For the Transiting Pluto Opposition Natal Uranus Folks

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August 31, 1948 transiting Uranus entered Cancer. It retrograded a few months later and reentered Gemini for a few more months before it entered Cancer again, this time for the full transit length, which in Uranus’ case is seven years.

Transiting Uranus remained in Cancer until June 11, 1956 when it entered Leo for seven years. On August 11, 1962 it entered Virgo for seven years and so on. Point is that huge groups of souls, of people are born during these times, giving all of them the same zodiacal sign for Uranus. The same is true of course for all the slower moving “outer planets”; Uranus, Neptune and Pluto, hence their generational influences on great numbers of people and on society in general.

So if you were born between August 31, 1948 and June 10, 1956 then you’ve got natal Uranus in the sign Cancer anywhere from 0 to 30º (unless you were born during those few months when it retrograded back into late Gemini). I was born in late December 1951, placing my natal Uranus at 12º Cancer.

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After transiting Pluto made its way across a rare conjunction alignment with the Galactic Center (GC) at 26º Sagittarius 57′ during 2006 and 2007, it entered Capricorn, last of the Earth signs on January 27, 2008. Pluto went retrograde a few months later and reentered Sagittarius for a few final months. It entered Capricorn fully on November 28, 2008 where it will stay until November 20, 2024 when it enters Aquarius.

For those Baby Boomer folks with natal Uranus at any degree Cancer, at some point within Pluto’s lengthy transit through Capricorn, you/me/we all will experience this potent once in a lifetime transit of Pluto in Capricorn in opposition to our natal Uranus in Cancer. For those now senior Baby Boomer people who are also Ascension Forerunners/First Wavers/PathPavers etc., this transit and its timing will make a lot more sense to you because they’re all connected in the most complex kaleidoscopic ways. This is true for each group of Ascension Forerunners however and we each had/have our slightly different abilities and Ascension related jobs to fulfill.

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My transiting Pluto opposition to natal Uranus exploded into action February 2014 but is nowhere near done, meaning I’ve got a lot more life-altering changes to go through before I reach my new NEW physically plus complete another aspect of my personal Forerunner “Volunteer” Soul Contract which is to physically embody, seed and anchor certain different higher frequency Light Energies and consciousness (astrological, solar, Milky Way Galactic Center, other galaxies, other dimensions, cosmic and beyond) for mass humanity to move into in the near future. Yes, this current difficult phase is actually the Divine insisting we cast-off whatever is left at this point that we must so we can embody, anchor, house, carry, live and create from within our personal new NEW with no old lower world and consciousness baggage. Right now it’s pretty brutal for many of us but soon it’ll be so worth it to be completely free and clear. How else can we embody and be the NEW unless all the old is completely gone?

This is why the transits in this Ascension lifetime to our natal planets, placements and angles etc. so accurately reflect and help our personal higher Soul needs, contracts, Ascension missions and everything else. At times I See it all and hold it in my Higher Awareness long enough to be amazed by its complex multidimensional perfection, then I’ll suddenly shift perspective back into “Good freaking gawd this is really hard!” consciousness because I’m physically back IN THE PROCESS I’d been viewing from a higher position moments ago. I AM an aspect of Source, plus I AM within those Divine Source creations on the “inside” as well. We all are. Start to get better familiar with your multidimensionality everyone. “You” exist in multiple locations and dimensions simultaneously and this “you” is starting to consciously become aware of this longstanding fact.

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Usually all longer astrological transits contain three “hits” or exact degree contacts with the natal planet(s). The first one is the first direct motion energy “hit” to the natal planet’s exact degree by the transiting planet. The second “hit” is when the transiting planet goes retrograde and travels back over that same natal planet’s degree, but this time in retrograde energy. The third “hit” is when the transiting planet completes the retrograde phase, turns direct again and eventually transits over that same natal planet degree for this third and final time in direct motion energy. Said another way, it’s like getting hit in the face unexpectedly (first “hit”), then trying to shake it off and figure out what in the world just happened and what you’re going to do about it (second retrograde “hit” phase), followed by the last third “hit” where we’re required to do our utmost to get it right and move on through into the NEW free and clear of the old. (Some transits will have four, five, six or seven of these exact degree direct and retrograde “hits” however. The SEVEN transiting squares between Uranus/Pluto that have unfolded since 2011 show this; the seventh and final Uranus/Pluto square reaches exact 15° March 11, 2015. More about this in a moment because it’s directly connected to all these other situations. This is the Universe making sure you/me/we got the message and energies and had the time to make all the necessary changes in all the different layers!)

My transiting Pluto/Uranus opposition just completed the first direct “hit” so you can see there’s much more for me to move through, much more to be changed by over this and next year. Even with planetary transits there are energetic Stair-steps that take time in physicality to be changed by.

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Another transit all of us in this age group have been, are or will be going through that’s very much part of these other once in a lifetime transits is transiting Uranus in Aries in opposition to our natal Neptune in Libra. At some point within this seven yearlong Uranus in Aries transit, all the Boomers will experience those direct/retrograde/direct again “hits” to our natal Neptune in Libra at whatever degree it is and in whichever House it is natally. These once in a lifetime transits are serious, heavy-duty, and life changing in many ways all on their own, however it’s the timing of them happening to Boomer Forerunners during the completion phase of Galactic Alignment that’s deeply meaningful on multiple levels.

On October 4, 1942 transiting Neptune entered Libra. It retrograded a few months later back into Virgo for a few months, but then went direct and reentered Libra again on August 3, 1943 where it remained until December 25, 1955 when it entered Scorpio. It retrograded a few months later and reentered Libra until October 20, 1956.

Neptune is knowing you are an aspect of Divine Source expressed uniquely as this “you” here and now. Neptune is also self-delusion and/or being deluded by others so keep it real, keep it honest, keep it in the higher frequencies of Neptune. Neptune in Libra expects equality, integration, honesty and fairness from self and all Others and with all interactions with those Others. Doesn’t mean it always happens of course, but that’s the natural drive, flavor and expectation with Neptune in Libra. This placement is very fifth dimensional-like in many ways and many Forerunner Boomers with this natal placement have embodied those traits all of our lives. Or, we could have taken Neptunian drugs and descended into artificial joy, deluded “enlightenment”, early death or worse, possession.

The only reason I assailed you with the old dates of these planet transits was to show you the timelines involved and how many incarnating Souls were born during those years giving them those planets in those signs/energies. It also helps to see the years so you can locate your birth within those times and compare that to what you’re going through now and contemplate the higher reasons for it all. Boomer Forerunners please reflect on this and examine how/what/where etc. these transits are currently manifesting in your life, body, your family, your loved ones, your consciousness and heart as it’s all directly connected to the Ascension Process and your/my/our long-term Forerunner roles in it across the decades of just this lifetime.

My natal Neptune is 21º Libra but transiting Uranus hasn’t traveled deep enough into Aries yet to activate that opposition, but it will of course and that transit will alter me in amazing and exciting ways also. Some of you Boomers that are a few years older than me are already feeling/dealing with transiting Uranus in opposition to your natal Neptune and/or any other planet(s) and/or angles you may also have natally in Libra. In my case I have four natal planets in Libra and transiting Uranus in Aries is and will continue to slowly oppose each one, energetically activating (“hit”) each natal planet further changing me, my life and consciousness forever, which is exactly what transits are designed to do. Doesn’t mean it’s easy, pleasant or fun as having to make any major life changes rarely is but they need to happen nonetheless… especially now.

Because these transits are rare, difficult, once in a lifetime life-altering events—and they’re happening during the end phase of the lengthy Galactic Alignment (1998–1999ish through 2016–2017ish)—which feels like a really bad joke after all the decades of Ascension Process work we Baby Boomer Forerunners have already gone through, I felt it important to talk about this even though it’s vastly more popular with many to only talk about how wonderful things are.

Some of us Baby Boomer Forerunners PathPavers are suddenly (Uranus) loosing loved ones, husbands, wives, mates, friends, family, parents, pets etc. Some Boomer Forerunners will suddenly exit our lives (die physically) and move on because that’s what we want to do at this point within the end phase of the Ascension Process. One doesn’t fight against, resist, argue or try to debate with Pluto, Neptune or Uranus; one becomes profoundly flexible in their dynamic presence or one gets themselves and their lives beat to bloody hell unnecessarily. We Boomer Forerunners old and wise enough after all we’ve been through already to know to surrender to the current painful and difficult storms of change in our lives, bodies, homes, families, finances, our very consciousness and souls and make the necessary changes, whatever they are for us personally during these amazingly intense completion years of Galactic Alignment.

