Dealing With Growing Freedom & Growing Separation From Team Dark Influences

The quoted material below is from Carlos Castaneda’s book, The Active Side of Infinity (1998). Carlos Castaneda “departed his definitive journey in 1998”. December 21, 1998, the Sun reached the exact halfway point within the overall Galactic Alignment process. It reached the center or midpoint of the entire Galactic equator space. Many Volunteers/Forerunners/Pathpavers were physically, biologically activated in 1998 and 1999. Carlos Castaneda’s birthday was December 25th. Some left their physical bodies at that time, certain others were physically activated at that important energetic point to more fully enter them. At the end of this long and incredibly important cosmic and galactic transit, our Sun is coming out the other side of having approached, conjuncted, crossed, passed over and is now exiting that conjunction to the entire Galactic equator space in 2017. All of this material is related of course and still ongoing. Anything in bold in the quoted material below was done by me to draw attention to it in relation to the evolutionary Ascension Process and Embodiment Process we’re living.

 

 

“…I did see some strange fleeting black shadow projected on the foliage of the trees. It was either a shadow going back and forth or various fleeting shadows moving side-to-side or straight up in the air. They looked like fat black fish to me, enormous fish. It was as if gigantic swordfish were flying in the air. I was engrossed in the sight. Then, finally, it scared me. It became too dark to see the foliage, yet I could still see the fleeting black shadows.

“What is it, don Juan?” I asked.

“[Long ago, the native sorcerer/shamans of Mexico] discovered that we have a companion for life,” he said, as clearly as he could. We have a predator that came from the depths of the cosmos, and took over the rule of our lives. Human beings are its prisoners. The predator is our lord and master. It has rendered us docile; helpless. If we want to protest, it suppresses our protest. If we want to act independently, it demands that we don’t do so.”

It was very dark around us, and that seemed to curtail any expression on my part. If it had been daylight, I would have laughed my head off. In the dark, I felt quite inhibited.

“It’s pitch black around us,” don Juan said, “but if you look out of the corner of your eye, you will still see fleeting shadows jumping all around you.”

He was right. I could still see them. Their movement made me dizzy. Don Juan turned on the light, and that seemed to dissipate everything. Don Juan said, “You have arrived, by your effort alone, to what the shamans of ancient Mexico called the topic of topics. I have been beating around the bush all this time, insinuating to you that something is holding us prisoner. Indeed we are held prisoner! This was an energetic fact for the sorcerers of ancient Mexico.”

Why has this predator taken over in the fashion that you’re describing, don Juan?” I asked. “There must be a logical explanation.”

“There is an explanation,” don Juan replied, “which is the simplest explanation in the world. They took over because we are food for them, and they squeeze us mercilessly because we are their sustenance. Just as we rear chickens in chicken coops, gallineros, the predators rear us in human coops, humaneros. Therefore, their food is always available to them.”

I felt that my head was shaking violently from side to side. I could not express my profound sense of unease and discontentment, but my body moved to bring it to the surface. I shook from head to toe without any volition on my part. I heard myself saying, “No, no, no, no. This is absurd, don Juan. What you’re saying is something monstrous. It simply can’t be true, for sorcerers, or for average men, or for anyone.”

“Why not?” don Juan asked calmly. “Why not? Because it infuriates you?”

“Yes, it infuriates me,” I retorted. “Those claims are monstrous!”

“Well,” he said, “you haven’t heard all the claims yet. Wait a bit longer and see how you feel. “I’m going to subject you to a blitz. That is, I’m going to subject your mind to tremendous onslaughts; and you cannot get up and leave because you’re caught. Not because I’m holding you prisoner, but because something in you will prevent you from leaving while another part of you is going to go truthfully berserk. So brace yourself!”

There was something in me which I felt was a ‘glutton for punishment’. He was right. I wouldn’t have left the house for the world; and yet I didn’t like one bit the inanities he was spouting. Don Juan said, “I want to appeal to your analytical mind. Think for a moment, and tell me how you would explain the contradiction between the intelligence of man the engineer, and the stupidity of his systems of beliefs; or the stupidity of his contradictory behavior. Sorcerers believe that the predators have given us our systems of beliefs; our ideas of good and evil; our social mores. The predators are the ones who set up our hopes and expectations, and dreams of success or failure. They have given us covetousness, greed, and cowardice. It is the predators who make us complacent, routinary, and egomaniacal.”

“But how can they do this, don Juan?” I asked, somehow angered further by what he was saying. “Do they whisper all that in our ears while we are asleep?”

