in the NEW Light and the TD die-hards are grieving and are in mourning over what they’ve lost and what they now must do to continue existing and evolving. Spoiled *&^%wits! Sounds much like the current political arena in the US doesn’t it?

Yes lots of beloved, unique humans have exited this dimension like crazy this year so far and because of this we’ve all felt the loss and pain lately but, there’s much more going on than only that. There’s much more “dying” now than certain humans. Entire ancient negative systems, structures and ways of being and existing have ended and there’s plenty of wailing, thrashing about and intense mourning going on in multiple dimensions because of it. All this while simultaneously more and more complex and even higher frequency Light pours in and through each of us. Is it any wonder why some of us feel a tad overwhelmed one moment then euphoric the next? Or, both at the same time? That’s what I’ve felt; both at the same time! I guess this is me burning old Duality into my soul’s memory banks before I evolve beyond it. Nice but strange feeling.

Stay the course, don’t get distracted by the old insanity playing itself out at lower levels, keep your HighHeart on the prize and you’ll be just fine. This is also how you/me/we Forerunners and first to Embody help the rest of humanity navigate these choppy waters of change. Thank You for your great Works.❤❤❤

Denise

May 7, 2016

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An Important Recap from Kryon

This channeled message from Kryon is dated April 3, 2016, published on YouTube April 4th. Because I’m usually very busy, I rarely ever read or watch other people’s Ascension related material, that plus so much of it has been and still is incorrect and/or so distorted as to be harmful and limiting instead of helpful and educational. Occasionally I do share another persons article or channeled message because I know that 1) that information is correct and 2) it has no distortions in it. Those articles, information, channeled messages etc. are the only ones I have ever shared at either of my blogs.

One of my readers shared three links to three different channeled messages and this particular message from Kryon was one of them. She left these links in a Comment under my last article, Embodiment Wave Two, published April 28, 2016. This is how I found this particular message by Kryon.

Because many people need it now, and because it made me laugh out loud multiple times (because it’s true), I’m creating this article to place it in with the hope that those who need this specific information and/or reminder now may discover it and benefit from it, and for those few, make them laugh out loud too.

There have been reasons why I’ve always referred to December 21, 2012 as the Expiration Date. That was the day that the old Evolutionary Cycle completed, ended, expired. Because of this, every human incarnate on Earth at that time experienced a Life Review with the Divine at some point within the three days of December 21, 22, 23, 2012. Mine took place on December 22, 2012, which I referred to in my last article. The information in that article is directly connected to this one and to what Kryon is talking about in his message.

There have been reasons why most of the Forerunners of the Forerunners and some Forerunners have had such a profoundly difficult, miserable, horrible, painful in multiple ways time since the 12-21-12 Expiration Date — 2013 thru 2016. Kryon explains this, he reminds all about this in this short message below.

I’ve talked about it in different articles, but because I don’t always lay things out step-by-step for the readers (because I want you to get there mostly on your own), some don’t or don’t completely understand what I’m talking about or why. I’ve always done this to push those that need it to learn to access and use other parts of their brains, their Higher Awareness, intuition and discernment. I’ve never desired to hand feed my readers and this has been why I usually lay out ‘bread crumbs’ as one of my readers called it, to let the readers discover for themselves and connect them for themselves too.

Having said all that, many are now at the absolute end of their ropes with all this Forerunner Ascension business, which I completely understand and have been there repeatedly myself over the past seven years or so. Because of this, and because it’s time to really lay this particular information out very clearly, I’m sharing Kryon’s Recalibration Completion message. After you listen to all of it, and I strongly suggest you do, I’d like you to add what I’m going to say next to it. Some of you need this, some of you don’t and that’s perfect and wonderful. It’s just that during this five planets retrograde period it’s time for a big, deep, honest, clarifying Recap for all of us.

Those Forerunners of the Forerunners that are Embodying First, more accurately, are living through the primary three Waves of this Process that started around December 19, 2015, are and will continue to be Forerunners of that aspect of the Ascension Process too, just as they have with all earlier aspects of it. This is who they are and what they do; they Pathpave, they Wayshow, they do it all First.

Those that are going to or have begun Embodying First have gone through what Kryon calls the ‘Recalibration’ first, and for those people it’s been one big combined and painful hodgepodge since 2013. This is why your life has been seemingly “falling apart” since 2013ish and increasingly so each year since in some form or another while simultaneously improving a bit here and there.