Those who’ve physically lived longer on earth during the time and rule of Darkness (Team Dark) that are Forerunners, PathPavers etc. (Team Light), have built-in astrological coded safeguards such as these transits at this time within the Ascension Process, to aid us in casting-off decades of old 3D lower life of Service while in Duality decades before the Ascension energies arrived here physically. These potent transits by the “outer planets” are doing that and much more for us even though it might not look or feel like that at this point. It’s hard to see the Light and feel the happy-happy while one’s life has the potent and serious trio of Pluto, Neptune and Uranus literally rooming with them! But, trust me when I tell you we’re blessed to have them forcing us to disconnect, release, let go of, change and make more personal room for the NEW to be embodied by each of us at this stage within the Galactic Alignment Ascension Process.

There are plenty of other great astrological sources you can read about these particular “outer planet” transits if interested. I’ll briefly say that Pluto is Lord of the Underworld and that covers a lot of ground including our subconscious, aka individual and Collective “basement” stuff and more. Capricorn is the last of the Earth signs and final opportunity to radically change 3D physical reality, which you and I live in in these physical bodies during the Ascension Process. Sweeping, transformative changes to the physical world, collective reality, and to us individually living in it.

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Many of us Baby Boomers started our Ascension Process Forerunner work very obviously during the Uranus and Pluto conjunction in Virgo transit (about 1962 through the end of 1969) through Phase One lets call it of physically embodying and initiating the anti-patriarchal, anti-establishment, anti-war, anti-violence, peace & love, expanded consciousness, freedom and equality for all consciousness throughout the dangerous and revolutionary 1960s. We did that physically through our bodies, hearts and consciousness just the same as we’ve done from the start of Galactic Alignment (1998) forward. All that and all this and more coming to completion during Phase Two lets call it of Galactic Alignment all these decades later. Step back oh exhausted Boomer “Hippie” Forerunners and take a good long honest look at this Ascension Process from this decades-long perspective because doing so will help you better understand and cope with why things are seemingly falling apart and/or disappearing from your/my/our personal lives now.

Many astrologers know that the transition from one Astrological Age to the next takes hundreds of years. What many of those astrologers either don’t know or haven’t realized is that the Baby Boomer Forerunners (please notice I’m stressing Forerunners and not saying or including all Baby Boomers. Many Baby Boomers are just as unaware and self-absorbed as the generations before them!) have done exactly that all our lives and continue to. Many of us have been doing this before the younger generations were born so our perspective and abilities, our focus and Ascension work (and our wounds and traumas etc.) has been different from theirs. We’ve lived in Duality with Team Dark trying to take us out longer than some have been incarnate this time around! Many of us are the ones built for and capable of embodying and seeding/anchoring the last kaleidoscopic, 6D geometric and higher components of this complex and lengthy Process physically in the ways we are now. Those who can do…

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Uranus is expanded Higher Awareness that comes in an instant. Not complete and absolute Higher Awareness mind you, but those Stair-step layers of increasing Higher Awareness over time. Uranus often functions like getting struck by lightning; you were that way before but suddenly you’re this way now and that sweeping change only took a split second. Do that repeatedly and you start to get an accurate understanding of the long-term changes Uranus brings both internally and externally.

Triple Generations living the different stages of once-in-a-lifetime URANUS transits at the End of Galactic Alignment
  1. WWII Elders now living their Uranus Return which begins at age 84 for everyone (and many are dying from it).
  2. Baby Boomers (late 50s, 60s & 70s) currently living with transiting Pluto in opposition to their natal Uranus.
  3. The Boomers adult children currently living their Uranus Opposition which begins at age 39 (through 43ish) for everyone.

Many Boomers now in their sixties and seventies are having to be the Caregivers for their elder parent or parents in their eighties or nineties. And, many of the Boomers children, now in their late thirties and forties, are having to help their Boomer parent or parents deal with what they’re going through and having to Care-give, support, or bury “Grandma” and/or “Grandpa” all while they struggle with the old patriarchal world falling apart around them as they go through transiting Uranus Opposition natal Uranus! There’s currently three generations each going through one of the once-in-a-lifetime Uranus transits, while transiting Pluto demolishes whatever needs to be demolished in the middle Boomer groups lives, bodies and selves by being in opposition to their natal Uranus. The point in all this is that it’s happening during the end years of Galactic Alignment — 2012 through 2016. There are time coded, pre-incarnational Soul Contracts and very important plans and reasons for all this being lived and embodied by these three generations of people/souls/Forerunners/PathPavers during the last years of Galactic Alignment. Cycles within cycles within cycles… Multi-generational group support hug!

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As if all that weren’t enough, you probably know by now that global humanity has struggled through six Uranus in Aries/Pluto in Capricorn transit squares and T-squares etc. since late 2011, with the last SEVENTH square beginning mere days from now in March 2015. Here’s a refresher list of them reaching exact square “hits” both Direct and Retrograde during those months for perspective. These energies have however been constant all these years and not just in effect on these exact “hit” dates:

  1. June 2012 at 8° Aries and Capricorn
  2. September 2012 at 6°
  3. May 2013 at 11°
  4. November 2013 at 9°
  5. April 2014 at 13–14°
  6. December 2014 at 12°
  7. March 2015 at 15° Aries and Capricorn

The last SEVENTH Uranus/Pluto square “hit” happens at the 15th mid degree of the Cardinal signs starting around March 11 and holding through March 28, 2015. Remember too that the Equinox happens right in the middle of this on March 20, 2015, plus there’s a New Moon/Solar Eclipse at 29° Pisces 27′ on the same day.

The energies of this SEVENTH and last Uranus/Pluto Cardinal square will be felt constantly throughout 2015 and 2016. After all kids young and old alike, this is the end times of the end times :wink: and I feel in my Forerunner Boomer Capricornian bones that with the start of this seventh and last Uranus/Pluto square in March 2015, life and reality as we’ve all known it will be permanently changed and faster than it was ever able to before. Actually I feel this happening already in February 2015. We’ve reached the completion phase of Galactic Alignment and the Ascension Process transformational push energies this year, and in our own unique ways we’ll all feel this fact this year and next. I’m not saying it has to or even will be unpleasant or “bad”; I am saying that no one will unaffected by this year and next. Bend so you don’t break under this final sweeping, driving push out of the old lower and into your NEW higher reality. And Boomer Forerunners, know that you did what you “Volunteered” to do and more. <3

I’ve known my whole life that when I reached retirement age (I’ll be 65 in late December 2016, you think that timing is an accident? Not hardly!) that those old patriarchal retirement structures and monies etc. most likely won’t be available for me and others my age and younger. That old way is dying now and the Forerunners/PathPavers are and will continue to Consciously Create NEW and vastly better ways for themselves and everyone else. The younger generations will continue this and more as every group has its specialties, abilities, focus and jobs within the many Ascension Stair-steps.

A couple January & February 2015 Ascension Symptoms

I wanted to add a bit about how I’ve felt the latest Ascension Energies in my physical body. Since the start of January 2015, my ears have rung constantly which tells me that incoming Light Energies are very high frequency… as they should be at this point within the Ascension Process!

Another symptom I’ve felt too which has repeated every few days throughout February is very high frequency NEW energies coming in through the top of my head straight down into my Pineal gland (the Brow chakra) and instantly radiating outward in a massive 360° doughnut-shaped Light Wave that travels out for as far as I could See with higher vision. Besides the obvious personal influences and effects of this NEW Energy pouring into my body and Pineal gland, was that I and my body are a receiver/transmitter of this particular NEW energy, otherwise why was it instantly and automatically blasted out my Pineal (Brow) into the NEW grid systems?

As I felt and then viewed this NEW energy entering my physical and energetic bodies, I realized that I was able to not only embody it but also simultaneously transmit it outwardly automatically which helped embed it (these specific NEW energies) into the NEW grid systems for the rest of humanity.

(I’ve felt energies coming out of my Pineal—Brow chakra—most of my life, however, what I’ve felt and Seen in February 2015 is very NEW, very high frequency energies coming in from far, far away. I didn’t backtrack them to discover their source because I’ve been crazy busy and extra exhausted lately. Thankfully Celia Fenn recently wrote about them in her very helpful and in my opinion correct article, ‘The Sirius Transmission and the Multi-Dimensional Light Body Upgrade’. Please see her website and article for more details about these specific NEW Sirian 6D energies. Thanks Celia Fenn. <3

Back to these latest Ascension symptoms.

After repeated top of the head down into my Pineal gland very NEW energy downloads, which as I said were instantly transmitted out my Brow resembling a massive, doughnut-shaped Light Wave explosion, I became aware that AFTER that was a second download and/or second side effect from it. This second layer goes down further into my body to the High Heart (Thymus gland) chakra and beneath it the Heart chakra. How this energy feels down in this area of my body is very different from how it feels in my Pineal and Brow.