“No, they don’t do it that way. That’s idiotic!” don Juan said, smiling. “They are infinitely more efficient and organized than that. “In order to keep us obedient, meek and weak, the predators engaged themselves in a stupendous maneuver- stupendous, of course, from the point of view of a fighting strategist; a horrendous maneuver from the point of view of those who suffer it. They gave us their mind! Do you hear me? The predators give us their mind which becomes our mind. The predators’ mind is baroque, contradictory, morose, and filled with the fear of being discovered any minute now.

“I know that even though you have never suffered hunger,” he went on, “you have food anxiety which is none other than the anxiety of the predator who fears that any moment now its maneuver is going to be uncovered, and its food is going to be denied. Through the mind, which after all is their mind, the predators inject into the lives of human beings whatever is convenient for them. The predators ensure in this manner a degree of security to act as a buffer against their fear.”

“It’s not that I can’t accept all this at face value, don Juan,” I said. “I could, but there’s something so odious about it that it actually repels me. It forces me to take a contradictory stand. “If it’s true that they eat us, how do they do it?”

Don Juan had a broad smile on his face. He was as pleased as punch. He explained that sorcerers see infant human beings as strange, luminous balls of energy covered from the top to the bottom with a glowing coat something like a plastic cover that is adjusted tightly over their cocoon of energy. He said that that glowing coat of awareness was what the predators consumed, and that when a human being reached adulthood, all that was left of that glowing coat of awareness was a narrow fringe that went from the ground to the top of the toes. That fringe permitted mankind to continue living, but only barely. As if I were in a dream, I heard don Juan explaining that, to his knowledge, man was the only species that had the glowing coat of awareness outside that luminous cocoon. Therefore, he became easy prey for an awareness of a different order; such as the heavy awareness of the predator.

He then made the most damaging statement he had made so far. He said that this narrow fringe of awareness was the epicenter of self-reflection where man was irremediably caught. By playing on our self-reflection, which is the only point of awareness left to us, the predators create flares of awareness that they proceed to consume in a ruthless, predatory fashion. They give us inane problems that force those flares of awareness to rise, and in this manner they keep us alive in order for them to be fed with the energetic flare of our pseudo-concerns. There must have been something in what don Juan was saying which was so devastating to me that at that point I actually got sick to my stomach.

After a moment’s pause long enough for me to recover, I asked don Juan, “But why is it that the sorcerers of ancient Mexico and all sorcerers today, although they see the predators, don’t do anything about it?”

“There’s nothing that you and I can do about it,” don Juan said in a grave, sad voice. “All we can do is discipline ourselves to the point where they will not touch us.

“How can you ask your fellow men to go through those rigors of discipline? They’ll laugh and make fun of you; and the more aggressive ones will beat the shit out of you… and not so much because they don’t believe it. Down in the depths of every human being, there is an ancestral, visceral knowledge about the predators’ existence.”

My analytical mind swung back and forth like a yo-yo. It left me and came back, and left me and came back again. Whatever don Juan was proposing was preposterous, incredible. At the same time, it was a most reasonable thing; so simple. It explained every kind of human contradiction I could think of. But how could one have taken all this seriously?

Don Juan was pushing me into the path of an avalanche that would take me down forever. I felt another wave of a threatening sensation. The wave didn’t stem from me, yet it was attached to me. Don Juan was doing something to me, mysteriously positive and terribly negative at the same time. I sensed it as an attempt to cut a thin film that seemed to be glued to me. His eyes were fixed on mine in an unblinking stare. He moved his eyes away, and began to talk without looking at me anymore.

“Whenever doubts plague you to a dangerous point,” he said, “do something pragmatic about it. Turn off the light. Pierce the darkness; find out what you can see.” He got up to turn off the lights. I stopped him. “No, no, don Juan,” I said, “don’t turn off the lights. I’m doing okay.”

What I felt then was a most unusual, for me, fear of the darkness. The mere thought of it made me pant. I definitely knew something viscerally, but I wouldn’t dare touch it, or bring it to the surface, not in a million years!

“You saw the fleeting shadows against the trees,” don Juan said, sitting back against his chair. “That’s pretty good. I’d like you to see them inside this room. You’re not seeing anything. You’re just merely catching fleeting images. You have enough energy for that.”

I feared that don Juan would get up anyway and turn off the lights, which he did. Two seconds later, I was screaming my head off. Not only did I catch a glimpse of those fleeting images, I heard them buzzing by my ears. Don Juan doubled up with laughter as he turned on the lights.