There are other Forerunners that have been and still are dealing with the Recalibration aspect only and not Embodying yet. There is no right or wrong to this, it’s all difficult no matter which Stair-step or energy phase and level you’re on at the moment Forerunners! This Recalibration is absolutely mandatory so that you/me/we can even deal with, cope with, safely embody and exist within the massive NEW higher energies of the NEW Evolutionary Cycle fully here starting in 2017. This is what I was hinting at in my last article about recently feeling a sense of failure, depression, profound sadness etc. A speck of it was me, the majority of it’s coming from the human Collective at this time, also this potent Recalibration, plus the Embodiment Process I’ve been going through and will continue going through. Each and every one of us has had a lot on our spiritual plates since the Expiration Date. Look at it all with NEW eyes and your HighHeart because it’s all about to get real great very soon now. And Thank You Kryon.❤

Denise

April 30, 2016

Embodiment Wave Two

Since April 18th it has been unlike anything I’ve ever experienced in this life. I woke up April 18th severely depressed, heartbroken, sad to my very core, in a state of deep mourning and all for I didn’t know what! I had absolutely no reason to be depressed, sad, heartbroken and feeling like I was mourning the loss of, again, I didn’t know what. The worse part about this was that it’s still happening almost two weeks later, not as severely thank god, but it’s there and it comes and goes now like an invisible breeze…or invisible Wave.

Number 9, Number 9, Number 9

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It’s easy knowing something; it’s very different living through it. We all knew 2016 was a 9 energy year, but honestly, I don’t think many of us were really emotionally ready for it and what all it has, is, and will continue causing the rest of this year. Who knew that 2016’s Number 9 energy ( 2+0+1+6 = ) would be so heartbreaking, repeatedly, not to mention increasingly weird and otherworldly. I’ve had that old John Lennon Beatles Revolution song Number 9, rolling methodically in my mental background off and on this year, slightly amplified after every death of another person of Light I’ve greatly enjoyed and appreciated over the decades, Prince being the latest.

This is a 9 energy year unlike any before or after it. Why? Because it’s happening at the end of Galactic Alignment (1998ish – 2016ish). It’s happening, very appropriately of course, at the end of the old and full entry into the NEW Evolutionary Cycle at a NEW higher level. It’s happening while many of the Forerunners/Wayshowers etc. go through these amazing Embodiment Waves and processes.

The last 9 energy year we went through was 2007. I can barely remember 2007 at the moment, mainly because 2016 has, so far, smote the holy poo out of just about everything that came before it! Or, maybe it’s just me. No, I think that’s pretty accurate for 2016 (and 2014 and 2015) and undoubtedly there’s much more to come considering we’re only four freakin’ months into the year so far! (I saw something online the other day that listed the famous people who have died so far in 2016, and it was a staggeringly long and shocking list.)

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Because I’ve always been an Ultra-Sensitive, I’ve always felt the human Collective whether I wanted to or not. Like all Emapths and Sensitives, I’ve had to learn to deal with the energetic emotional onslaughts coming from humanity. Onslaughts such as holidays, weekends, summer, deaths of beloved celebs, music icons and so on. What’s been hard for me has been the masses repeatedly radiating such profound heartbreak over the many deaths of certain Light-carrying movie and music icons these past couple of years. The higher Light amplifies everything—as in everything—so my having to learn to NOT be bowled-over (emotionally crushed, smote) by humans repeatedly radiating shock and mourning over the death of the latest greatly loved global icon has occasionally been difficult for me.

(To be honest, over the years I’ve mourned waffles, ice cream, certain shopping stores now gone extinct, smoking cigarettes, wonderful lovemaking when you’re young and fit, and many other old lower 3D things I can’t do anymore because they make me ill/sick. Mourning a lot of things one releases throughout the Ascension Process is common.)

I knew this aspect of the Ascension Process would be difficult for me for these reasons, but from April 18, 2016, everything has been extremely emotionally devastating. I simply could not lift myself out of the Plutonian Underworld place of depression, mourning and profound sadness four days before Prince actually died. So, what was and still is really going on?

Wait, What?