At the High Heart and Heart levels it isn’t radiating outward like it does at the Pineal. It’s remaining in my body at this level and it is causing great pressure and pains in my back, back muscles, ribs, spine in that area, in my heart, chest, shoulders and lower neck and where the skull joins the spine. This part is very painful and feels like tons and tons of invisible energy is being embodied, which it is, and because it’s NEW to me and my body/bodies it hurts and is really uncomfortable. Amazing that after decades of prep work making internal room for more NEW energies to be embodied, it STILL hurts like all hell sometimes! Oh well, whatever, nothing new with this really, it’s just larger and more vast than anything I’ve personally embodied so far. I shouldn’t need to tell anyone that all this is directly related to the other topics in this article. :wink:

So, head receives NEW, higher frequency Energies that are instantly transmitted, radiated outward through the Pineal Brow to seed and anchor those same energies into the NEW grid systems on and in and around NEW Earth for future humans. We’re Lighthouses, we’re each Sun’s and transmitters of the NEW energies for the rest of humanity.

I sense the same is happening in and through our High Hearts too with these NEW Sirian 6D energies but my body is still dealing very intensely with them and I’m too deep in Process with them yet to have a good grasp on what all they’re doing to and for me and others. More on this aspect of these energies as I gain more insights about them embodying in and through the High Heart. I do know so far that the Pineal coupled with the High Heart means we’re Consciously Creating much more than even we fully are aware of yet! We will soon be however. :smile:

Denise

February 26, 2015

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What a Pain in the Heart!

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As many of you know my Mom needed a triple bypass at the end of August 2014, and two weeks later she had a related stroke. Her stroke continues to be a real challenge for us both on multiple levels 24 hours a day. Some days/nights are better, other days/nights are extremely difficult and miserable for us both but it is what it is and we’re doing our best each day/night.

What I was not remotely prepared for however was what happened last week. My much loved best physical friend and Ascension companion, my cat, also had a stroke. I didn’t even know that cats/dogs could have strokes but I certainly do now. :cry:

He doesn’t understand why his body isn’t working the way he’s used to any better than my Mom does, and they both get frustrated and sad. I think I cried more last week than I did in the past decade. Humans I can deal with, but when animals suffer, it’s a whole different situation for me emotionally.

After crying uncontrollably the first 24 hours I finally got myself together enough to think to Google, ‘can cats have strokes?’ I honestly had no idea but found multiple articles about this and common symptoms and so on. However, before I did the Google search I could tell by watching how my cat walked, how his eyes weren’t working normally and how he tipped over on his side when he’d try to walk or look up at me that it all looked way too similar to how my Mom moves and how her eyes don’t see correctly due to the stroke. It was simply too much for me at that moment and I couldn’t process or emotionally cope with a stroke happening in my cat. I burst into tears as I watched him suddenly struggle to walk and repeatedly fall over on his side and cry with confusion and fear. It was like a really bad joke on top of all the exhaustion, ongoing Mom stroke side effects, required asinine patriarchal hoop-jumping, growing frustration and general depression etc. that I’ve dealt with since January of last year.

Like I said, I can cope with humans in bad shape and needing help, support, care and such but it’s a different story for me when it’s an animal that’s suffering and needs care and support. That emotional pain touches a different spot in my heart and affects me very differently, just as it does many people. And guess what, that was a major reason my cat had, of all things, a stroke now. Animals are LOVE in ways that humans can’t as yet comprehend… but most certainly soon will.

Over the decades I’ve experienced different pets—mine and other people’s dogs and cats mainly—energetically, psychically take on some illness/disease or potential future illness/disease that their humans have, or have a strong chance of getting at some point in the future for a variety of reasons. I’ve witnessed this happen in my life with my beloved cats, in my Mom’s life with her cats, and I’ve witnessed it happen multiple times with certain friends and their beloved dogs. I know this is a situation that often happens between humans and their much-loved animal family members.

The animal senses more that’s going on than the humans do (the Ascension Process is changing that finally however) and in many cases the pet will deliberately take on some disease/illness of their beloved human family member, physically manifest it, deal with it and clear it that eventually manifests in their physical body as a physical disease/illness. Obviously doing this is something that the pet does not always survive physically but sometimes they do for a while. All of the characters in our lives, including animals, have their special parts to play to teach us, help us, to open us up more and vice versa.

For many people nothing else will open are hearts like having their pet(s) suffer. I’m saddened that it takes such drastic measures to sometimes get humans to see, understand, break out of immobilizing fears, depression, limiting beliefs or whatever it may be, but our pets LOVE us so that they’ll often take on our diseases/illnesses—our ignored issues—themselves and clear it/them in front of our teary, heartbroken eyes in hopes that we humans change and improve. That is animal HighHeart LOVE and I am deeply moved, but I vow to never again need the help of a beloved pet or any animal to mirror anything to me like this again. Even though this story may not at first sound or feel like an Ascension related situation or side effect, it most certainly is. <3

I shared this latest kick in the heart and awareness activation story about my best furry cat friend and Ascension companions’ stroke only because many of us are deep, deep, deep in these types of sudden and unexpected life-changing (transiting Uranus) life and death type of experiences now. Many started in 2014 and they’ve just continued and/or grown into whatever they have in early 2015 to get our attention and push us to change things within ourselves. The why of this is what’s really important in the long run and I wanted to use my current emotional pains and struggles, frustrations and heartbreak to hopefully help others going through extreme life situations and changes like this and much worse now.

I’ve gotten emails recently from people who’ve suddenly and unexpectedly (transiting Uranus) had loved ones — husband, wife, friend(s), family member(s), pet(s) etc. die, and/or they’ve come close to physical death themselves recently and we’re less than two months into 2015! I intend to have an astrological article done soon about this business that’s happening to some of us now which I hope will help explain aspects of this really difficult stuff some of us are going through now and will continue to for a while longer. The final 7th Uranus/Pluto square coming in early March 2015 (but lasting until the end of 2016) has much to do this all this. More info asap.

My cat is getting a little better each day and is eating and drinking, pooping and peeing which makes me much relieved! He’s still wobbly and probably always will be but both he and I are working our ways through his stroke and its side effects… just as I am with my Mom’s stroke.

Ascension Process Group Hug,

Denise

February 15, 2015

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Very Difficult Intense Times

Links to these two complete articles will be included at the end of what I have to share so if interested please find them at the bottom of my article. Thank you Tom Kenyon and the Hathors, and thank you Will Berlinghof & Co. and Cosmic Awareness. <3

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“Hathorian Stream of Light

A Hathor Sound Meditation through Tom Kenyon

February 1, 2015

The Hathors have been asking me to post this sound meditation for weeks due to the extreme stress that many individuals are experiencing and will continue to experience in their lives…”

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“Urgent Message for Mankind

February 6, 2015 message by Cosmic Awareness through Will Berlinghof

“…That this Awareness has indeed an urgent message to deliver, urgent in that it must be recognized now and acknowledged now that certain energies are now in place, that the events that are meant to shift humanity drastically are underway…

“…That this Awareness has spoken already of the importance of this year 2015 and the next year 2016 as being the time where many events that have long been planned by both those who have held power for so long as well as that which is Divine Source, that these plans that have been long unfolding have reached critical mass state, a point in which the events that are coming will indeed by shocking in nature, be challenging to the extreme, be of a nature that quite literally may destroy an individual, a society, or a planet…

“…To hold right now at this time that you live your life in accordance to the spiritual principles of your being that are felt and known from within, and then to be consistent, to be willing to take the consequences of such a decision, that is what is now underway, that is what is now being presented…

“…It is each and every individual’s responsibility now to make their choice in advance of events that will have great implication. In doing so one will prepare themselves for whatever unfolds, and in choosing such a positive outlook and belief then one has already commenced the action of putting oneself in positive timelines where those events spoken of may be mitigated by the energies that one is already working with, that have placed one outside the timelines of the majority and the masses…

“…You must live your life as if that which you hope for is now so…

“…In fact, for the majority of human beings, it is only if they lose everything and lose loved ones and lose their lifestyles, their financial securities, their health and well-being that they finally reach a point where they open to change, for there is no other way forward than to change…

“…It may involve standing up to the challenge, to the challenge that one does not need money to survive. This is a most powerful indoctrination and many shudder even to think of what it would look like if they quit jobs that they hate to live in a truth, that they will do what they feel like doing to achieve their bliss…

“…Remember also that with the events that are coming, that if one chooses not to make a choice, if one chooses to await these events, that there will be change nonetheless, but it will not be change initiated by the individual but rather change forced on the individual and it will be a more difficult process than being in control at this time, in this moment, and making your choice to be the spiritual being you really are, and to be open to that which arrives as the result of making this decision. Of saying “yes to Spirit, I believe, I trust, I know from within that this is what I need to choose and implement as my life…”

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Those quotes from Cosmic Awareness were not in sequence.

I know what I’ve been going through and exactly when it amplified a year ago this time in 2014, and with the start of January 2015, it all amplified greatly again and will continue to do so throughout this year and next. In a couple of previous articles I’ve tried to politely and respectfully talk about how everything has not and is not all happy-happy, blissy-blissy, easy, floaty, sparkly and wonderful for MANY people now, myself included. I know many others who also write about the Ascension are not experiencing what many people are now and I’m very happy for them because this is terribly brutal on many levels and downright heartbreaking in many cases.