“What a temperamental fellow!” he said. “A total disbeliever on the one hand; and a total pragmatist on the other. You must arrange this internal fight, otherwise you’re going to swell up like a big toad and burst.”

Don Juan kept on pushing his barb deeper and deeper into me. “The sorcerers of ancient Mexico,” he said, “saw the predator. They called it the flyer because it leaps through the air. It is not a pretty sight. It is a big shadow, impenetrably dark, a black shadow that jumps through the air. Then, it lands flat on the ground.

“The sorcerers of ancient Mexico were quite ill at ease with the idea of when it made its appearance on Earth. They reasoned that man must have been a complete being at one point, with stupendous insights and feats of awareness that are mythological legends nowadays. And then everything seems to disappear, and we have now a sedated man.”

I wanted to get angry and call him a paranoiac, but somehow the righteousness that was usually just underneath the surface of my being wasn’t there. Something in me was beyond the point of asking myself my favorite question: What if all that he said is true? At the moment he was talking to me that night, in my heart of hearts, I felt that all of what he was saying was true, but at the same time and with equal force, I felt that all that he was saying was absurdity itself.

“What are you saying, don Juan?” I asked feebly. My throat was constricted. I could hardly breathe.

“What I’m saying is that what we have against us is not a simple predator. It is very smart and organized. It follows a methodical system to render us useless. Man, the magical being that he is destined to be, is no longer magical. He’s an average piece of meat. There are no more dreams for man but the dreams of an animal who is being raised to become a piece of meat: trite, conventional, imbecilic.”

Don Juan’s words were eliciting a strange, bodily reaction in me comparable to the sensation of nausea. It was as if I were going to get sick to my stomach again. But the nausea was coming from the bottom of my being, from the marrow of my bones. I convulsed involuntarily. Don Juan shook me by the shoulders forcefully. I felt my neck wobbling back and forth under the impact of his grip. The maneuver calmed me down at once. I felt more in control.

“This predator,” don Juan said, “which, of course, is an inorganic being, is not altogether invisible to us as other inorganic beings are. I think as children we do see it, but we decide it’s so horrific that we don’t want to think about it. Children, of course, could insist on focusing on the sight, but everybody else around them dissuades them from doing so. The only alternative left for mankind is discipline. Discipline is the only deterrent. But by discipline I don’t mean harsh routines. I don’t mean waking up every morning at five-thirty and throwing cold water on yourself until you’re blue. Sorcerers understand discipline as the capacity to face with serenity odds that are not included in our expectations. For sorcerers, discipline is an art; the art of facing infinity without flinching; not because they are strong and tough, but because they are filled with awe.”

“In what way would the sorcerers’ discipline be a deterrent to the flyers?” I asked.

Don Juan scrutinized my face as if to discover any signs of my disbelief. He said, “Sorcerers say that discipline makes the glowing coat of awareness unpalatable to the flyer. The result is that the predators become bewildered. An inedible glowing coat of awareness is not part of their cognition, I suppose. After being bewildered, they don’t have any recourse other than refraining from continuing their nefarious task. If the predators don’t eat our glowing coat of awareness for a while, it will keep on growing.

“Simplifying this matter to the extreme, I can say that sorcerers, by means of their discipline, push the predators away long enough to allow their glowing coat of awareness to grow beyond the level of the toes. Once it goes beyond the level of the toes, it grows back to its natural size. The sorcerers of ancient Mexico used to say that the glowing coat of awareness is like a tree. If it is not pruned, it grows to its natural size and volume. As awareness reaches levels higher than the toes, tremendous maneuvers of perception become a matter of course.

“The grand trick of those sorcerers of ancient times was to burden the flyers’ mind with discipline. Sorcerers found out that if they taxed the flyers’ mind with inner silence, the foreign installation would flee, and give any one of the practitioners involved in this maneuver the total certainty of the mind’s foreign origin. The [alien mind control of these creatures] comes back, I assure you, but not as strong; and a process begins in which the fleeing of the flyers’ mind becomes routine until one day it flees permanently.

“That’s the day when you have to rely on your own devices which are nearly zero. A sad day indeed! There’s no one to tell you what to do. There’s no mind of foreign origin to dictate the imbecilities you’re accustomed to. My teacher, the nagual Julian, used to warn all his disciples that this was the toughest day in a sorcerer’s life for the real mind that belongs to us. The sum total of our experience after a lifetime of domination has been rendered shy, insecure, and shifty. Personally, I would say that the real battle of sorcerers begins at that moment. The rest is merely preparation.”