While I’m deep in process I usually can’t see or grasp what all is happening and why because I’m very much living it internally and externally. Usually however, the second I’ve embodied, lived and processed enough of it I’m then able to see and better understand what I’ve gone through and why. This finally happened for me the morning of April 26, 2016, with regards to these three Embodiment Waves. Keep in HighHeart mind that what I’m going to share here was how this has and still is unfolding for me. The Stair-steps exist with the Embodiment process too of course, but how you have/will experience it yourself probably won’t be or feel exactly the same as what I’m going through.

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WAVE ONE of these Embodiment Waves began for me extremely intensely on December 19, 2015 and lasted through the first ten days of January 2016. I wrote about this and shared how I was suddenly during that time in love and also was LOVE itself. This first Embodiment Wave was so intense that my physical heart pounded constantly 24 hours a day the entire time. I wondered if it could, would physically survive this process. Obviously it did but it was not a comfortable process on the physical or emotional level either.

I’ve been happily celibate and single since I was called back to continue the Higher Work full-time at the start of my Uranus Opposition at age 39 (1991), so for me to suddenly “fall” for some man was a shock to me not to mention embarrassing. Been there, done that and I didn’t want or need to do it again at this stage of my Ascension Process, so why did it happen to me in late 2015? (It was all resolved by the middle of Wave One, about ten days into January 2016.)

WAVE TWO of these Embodiment Waves began for me, again, extremely intensely on April 18, 2016 and lasted (at that extreme level I mean) until April 26, 2016 where it thankfully reduced in intensity a bit. It’s still happening as I write this, but it’s not as strong as it was. I couldn’t be writing or doing much of anything else if it was. Wave Two has been, for me, about a nearly heart-crushing sense of profound loss, general mourning, mourning of loved ones (Prince at this time), and seeming personal and collective epic failure.

Can I get a 2016 collective Forerunner WTF?!?

Please note the start dates with both Embodiment Waves as I find that interesting because they began around the same time of the month in both cases. This may be more about number energies — 1 and 9 — completion and beginnings etc. This info pales in the blinding Light of living the actual events however.

For me, Wave One took the flavor or packaging of being a human female suddenly in love and also of existing as I AM LOVE. This is pretty clearly the Higher and Lower aspects of ME/me merging within Me within Denise in a physical body on Earth, but not as yet completely merged and fully Embodied.

Wave Two, for me, took on the flavor or packaging of love again on the physical but this time for someone famous, specifically Prince (another Family of Light member) dying suddenly and so young for one so creative. This triggered profound mourning and sense of loss and all the emotional pain that goes with the death of a “loved one”. I was consciously aware when I was going through this that, just as it was during Wave One back in December of last year, it was profoundly and abnormally amplified, almost to the breaking point. That at least let me know that something else was also going on at a deeper, more profound level and to surrender to it even though it was an emotionally painful process.

Another aspect of this Embodiment Wave Two for me was an abnormal but unrelenting sense of total failure, unendurable loss, heartbreaking lack and of not being nearly “enough”. I was mortified by my pathetic and epic failure as a spiritual being in the flesh. This one was a complete surprise for me because I’ve felt my I AM-ness while in this Denise self, so again, all I could do was feel what I was feeling, hope it ended soon, and that I would understand it all on the other side.

Remember the December 21, 22 & 23, 2012 LIFE REVIEW?

Around the time of blessed reduction I experienced on April 26th with all this, I was finally able to even just ask what this crushing emotional pain of mourning, loss and lack was really about. What I perceived was some of what I experienced in my personal Life Review on December 22, 2012. I think very few of the Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners consciously remember anything about their personal Life Reviews that took place at some point during those three days, those predicted ‘Three Days of darkness’ that turned out to be anything but “dark”. I’ve only remembered a bit of what I experienced during it and wrote about it at TRANSITIONS.

I won’t share all of what I remember about my Life Review because it was between the Divine and myself, as it was with every human incarnate on Earth at that time, but I will share this.

On December 22, 2012 the Divine and I had a heart-to-heart during my Life Review about a couple of remaining things I could correct in myself and why and what would happen if I did deal with them while still in Denise form on Earth. I heart-to-hearted back to the Divine that they were small in comparison to what I’d already transmuted, integrated and energetically returned to Divine Neutrality and that I most certainly wanted to stay in-body in Denise form and finish this Ascension Embodiment Process and go from there. After this, I had time to go down a long line of people and have face-to-face Gratitude Hugs with every single one of them I’ve known and appreciated in my Denise lifetime. I was Reviewing, Choosing, Giving Deepest Thanks, Releasing, and Continuing On as we all did in our individual ways during the Three Days of our Life Reviews at the Expiration of the old lower Evolutionary Cycle on December 21, 22, 23, 2012.