However, what peeves and disappoints somewhat is that some are saying that those who are not experiencing what they are now are doing something “wrong” or are not yet vibrating high enough or are not thinking enough positive thoughts or haven’t done something “right” hence why we’re suffering and having such extreme difficulties now. 1) That’s just stupid shit talk and 2) it’s lower frequency Dualized consciousness and 3) you the reader needs to sense more, discern more, and know what and who you are no matter WTF anyone else says about any of this at this point. Seriously. That is individual empowerment and it is mandatory from here on out for each of us no matter what’s unfolding in our personal lives and bodies. Discernment readers, discernment and higher awareness when you read anyone’s material because often that material is NOT talking to you or the level you’re now at, but it is talking to the people who are at that level at that time. I’ve struggled with this myself too as a writer about the Ascension Process and this is a big reason why I’ve repeatedly used the term energy Stair-steps over the years to get people to understand that one article does not fit all!  Never has, never will.

(I’ll soon publish an astrologically focused article about this and why some of us are getting pummeled long, slow and hard by once-in-a-lifetime transits that are causing severe events in our lives such as loved ones suddenly dying and/or us dying or coming very close to death ourselves and much more. Does any of that sound like you’ve done something “wrong” or aren’t working hard enough? Of course not… astrological article coming asap. Step into YOUR power because you know who you are and what you’re capable of and that is so needed and valuable now!)

Another big push from Team Dark working through unaware humans & corrupt old patriarchal systems & beliefs

I hate to even need to talk about this topic after a couple of years of it being almost nonexistent in my personal life and home. Talk about bliss! Nonetheless, I was painfully aware at the start of 2015 that as the Light amplified then so too did Team Dark’s push to ‘Smash & Grab’ as many humans and incarnate Team Light members as they possibly can during the completion of the Galactic Alignment. Think of this as Team Dark doing last-minute stockpiling of supplies — fuel, foods and such to fill their pantries with as many energy producing humans (their fuel and food supply) as they can before the split in physicality is complete.

We of the Light have always known that they of the Dark won’t exit gracefully but will do their best to grab, snag, ensnare, trick, fool, con, use and control as many humans for as long as they can. Your part in all this is to be as aware and honest as you can and not let them get you or get you down. In January I was already down due to exhaustion and sadness and I got slack with my energetic protections and became vulnerable once again and the second that happened/happens Team Dark sends in the human hounds to try and finish you off.

I mention Team Dark again now because these negative actions of theirs are happening right alongside more and more people “ascending” into higher frequency consciousness and therefore space/locations. Team Dark has always known what’s going on and why and they’ve prepped and worked, plotted and planned for thousands of years for what’s unfolding NOW on Earth and in your and my lives, bodies and consciousness! Folks, this is “last call”; this is the End Times of the End Times; this is the completion phase of Galactic Alignment and it is beautiful, brutal, highly dangerous, blissful, Divine, perfect, stressful, confusing, monstrous and magical but certainly not the time to lay down in the dirt and take a nap because you’re freakin’ exhausted! How do I know this bit of stellar wisdom you may be asking? Because I’ve done it, and what happens is while you’re down there in the pain, misery, exhaustion and confusion Team Dark sees you doing your very best Ascension Process road kill impersonation and immediately takes advantage of your vulnerable state and quickly comes in to finish you off! They’re not stupid, weak and repulsive yes, but not stupid.

So much more to say but I’ll continue this in that upcoming astrological based article as soon as I’m able. No fear as the world and you and me and our bodies and everything continues changing very quickly. Just know that much more is happening and it’s all doing so simultaneously which is sometimes hard to wrap one’s mind around but such are the times and energies we live in. How special are we? :grin:

Ignore the monsters and keep focused on what YOU want, not on what they want you focused on and therefore fueling for them. This is more important than it’s ever been before. I know how hard it is when all the monsters are doing their best to derail you, wear you down, trick you, demand you jump through more patriarchal hoops and so on but you’ve GOT to wake up from your dirt nap and get back in the Ascension game because we’re coming down to the last few minutes of it. You’ve done beautifully, now lets finish this thing and liftoff fully. There are seven billion-plus ways to ascend and Source/God/Divinity/All That Is finds every one more valuable and important than you/me/we can fully comprehend yet. That is LOVE and LOVE is creativity.

Denise

February 10, 2015

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Ascension Symptoms List 2015

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Someone asked recently about Ascension symptoms or side effects in 2015, so here’s a list of some of them via my perspective. As usual however we all are affected a bit differently by the higher Light Energies so you may not have one of these “symptoms” now but may later and vice versa, or, you may never experience it or may experience many of them more severely. This list and any like it are really to help people not feel or believe that they’re the only ones living with such weird and unusual aches, pains and pressures in their physical bodies, however, please don’t fixate or feel obligated to manifest any of these symptoms on this or any other Ascension symptoms list or left out if you don’t have them; just use this list and any others when you need a reality check with your strange Ascension related aches, pains and pressures. Also, know that they’re not permanent even though some of them may last for many years.

heart icons 18 Head pains and pressures — When the Sun is transmitting Light Energies through it, or, when the Sun is being used to transmit Galactic Center energies or energies from beyond the Milky Way GC, it’s typical to first feel those Light Energies in the area above our physical heads and in our physical heads. More often than not these energies cause the interior of our heads to feel pains from mild to severe and also varying degrees of internal/external pressures like your head is in a vice both inside and out. These head pains and pressures can go from above your physical head down into it and your eyes, sinuses, jaw and upper teeth on occasion. Think of this like your head is a cosmic tuning fork and every cosmic, galactic and solar Light Energy transmission hits it and sets it vibrating and ringing! That energy travels down into your spine and throughout your entire physical body and nervous system transforming it into something very NEW and different from what it was. Sometimes this Process hurts physically for periods.

heart icons 18 Sore, tender, bumpy scalp – This one is directly connected to anytime Light Energies are coming in through the Sun. Those energies reach the area above my physical head like there’s a 3.5 foot sized invisible satellite receiver dish up there, and there is actually in all of us, and instantly my physical head, scalp and skull feel the incoming Light Energies pouring down on and into my head and body via this high frequency receiver area at the top of our physical heads. During this our scalp can become rather sore and tender and our skull can feel unusually bumpy and tender. There’s a lot going on, evolving up there and sometimes it creates tenderness and bruising to scalp and skull.

heart icons 18 Sore, dry, sensitive eyes — This symptom is related to the first one and has to do with those Light Energies coming in energetically through our heads and affecting everything in our heads including our eyes and vision. We’ve also got this symptom amplified externally which causes our physical eyes to sometimes react to increases of Light on this world and dimension both internally in our bodies and externally all around us.

Sometimes when these increases are larger than they’ve been, my eyes will feel weird for days or weeks and by weird I mean almost numb, almost nonphysical, sore, dry, ultra-sensitive to Light and air. Just walking and having the air touch my eyes causes pain and increases blurry vision. It’s also during these times that I’ll often See NEW colors (that exist beyond the range we’re used to being able to see, to perceive) and other unusual Lights and flashes of Lights in the space around me.

heart icons 18 Hearing continual high-pitched inner ear ringing — As with the other symptoms above, this one is also related to incoming Light Energies. Whenever the Sun does anything—CME’s, solar flares, solar winds, solar storms etc.—my inner ears instantly hear the Light Energies coming in as high-pitched inner ear ringing noise. I’ll hear this for weeks or months day and night and it’s simply related to my ability to clairaudiently hear higher frequencies being transmitted through our Sun. Many people hear this same thing but don’t realize it’s caused by very high Light Energies coming from the Sun and/or through the Sun from the Milky Way Galactic Center and/or beyond that. Some more easily or readily See these Light Energies, some feel them, some hear them.

heart icons 18 Periods when eating food is near impossible — Sometimes when large energy Waves are hitting it becomes more difficult if not nearly impossible to eat anything or even find anything that sounds remotely good to eat if one could eat! These periods are so potent energetically that it’s almost too much to try to eat and digest any food then no matter how light or “healthy” it is. Then of course the opposite of this will happen and we’ll suddenly feel like we need more food than we usually do. Neither situation is “wrong” so merely discern what it is that YOUR body needs at the time and go from there. You are in charge, not old lower beliefs from a dying past.

heart icons 18 2–4 Hour-long sleep periods — I’ve put off talking about this one only because I love to sleep as long as possible, which unfortunately for me hasn’t been longer than 4 hours at a time, but has been as short as 45 minutes at a time since 1999. Mind you, those 4 hours at a time are usually broken and not blissful, pass-out, uninterrupted sleep for 4 straight hours.  I’ve kept tract of this change, this Ascension Process symptom since 1999, and it’s been interesting to see how we’re needing less and less time to sleep. Over the past few years this NEW sleep pattern for me has settled into what seems to be anything between 2 to 4 hours of sleep at a time. That will often be followed by 2 to 4 hours of not being able to sleep at all and is a lot of tossing and turning in bed for hours at night.

heart icons 18 6–7 Hour wake periods — I’ve also been experiencing increasingly needing to sleep after being in-body and awake for about 6–7 hours. This means that if I get up out of bed and start my day at 6AM, then by noon or 1 or certainly by 2PM I’m utterly spent and HAVE to nap and get out-of-body for as long as I’m able to in the afternoons.

I’ve also been acutely aware that when I sleep or nap during daylight hours, what I experience during that sleep time is very different from nighttime sleep experiences. I’m asleep during these daytime naps and yet am fully conscious and aware of tremendous in-pourings of very high frequency Light Energies rattling my entire physical body causing it to shake and vibrate internally. I also hear great loud sounds of moving Light Energies within my body and nervous system while I’m napping/sleeping during the daytime. (When the Sun sets each day this energetic intensity eases up considerably all night only to return the next day.) It seems important now to sleep when one needs to regardless of what time of day or night it is. It has to do with energies and embodying and Inner Work being done to us and by us and our bodies during these times so sleep whenever you need to or can because so much more is happening than you just taking a “nap”. Again, you are in charge, not some old beliefs from a dying world about when it’s correct to sleep.

heart icons 18 Feeling amplified emotional sensitivity, then higher emotional Neutrality — The differences between being a 3D physical empath and/or ultra-Sensitive etc. and then experiencing 5D and higher Unity or HighHeart Neutrality is a shocker if one doesn’t consciously remember the higher way. I incarnated with higher frequency Unity Consciousness or Neutrality or HighHeart Consciousness as many Forerunners did so that one hasn’t been much of a transition for me. What has been hard for me however was/is dealing with bouncing back and forth sometimes between these two energetic levels. I can suddenly emotionally feel something so amplified that my reaction to it is equally amplified, which I don’t like at all and have been working on. Then I’m back in the higher level of Neutrality where one knows the higher whys for things and knows that it’s all perfect and Divine, even what seems negative or painful etc. because it has the potential to be a potent catalyst for great spiritual growth. Higher Awareness or Neutrality knows this and more; old lower Duality consciousness does not so this is one huge gap to evolve beyond.

heart icons 18 Increasingly knowing that you are unique and alone while surrounded by so many others —

This one should be an article all unto itself because it’s that big and important now in 2015 and beyond. Many of us have felt the opposite to what many (not me, not ever and I took some heat because of this many years ago) believed would happen on the other side of 2012. Many believed we’d all go skipping into the NEW together at the same time. I knew it would not happen that way because 1) individuality is still important and 2) the differences between everyone’s personal development, awareness, focus, growth and creativity etc. is wildly different so to hold back so many to wait even longer for far more coming along behind us would unnecessarily burden all. Source is far more creative and diverse than that.

What many of us have been and are increasingly experiencing in 2014 and 2015 is a knowing that we stand alone in our unique spot or space or level or phase now and I hope more are realizing that this is perfectly okay and to be expected. In fact it’s still necessary at this level of 5D and especially now because we’ve entered the NEW and everyone’s unique creativity and input etc. is vitally important to creating as much variety and potential within the NEW as possible. Later on we’ll group together a bit more with like others, but now many of us are needed to produce what we alone can to add to the great NEW collective pot so to speak.

heart icons 18 Increasing Spherical Consciousness — Feeling that you are, increasingly, existing and working within multidimensional levels simultaneously and consciously retaining this awareness. Many more are highly aware of when they’re in time and not; when they’re in the NEW and when they’re not; when they’re vitally alive and when they’re close to what could be called death. Many of us are traversing some really strange new places and in between places too and it’s all so strange and wonderful and at times confusing. We’ve recently had the “training wheels” removed and we’re wobbling along making new discovery after new discovery and realizing that the creative “playing field” is so huge now and we can’t even find the borders! We’re explorers in a NEW land learning more every day and night. Just go with the flow.

heart icons 18 Periods of intense dreaming, longer periods of no dreaming — So long as we don’t re-pollute the “Temple”, there’s no need for us to use the dream plane to go back in and re-clean it! If you’re not dumping old stuff back into you, the “Temple”, then your need to dream to resolve, work out, work on, transmute etc. anything within yourself isn’t necessary. Dreaming at this point now seems to be primarily a time and place for us to tidy up whatever we let back in ourselves. It cannot remain in there and co-exist within this higher level and dimension of being, so when we let something back in ourselves, you’ll discover that only hours later that same day you’ll find yourself in a dream dealing with whatever and/or whoever it is that’s gotten back in to your transmuted and crystal clean “Temple”.

There’s more of these 2015 Ascension related symptoms I could go on about but to me these are some of the most important ones at the moment. I’m sure this too will change as we do but I hope this NEW list helps you when you may need it to confirm what you’re experiencing on your unique Ascension journey.

Denise

February 5, 2015

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Who Thought It’d Be THIS Hard At THIS Point?!

I know many people are having a tremendously difficult time now with the start of 2015; some of us started in 2014 and it’s merely continued into this year. I also know that many people are not experiencing difficult times, tremendous or otherwise. What I want to highlight in this topic is that neither group is doing anything “right” or “wrong” or “better” or “worse”. I repeat, neither group is doing anything “right” or “wrong” or “better” or “worse”. “Right” or “wrong”, “better” or “worse” etc. is old lower Duality consciousness. It is really important that everyone understands this fact and doesn’t go into judgements or preaching or old lower ego BS anything over any of this at this point. Some have, some will, and some are learning how to write/express/communicate from a fifth dimensional Unity level of greater knowing with less and less or no attachment and zero judgement of others or of anything.

It just is what it is and it’s perfect from our Soul’s level even when painful or miserable from our earthly physical level so get over it and deal with yourself and your “issues” whatever they may be and let others do the same. That is one of many qualities of Unity consciousness; the ability to know and see that everything is perfect no matter how unpleasant or “wrong” it may look, feel or seem at lower levels of awareness. Have you ever had an Angelic Lightbeing scold, shame, disrespect, guilt-trip or judge you for anything? A much less evolved young Starbeing with zero physical incarnational experiences maybe yes at times, but never an Angelic Lightbeing or others of the same level of awareness and development.

So, some are “blissers” and some are “workers” like Aluna Joy said in one of her recent articles. Does that mean one group is “right” or “better” and the other group “wrong” or “worse”? Of course not, and believe me when I tell you that we trade positions and jobs at higher levels all the time so we all get to experience the varied aspects of living through an Ascension Process in a physical body.

This next part is for the Forerunners who were activated physically/biologically at the beginning of Galactic Alignment in 1998–1999.

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Remember how tremendously difficult, painful and downright crazy it was when you/me/we were physically, biologically activated by the beginning of Galactic Alignment? Remember how we were needed to actually live through and embody this Process so we’d literally be Alchemically transformed by it from that point forward? Remember how most of us thought many times over those difficult years, “I don’t know if I can pull this thing off in this physical body!” Remember how you/me/we did it despite the pains, confusion, repeated attacks and attempts on our lives, sicknesses, unending exhaustion and all the rest of it?

We accomplished what we Volunteered to do and more during that phase, but now we’re at the beginning of the completion of the Galactic Alignment period (2015 through 2016ish) and entering increasingly into the NEW. That’s what’s changed, phases and levels is all, and some of us do these phases in different ways and different levels of intensity. Some of us “bliss” more while others of us “work” more but the bottom line is that we’re on the same Team working on the same Ascension Process. No “right” or “better” or “wrong” or “worse” involved whatsoever. Some of us sit on mountains or stare at oceans or the skies and do what we’re gifted at doing and are needed to do for Soul and All. Some of us work at lower elevations in the valleys at the foot of mountains and in dense cities doing what we’re gifted at doing for Soul and All. And some of us are feeling and embodying in different ways than others now at the completion end of the Galactic Alignment just as many of us did at the beginning end of it. Who’s “right” or “better” and who’s “wrong” or “worse” in that? Neither of course as all are vitally important to the overall Ascension Process mission.

When I’m personally having an extra difficult time (meaning usually all aspects — physical, emotional, mental, psychic etc.), I have a tendency to as many of us do to have that first thought of, ‘What am I doing wrong? What is it I’m not seeing or understanding now that I need to for the highest good of Self and All?’ I think it’s a common Team Light in human form thing to think during this Ascension Process. Another clue that you’re deep in something really important to your ongoing personal spiritual energetic growth is when your nonphysical Higher Light Team (Angelics, Starbeings, Masters or whoever they are for you) goes quiet. They’re still there of course but in the background at the moment, giving you/me/we the space, respect, Free Will and time we need to go through, discover, to live, embody and be evolved by whatever it is that we are at that time.

After I’ve had that first thought that I may not be seeing or understanding whatever it is that’s obviously needing me to make changes within myself, and I feel my Higher Light Team is waiting quietly on the sidelines for me to get through the latest situation/learning/transformation, I then begin to get a higher and larger understanding about what’s happening to me and to certain others at that particular time and why. When the situation is less intense none of those steps happen and I have direct access to Higher Awareness as usual and my Higher Light Team is close by all the time. Old lower negative programs would have us think and believe that we’re doing something “wrong” during one phase and not so during another phase. Again, Dualized thinking and perceptions, when in truth it’s all good as they say.