Back to the Embodiment Waves

Never forget that you’re multidimensional and quantum and that time only kinda looks and acts “real” anymore, even in the physical! That was code for, you and the Divine are always having heart-to-hearts in Spherical Consciousness and are always together, chatting away with each other silently. The big change now is that as each of us progresses deeper into our individual Embodiment of Higher and Lower in these physical bodies and current Selves, our heart-to-hearts with the Divine are changing…because we are…because the Divine is changing because we are.

I don’t know how to express this so once again, I need you to feel into the information.

There is some beautiful, quantum, complex, perfect Divine correlation between the Three Days of our Life Reviews of December 21, 22, 23, 2012, and the current Three Waves of Embodiment that many of the Forerunners are now living through.

Said another way, think back over how you, your life and the Ascension Process has personally been since the Three Days Life Review that took place at that time whether you consciously remember it or not. Whatever we each needed or wanted or desired to do, complete, refine, course correct, wrap up, create or whatever the case(s), we’ve been doing exactly that since the start of 2013! Vastly more so in 2014, even more so in 2015, and are continuing to do in 2016 in preparation for our full Embodiment plus the NEW here in physicality at the start of 2017 ( 2+0+1+7 =  1 energy but in the NEW.  )

Wave One for me was about re-feeling being in love with a man in this physical dimension, and simultaneously feeling, being, knowing that I AM LOVE. Hell of a contrast!

Wave Two for me so far has also been about love and LOVE, but this time about the tremendous emotional pain one feels over the loss of love and the loss of a loved one in physicality. It’s also been about feeling the loss of what I’ve known and loved in this lifetime at the old lower 3D physical level. The final goodby to my Lower level stuff and self etc. as it has been.

Wave Three (triality) will begin around the September 2016 Libra Equinox, which also makes brilliant, balanced, integrated sense. Then there’s all that happens during and after that, and you know number three is going to just be incredible! As Master Hotei would say, ‘Why don’t you leave the Door of Eternal Possibilities wide open Little One?’  And so we shall.❤⭐❤

Denise

April 28, 2016

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Buddha Moon 2016

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We’ve entered the annual Buddha Moon period of energies once again, except in 2016, they’re going to be more potent and meaningful to far more people than ever before. They may not consciously know that this is what they’re feeling, what they’re being affected by and that doesn’t really matter, just that it’s happening to more of humanity in 2016.

Despite the global appearance of increased chaos and destruction, everything is rising via more and more Light than ever before. I know it’s easy to believe otherwise, but this is normal for the giant evolutionary leaps forward we’re all taking at this point within the Ascension Process.

The higher we leap, the more the old falls apart, and this will continue for a while because it’s part of the Process. When the Earth hurts, shakes, has hot flashes etc., and when you hurt, shake, have hot flashes etc., it means we’re all going through another evolutionary Stair-step which is really good even though it often hurts and can be difficult in a variety of ways for all concerned. None of this is news to most of you and I’m repeating it only to remind any who may need it at this time, and, to ask you to hold as much Buddha-ness or Buddha-like energies and consciousness in yourself consciously for as long as you can during this Buddha Moon period—Full Moon April 21, 2016 at 2° Scorpio 31′ through to next months Full Moon. It’s also happening with a cluster of planets in retrograde motion now so there will most likely be some more inner excavating. The recent Solar energies of the past couple of weeks helped prep us for this phase so do your highest and greatest best for Self and All as these energies lift and open even more.

While the Forerunners continue and/or complete Embodying the/their Solar Crystal/Christic aspects, this Buddha Moon will only help everyone into an even higher state of being, into more HighHeart consciousness which is very Buddha-like. Further merging for all. Hold the growing higher Light that is You as we move through this 2016 energy Stair-step in further preparation for the upcoming summer Solstice (Northern hemisphere and winter Solstice in the Southern hemisphere) Stair-step. Thank You for all you continue doing for All.❤❤❤

Denise

April 19, 2016

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