So what’s this long-winded ramble about anyway? That you are NOT doing anything “wrong” or “worse” or “less than” any other Team Light Forerunner now in 2015 during the intense completion phase of Galactic Alignment (1998ish to 2016ish). Just because some of us are not yet maintaining a constant state of bliss or joy or happiness or abundance or beauty or youth or health or anything else we believe or feel we should at this point within the Ascension Process, does NOT mean you/me/we are doing anything “wrong” or “worse” or “less than” anyone else. Any heavy Cardinal signs and/or ASC and/or natal planets Forerunners reading this? That alone should tell you much about your abilities and role(s), especially during the transformational 2011–2016ish Cardinal squares and T-squares and oppositions years. There’s nothing whatsoever “wrong” with bringing up the rear. <3 :smile:

Denise

January 29, 2015

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To The Weary Forerunners

‘…This whole “ascension” process seems to go on and on and with no real changes to speak of, other than I am pretty much alone in every way now.  But still, it’s always “when our crystalline bodies finally emerge” and “holding vibration, transmuting this, anchoring that, battling this” and always “once the solstice hits, after this eclipse” blah, blah, blah.  So what gives?  Today I found this, and although I feel like we have transcended a lot of this, it still feels like we are stuck inside some matrix where we can never escape, never change, never be free, to the point I don’t even know who, what, where I am anymore, what I desire, what to do, etc., etc.  I thought surrender is where it’s at now through this whole process, but surrender to what? Where is the true love? Where is the true change? And now all the “spiritual” sites, newsletters etc., etc are saying “we have arrived! All you need to do now is chose!”  Lol.  Arrived where exactly?  Chose what? All looks and feels the same to me – still more bullshit and nonsense!  See, for me, I don’t buy into just a better 3D – why the hell would we have done all of this just for that? I’m looking for MAGIC! MIRACLES! True reconnection with Source and Source energy and love, remembering of our gifts, and arrival of new gifts, etc., etc.  But I see NONE of that. I feel NONE of that! Anyway, just wondered what your take on all of this was. Of course, I’m still feeling the energies, still battling all the ascension symptoms, still waiting for the day this body finally feels good, when the new arrives, when we’re allowed to move, not being held down, back, blocked anymore. But none of it changes. And maybe we are just stuck in all of this matrix/mirage too. You don’t need to answer me directly, but it might be nice if you feel lead to touch on it in a future post, because I know I am not alone in this.

Thank you and blessings! ~ Anthony Blanton’

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‘Hi Denise,

I know this job is demanding so i will make it brief.

I feel somewhat silly for asking for your perspective on this due to being an awakened star seed and some what of a distributor of knowledge for spirit, but even tho i am knowledgeable in many areas i am perplexed to this situation i find myself in and i would appreciate a perspective from someone of similar state of awareness.

You see, this awakening and anchoring of higher self has removed virtually everything from my old life, all my friends, family, job, mobility, etc etc. I find myself having absolutely nothing to do, as well as no interest in the physical. I am constantly undergoing energetic adjustments and i suspect that this is the reason i am literally doing nothing, to allow this changes to take place. But never the less, i am getting extremely bored? i’m not even sure if i would call it boredom because i am usually quite content. But i have been in this space of nothingness for over a year and i feel like i am going to go insane if i just sit here and do nothing any longer… The only thing is, i don’t know what to do, nothing is of interest and every time i try to organize a new pathway it seems off or like I’m resorting to old patterns.

I have nothing to do and no people in my life, and part of me feels like i shouldn’t fight the situation but the other half feels like this is not a healthy place to be. I considered getting a job just to be around people to help spread more light, but the constant barrage of higher frequencies leaves me with only a few hours of energy to move around, i doubt i could even hold a job… Then i considered finding a partner at a lower frequency just to fill time, but that feels way off!

This may sound like i am depressed, confused, sad, I’m not even sure if i could call this situation that…But i am getting frustrated! It’s just the absence of everything, and it doesn’t seem to end. I am changing rapidly, but that is all.

I don’t need an extensive reply i tend to manage by my own guidance, but i would appreciate a perspective from your point of view, if you have the time to reply!

Thank you,

Josh’

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These two recent email letters from Anthony and Josh are like so very many I’ve received over the years. Because of this I asked them if I could quote their letters in this article and attempt to discuss these feelings we’ve all had for so long. Thank You Anthony and Josh for allowing me to share your letters at HighHeartLife. <3 I know many feel exactly as you both do.

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Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners

Do you remember how completely our lives, bodies, world and very reality literally changed overnight when we entered 1998/1999 and were “activated” physically, biologically? Like any of us could forget! Well, we reached another equally monumental activation point recently; some of us over the past few months of 2014, others with the entry into 2015, and more over the weeks and months to come.

I’m including a link (outside my Copyright at end of article) to an old 1999 article by John Major Jenkins about the Galactic Alignment that entered the really intense transformational phase in 1998/1999 and continues through 2016. Because it sometimes helps to get a larger, higher perspective on what we’re physically eyeball-deep in ourselves, I thought it a proper time to review the overall Ascension Process by rereading this information, or any of the many other old articles about the Galactic Alignment again now, at the end phase of it. Look at those dates once again please; start date 1998 or 1999 and END date 2016. Yeah… think about that for as long as you need, then make whatever personal adjustments required within yourself to complete this great thing this year and/or next.

I bring the Galactic Alignment up at this near completion point within it because many of the Forerunners, Wayshowers, the First to Embody and Anchor the NEW Light Energies on Earth and all the rest of it into themselves body and soul, need to remember this timeline and how we’re now fully into Phase Two of it. This means many of us are discovering how radically different it is from what we’ve been doing/being/living/transmuting etc. during Phase One. Many years ago I said in multiple articles at TRANSITIONS that Phase One, as horrendous, dark and difficult as it was, was really all about the necessary prep work so that we even could survive and embody Phase Two! My point is that many of us are—myself included—discovering that the focus, work and energies have changed (like we didn’t know that was coming! :roll: ) and we’re having some spiritual and energetic “newbie” difficulties figuring out how to now be, function and exist from this higher level of energy, being, consciousness and responsibility. In other words, old habits die hard even when one Volunteered to come into a dimension, density and planet to help remove those negative old habits!

The moment the Sun entered Capricorn—the winter Solstice on December 21, 2014—I did what I always do at all Solstices and Equinoxes; I intentionally go into a receptive Higher Awareness state to perceive and receive the incoming energies in as conscious a way as I’m able in that moment. What I perceived and received on 12-21-14 was radically different from every earlier Solstice and Equinox I’ve experienced over the past 24 years. That in itself was one very huge message.

What I perceived and received in that timeless quantum Spherical Consciousness winter Solstice moment, was only one Angelic Lightbeing smiling that semi-smile they do so beautifully at me while it instantaneously transmitted (not telepathed because telepathy is too slow and linear at these higher levels with these evolved beings), and I quote as best as I’m able, ‘It’s okay.’ That was the message in word form. In larger, higher form is was a massive communiqué that covered vast spaces, levels, emotions, multidimensional work and being and it’s all communicated, exchanged in an instant, in a light-filled Angelic semi-smile. Such are many of our 5D and higher chats between old friends, co-workers and other aspects of Self now.

In that quantum moment when that Angelic Lightbeing told me that ‘It’s okay,’ I knew the message also contained the fact that the worst is over and we Forerunners of the Forerunners and Forerunners have fully entered Phase Two and are having to learn as quickly and gracefully as we can, how to be Sovereign and fully consciously aware of the fact that we are solely responsible now for ourselves and our personal realities, body, energies and so on.

One of those huge global old habits that die hard was that everyone in the old lower world of Duality and negativity was energetically parasitic; one fed off of others to survive themselves and I’m talking about living humans and not just the nonhuman, nonphysical Team Dark beings/entities. That was the terrible norm for the old lower world and Evolutionary Cycle that expired 12-21-12. Not so any longer however, and we Forerunners need to lift our weary heads and eyes up from the lengthy unpleasant labors of Phase One and realize that we not only have arrived at the Phase One finish line but have crossed that bridge and are now well into Phase Two. Needless to say, Phase Two exists on a vastly higher rung of the NEW spiral which means there’s a new curriculum, a new focus, new responsibilities, new abilities and plenty of new Conscious Creating to be done by the Forerunners.

Beginning Stages of Becoming Increasingly Sovereign

Let me first explain what I mean by this word in the ways I’m using it in this case. By sovereign I mean evolving out of parasitic duality energy and consciousness and life/reality, into 5D and higher unity or HighHeart, God or Divine Source empowered and operated, self-contained existence. Just each of us consciously and directly embodying Divine Source energies. No stealing God juice from others to keep oneself going in any way. Now in Phase Two we Forerunners are in the early stages of re-learning how to be energetically Sovereign and Conscious Creators within physicality. When you read that sentence it sounds so pretty, so “fluffy” almost, so easy, warm and fuzzy. However, as we’re quickly learning, it’s another story when one is on one’s own fumbling around trying to get the hang of how to actually Consciously Create for oneself on a minute to minute, hour to hour, day-to-day scale and not take/steal/pilfer/parasite energy from any another being human or otherwise, or let them do it to you.

Being a fifth dimensional ascending being in physical human form means we’re now learning how to be conservative with our daily amount of God juice, only because that little daily 1/8th of a tank of God juice fuel is all we can embody and handle at this point! Six months from now it’ll be a different story and we might be up to a 1/4 of a tank per day, and next year an even greater amount than that. Stair-steps as usual, especially when reentering “heaven” or Home while in a physical Earth body despite all the years or decades of personal Inner prep Work. I know we all want to just fly Home, just dive in, just get naked and rumble around with God and the Angels and Co. again but this too takes “time” to get there step by step so we don’t damage or destroy the physical body vehicle (or anything else) in the stunningly amazing Process. But, the great news is that it’s happening. The hard part about that fact is that we haven’t got it all figured out yet so we look and feel kinda awkward and silly. But, the Angels and everyone else are SO pleased with us and the jobs we’ve done and are still doing and we need to not forget this fact. Look up oh exhausted, disheartened, discouraged fellow Forerunner and take note of the fact that you’ve crossed the Phase One finish line and are existing within Phase Two now. Bravo and well done and Thank You for your unique and invaluable Divine Service. <3 Put down your old tools and pick up your NEW ones for this NEW phase.

Another old habit that’s dying hard is the one that has to do with our re-teaching ourselves first— then humanity—is that the Divine, the “power” etc. resides within not without. Team Dark did a great job convincing humanity that was not the case but that time and horrible disabling, dis-empowering, spiritually stunting lie is finally over too. We came from that state and we’ve recently reentered it and are having some “newbie” adjustment difficulties re-turning our gaze and focus, our expectations, our search for higher help, knowledge and guidance etc. back within ourselves instead of habitually aimed externally toward Angles, ETs, Lightbeings, Guides, God/Source etc. I AM the I AM that I AM remember? Phase Two is an important grow-up phase where we shift or evolve, ascend back into direct conscious interaction with and embodiment of that which humanity has been told for eons exists far away and wholly outside of themselves. Phase Two of the Ascension Process, which we’ve entered, has to do with we Forerunners taking full conscious responsibility for our lives, our happiness, our personal abundance, our ongoing spiritual educations, and embodying greater love and light and so on. That’s what’s on the table of Phase Two for us Forerunners now, and just like we did Phase One, we’ll do Phase Two too but we’ll do it oh so much faster and easier. It really is ‘okay’.

As Anthony and Josh both said above, and as most of us have felt for a very long time, when does this pain, suffering and isolation end anyway? It has even though it doesn’t always look or even feel like it. I know how contradictory that sounds but this situation is tricky until you “wake up” a bit more and realize that it’s now up to you and me individually to take full responsibility and conscious awareness of what you/me/we are thinking, feeling, doing and/or not doing and why. “Waking up” is ongoing for every being everywhere.

I’m not real happy with where I and my life are now but I’m aware enough to realize that it’s part of a process of change, also of my continued “waking up” to some more things and learning how to move through them with as much grace as I can at this time. In our own ways we Forerunners are all going through this now so that we’ll see and understand whatever it is each of us needs to now so we don’t carry it any further into the future with us. I’ve had Angelic Lightbeings tell me the same thing about themselves. Yeah, puts a different spin on it all doesn’t it? Wow…

Team Dark—in whatever form of them that’s still left in this ascending Earth world—is going to lie and hustle and con and do anything and everything they can to convince the human masses (and that includes you Forerunners/Wayshowers) that nothing has changed, nothing has, is or will improve because they are still in control over Earth and humanity and always will be blah, blah, blah. This is their last pathetic trick and don’t you fall for it! Walk away, turn you back, avert your eyes, do not listen, do not become emotionally manipulated by their stunts. Do whatever you need to get yourself back up into your individual empowerment, wisdom, Higher Awareness, higher abilities and Sovereignty once again and ignore the lies and attempts by The Powers That WERE (TPTW) but are no longer, to convince you and everyone else that nothing has really changed. It has and continues to and will and they know it, BUT, they also know that if they yell loud and long enough they’ll hook the consciousness and focus of many humans and then they just have those humans energetically, emotionally and physically feed and fuel whatever external reality they want to continue on Earth. The Forerunners are the antidote to this stunt too of course, plus it’s helping us Master how to be more responsible for ourselves and our individual lives and reality, be more self-reliant, be self-empowered, sovereign and consciously create what WE want now.

Like Anthony asked, ‘Choose what?’ Choose to be empowered, more aware, to Consciously Create, be in control of your own life and reality, be a living embodiment and example of the NEW empowered Sovereign 5D human for the rest of humanity. That’s where we’re at now and the sooner we realize it’s up to us individually to pick up these NEW tools for greater self-empowerment, greater personal responsibility, our own personal joy, happiness, security and all the rest of it, the sooner we’ll be Consciously Creating what we want and need in our own lives. It’s up to us, individually. When enough individuals reach this point (and we are very quickly now), then there’s suddenly NEW Groups of us globally which will make this Shift unfold even faster. <3

“Light is information; Love is creation.” Quote of a Pleiadian message channeled by Barbara Marciniak

I’d intended to get this article done closer to the start of January but old lower world life and systems has derailed me left and right. I take full responsibility for this and have learned a lot from it. It’s sometimes hard to remember that I have, that you have, that we have a vastly greater Divine power and ability to Consciously Create over these old lower collapsing systems and people. We just need to remember this fact and do it now.

Denise

January 13, 2015

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2014 Recap: Oh Gawd, Do We Have To?

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The Multiple Personal Revelations, Breakthroughs & Diverse Difficulties of 2014

That 2014 image above should have multiple pathways of numerous bloody footprints leading across it. Good-freaking-lord-almighty what a year this one has been! This is one reason why we’re sometimes intentionally left out of the Higher Awareness Loop; because we’d run screaming and crying in the opposite direction if we had conscious knowledge about what was coming that we HAD to go through, HAD to learn from, HAD to be changed, transformed by. :-/

The other night I was thinking about January 2014 and how it started right off on New Year’s Day with big blast of ‘Get ready for a lot of changes this year’ sort of feel. And as is usually the case when we sense these types of approaching epic-sized changes, challenges, transformations etc. coming directly at us, we often misinterpret what we’re sensing and think it means something other than what it actually turns out to be. This I did too many times in January and February 2014, but by the end of February I’d figured out that 2014 was unfolding very differently from previous years, and because of this, I needed to be ready for anything. However, even knowing this much at the start of 2014 I was still not remotely ready for what all actually played-out physically month after month throughout 2014 in my personal life. I know there are many of you who can relate to just how epic 2014 really was. I see your bloody footprints, soul-prints in the 2014 image right next to mine. Tough soles build tougher, greater souls and all that.

One of the main things that happened repeatedly throughout 2014 were those amazing but painful, frustrating, hair-pulling, eye-rolling, heartbreaking, crying your soul clean, stunned stupid, contemplating doing prison time for murder, OMFG revelatory moments of vastly deeper personal insights into family members, into one’s self, different people and strangers, and into certain personal and global situations in 2014. For me these many sudden 2014 Uraninan insights happened primarily with family members—Mom, Dad, Sister, Son— myself, and also my rapidly disintegrating lifelong blueprints and/or “karma” and over half a 26,000 yearlong Precessional cycle’s worth of working relationships with them as they’ve been up to this current Shift Point within the Ascension Process post 2012. They’ve also happened this year with a steady stream of strangers parading through my life, and all of November my house too! :mad: Those people were and still are mostly due to my Mom’s bypass/stroke and were/are doctors, nurses, pharmacists, social workers, legal advisers, realtors etc. Most but not all the old patriarchal Systems; the ever-ravenous disease death and dying “Medical Machine”, and its toxic deranged twin brother and partner in crimes against humanity, Big Pharma. Almost all the negative Team Dark systems I’ve disliked, disrespected, distrusted and been a “System Buster” against since birth. (See and feel the Neptune and Chiron transiting Pisces energies?)

Knowing more, Seeing more, understanding more hurts and usually leaves bruises and sore achy spots on one’s body and soul for awhile. Many times during 2014 I’ve wished I had a full-body Copper Compression Body n’ Soul Suit for all of these emotional, mental, physical, financial and spiritual bruises and aches! :wink: Again, I know many of you reading this can more than relate.

Throughout 2014 I had repeated sudden deep insights or revelations into my few biological family members, myself, many strangers, and many personal and worldwide situations. For years I’ve often wondered how in the world one would cope with sudden expanding consciousness—aka much larger chunks of HighHeart 5D Consciousness—while still having to function in a world that’s not at that same level of awareness and being yet? Well, 2014 has shown many of us the answer to that spiritual question in very in your face and heart sorts of ways. My Higher Self is a part-time Standup Comic so off and on all year I’ve heard that old 1966 song called Breakin’ Up Is Hard To Do suddenly playing in my head, except, I’ve heard it sung all year as Waking up is hard to do. Yeah yeah, just freakin’ hilarious. I get it and appreciate your attempts to help me through this difficult phase with tongue-in-spiritual-cheek laughter oh great Higher Self. :neutral: [If for nothing more than a good laugh, see the 1966 YouTube video of this song below my article so you’re in on the joke too if you’re young and don’t know it.]

Remember I’d mentioned in another article that we’d soon be receiving a December 2014 ‘Gift’, but that we’d most likely not think or feel that it was a “gift” at all while getting it? Well, this is it and don’t we all understand now why it doesn’t exactly feel like a “gift” but like another 2014 kick to the solar plexus or anywhere south of that! Having more of our old lower coal transmuted into crystal-clear diamond also has hurt and been difficult this year but there ya go, and who cares anyway right? It just is what it is and we couldn’t wait to be here to do it!

I also wrote about what I’d perceived at that time to be called The 12 Labors, indicating that every day/degree of 2014 was us moving through another degree of one of the 12 Labors (old mythic symbolism about the “12 Labors of Hercules” which represented a soul incarnating into or working its way through each zodiacal sign—0°Aries thru 30°Pisces—life after life etc. We’ve been living this Process in a NEW and very different way every day/degree throughout all of 2014. Lisa Renee has talked about this in her way this year referring to it as an Alchemical Astrological process.

And while I’m at it I wanted to share something really great and honest that Aluna Joy Yaxkin wrote about in her article, ‘Another Upsurge in the Ascension Bandwidth!’ In it she mentions something that I’ve not heard anyone else have the courage to do and that was mention what she calls the “Blissers” and the “Workers” and how both are needed. If you haven’t read that article yet I suggest you do as it’s great and very helpful. Thanks Aluna Joy. <3

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I wanted to write about some of this in September, October and November 2014, but I was so profoundly swamped, overwhelmed, sleep deprived and utterly exhausted by all the changes happening due to my Mom’s health crisis and my suddenly being unemployed because she was in the hospital and then nursing rehab home until November 1st when they discharged her. Once I brought her home on 11-1-14 the full reality of her stroke and the body and brain/mind damage it’s caused her became my 24/7 reality and I’m still reeling under it all. When she poops now, (how was that for a transition! :lol: ) it’s a damned milestone like no other because doing so has become nearly impossible for her. And then there’s the doctors, the “professionals”. I absolutely must share this one doctor story with you because it’s unbelievable for one thing, plus it’s just way too good to keep to myself.

I’ve learned the hard and messy way that it’s not uncommon for stroke survivors to have a wide variety of side effects from their stroke, one of which is chronic constipation due to the nerves being all jumbled up. To solve this continual problem Mom’s had I was having to resort to giving her one or two laxatives once a week just to help her move her bowels. This has been the situation since September when she had the stroke and was a weekly event during the two months she was in the nursing rehab home. It’s continued here at home with me and my having to mop up after every weekly diarrhea storm.

Where was I…? Oh yeah, a few weeks ago Mom’s primary physician referred us to ‘the top Cardiologist in the valley’  to check the condition of her heart/triple bypass etc. So there the four of us are in his exam room—Mom, me, the Cardiologist and one of his nurses—and I’m trying to get him to understand how severe the situation is with her constant constipation and how I have to resort to using laxatives once a week as poop dynamite and that I’m beyond sick and tired of cleaning up diarrhea everywhere… and I mean everywhere. This is exactly what ‘the top Cardiologist in the valley’ said to me in response to all this. And I quote:

“Well has anyone put a finger up her butt to see if it’s Cancer?”

:shock: I kid you not, that is word for word what this sixty-something year-old Cardiologist said about my Mom having chronic constipation due to the stroke. This is another of those moments when I contemplate if I could actually do prison time for murder… See what I mean? Can you believe it? That one was just way too good to keep to myself, I had to share it with all of you. I have plenty more of that from other “professionals” lately but I think you get the overall demented drift. And to think that I HAVE to buy Health Insurance soon so I too can go to one of these “professional” doctors to look for something I don’t have while they don’t treat me for what I do have while they try to pump me full of toxic chemicals and refer me to other “professionals” to endlessly feed the Medical Machine. How much is the tax fine for not buying Health Insurance for the second year? (I already know cause I checked!)

Move Amongst the Masses & Radiate Your NEW LightLove Forerunners/Wayshowers

After all that stroke poop talk lets get to some of the whys of all this misery, chaos and general BS insanity of the dying old in 2014. During my every other day spent at the nursing rehab home throughout September and October, I repeatedly saw and felt how I was impacting those strangers there, and of course how my going into that low frequency pit of misery called a “nursing home” effected me. After about two hours in the nursing rehab home (2 to 2.5 hours was all I could take every other day) I’d HAVE to leave and go home to recuperate and try to nap for as long as I could. The density, misery and all-around negativity of the nursing home was so great that after two hours in there visiting with Mom, it was all I could do to physically walk from her room out of the huge building and reach my car outside. Seriously, I could hardly walk after time spent in there because it was so profoundly dense, negative and just insane in there (was frighteningly comparable to many old low-level 4D Astral places I’ve been to throughout my life) and it registered as external crushing pressure on my physical body to the degree it was very painful and difficult for me to just stand up straight and walk out of the building. After a few minutes outside I’d start to feel a little better, but it’d still take me hours or a couple of days sometimes to recover from having gone into such a lowly place for so long. The other place that’s effected me in exactly the same way over the past ten years is going into the bank.

My going into the nursing rehab home kicked my butt 95% of the time. However, some days in September and October it didn’t and I was astonished to feel like a pain-free, Light emanating giant walking on air when physically walking into and out of the horrid, dense place. I felt/feel/am huge, massive, tall, wide, strong, powerful and radiant with higher Light. I knew great changes where taking place with my/your/our bodies and Selves during the 2014 fall quarter despite all I was personally going through then. The flip side of this however was the days when I felt (still do feel) utterly beat to hell, exhausted beyond exhausted, depressed by all the insanity and BS, frustrated by the continual need for money to simply survive each month, enraged at the asinine liers and idiots of all ages in any position of control and power over others, and the seeming slowness of the Ascension Process in general. (I can barely get that last sentence out because I know that the Ascension Process is actually happening super fast. The great drag you and I feel comes from the masses, the Collective, making all this seem like it’s happening much slower than it really is.) All in all, great progress is being made by each of us even when it doesn’t seem, feel or look like it from our current perspectives.

Another big aspect of this 2014 amplification and change is that I’ve realized we’re now being directed to, pushed even into walking into and through the masses and effecting, infecting, infiltrating them with our higher NEW Light and growing ability to embody more Divine Love Energy.  We don’t necessarily need to say anything, just walk or stand in line and radiate the NEW Light that we’ve worked so long and hard to embody and anchor into this world and dimension through our physical bodies and selves. Our doing this now is literally altering the energetic frequency and consciousness of those strangers that come near our Light energy or radiation fields. We’re also literally altering places, buildings, structures etc. that we physically go into in the same ways. Remember how we Forerunners/Wayshowers/Lightworkers etc. were needed to physically live in certain land areas during the early years or Phase One of the Ascension Process? Well the same thing is happening again now but we individually are the Light, the Energy, so wherever we go we spread it and influence more and more of the as yet unawakened folks.

I’ve always had this thing about wanting to be in the privacy of my own home when I go through any spiritual/energetic/psychic growth or lesson or tests etc. That’s what I’ve preferred, but not what I’ve always gotten of course. Sometimes our spiritual and energetic Ascension Process Initiations need to take place in very public places and ways because they literally alter the people, the strangers in and around the space we’re in at the time it happens. They are in different ways effected by what I go through, by what you go through via these spiritual energetic changes and other Ascension related Processes. I’ve been living this throughout 2014 with different strangers — realtors, doctors, nurses, therapists, health insurance people, phone conversations, clerks, bank tellers and so on. I can feel how the NEW in me is directly impacting them, either making them feel something they naturally like, or, something they instantly hate and disrespect. This will increase again throughout 2015, so be prepared for dual reactions to your increasing embodiment and expanding radiant field of Light Love Higher Self etc.

There was of course much more that unfolded throughout 2014, but at this point I think we’re all realizing how much we’ve changed individually in just this one year alone… which is a strong indicator of how much more we’ll change throughout 2015! Thanks so very much to everyone for your well-wishes, your thoughts and concerns, your blessed and much needed helpful donations, and your HighHearts and great loving support during these difficult times in 2014. I’ve felt you all and you’ve kept me sane and out of prison. Thought you all needed to know that. :grin: Hugs of great Love and Gratitude.

Denise

December 29, 2014

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