I became genuinely agitated. I wanted to know more, and yet a strange feeling in me clamored for me to stop. It alluded to dark results and punishment, something like the wrath of God descending on me for tampering with something veiled by God himself. I made a supreme effort to allow my curiosity to win. I heard myself say, “What-what-what do you mean, by taxing the flyers’ mind?”

“Discipline taxes the foreign mind no end,” he replied. “So, through their discipline, sorcerers vanquish the foreign installation.”

I was overwhelmed by his statements. I believed that don Juan was either certifiably insane or that he was telling me something so awesome that it froze everything in me. I noticed, however how quickly I rallied my energy to deny everything he had said. After an instant of panic, I began to laugh, as if don Juan had told me a joke. I even heard myself saying, “Don Juan, don Juan, you’re incorrigible!”

Don Juan seemed to understand everything I was experiencing. He shook his head from side to side, and raised his eyes to the heavens in a gesture of mock despair. He said, “I am so incorrigible, that I am going to give the flyers’ mind which you carry inside you one more jolt. I am going to reveal to you one of the most extraordinary secrets of sorcery. I am going to describe to you a finding that took sorcerers thousands of years to verify and consolidate.”

He looked at me, smiled maliciously, and said, “The flyers’ mind flees forever when a sorcerer succeeds in grabbing on to the vibrating force that holds us together as a conglomerate of energy fields. If a sorcerer maintains that pressure long enough, the flyers’ mind flees in defeat. And that’s exactly what you are going to do; hold on to the energy that binds you together.”

I had the most inexplicable reaction I could have imagined. Something in me actually shook, as if it had received a jolt. I entered into a state of unwarranted fear, which I immediately associated with my religious background.

Don Juan looked at me from head to toe. “You are fearing the wrath of God, aren’t you?” he said. “Rest assured, that’s not your fear. It’s the flyers’ fear, because it knows that you will do exactly as I’m telling you.”

His words did not calm me at all. I felt worse. I was actually convulsing involuntarily, and I had no means to stop it.

“Don’t worry,” don Juan said calmly. “I know for a fact that those attacks wear off very quickly. The flyer’s mind has no concentration whatsoever.”

After a moment, everything stopped as don Juan had predicted. To say again that I was bewildered is a euphemism. This was the first time in my life ever, with don Juan or alone, that I didn’t know whether I was coming or going. I wanted to get out of the chair and walk around, but I was deathly afraid. I was filled with rational assertions, and at the same time I was filled with an infantile fear. I began to breathe deeply as a cold perspiration covered my entire body. I had somehow unleashed on myself a most godawful sight: black, fleeting shadows jumping all around me wherever I turned. I closed my eyes and rested my head on the arm of the stuffed chair.

“I don’t know which way to turn, don Juan,” I said.

“Tonight, you have really succeeded in getting me lost.” Don Juan said, “You’re being torn by an internal struggle. Down in the depths of you, you know that you are incapable of refusing the agreement that an indispensable part of you, your glowing coat of awareness, is going to serve as an incomprehensible source of nourishment to, naturally, incomprehensible entities.

“And another part of you will stand against this situation with all its might. The sorcerers’ revolution is that they refuse to honor agreements in which they did not participate. Nobody ever asked me if I would consent to being eaten by beings of A different kind of awareness. My parents just brought me into this world to be food, like themselves, and that’s the end of the story.”

Don Juan stood up from his chair and stretched his arms and legs. “We have been sitting here for hours. It’s time to go into the house. I’m going to eat. Do you want to eat with me?”

I declined. My stomach was in an uproar.

“I think you’d better go to sleep,” he said. “The blitz has devastated you.”

I didn’t need any further coaxing. I collapsed onto my bed, and fell asleep like the dead.

[When I arrived] home, as time went by, the idea of the flyers became one of the main fixations of my life. I got to the point where I felt that don Juan was absolutely right about them. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t discard his logic. The more I thought about it, and the more I talked to and observed myself, and my fellow men, the more intense the conviction that something was rendering us incapable of any activity or any interaction or any thought that didn’t have the self as its focal point…”

“…The next time I saw him, I instantly jumped to talk about the flyers. I said, “I have tried my best to be rational about this subject matter, but I can’t. There are moments when I fully agree with you about the predators.”

“Focus your attention on the fleeting shadows that you actually see,” don Juan said with a smile. I told don Juan that those fleeting shadows were going to be the end of my rational life. I saw them everywhere. Since I had left his house, I was incapable of going to sleep in the dark. To sleep with the lights on did not bother me at all. The moment I turned the lights off, however, everything around me began to jump. I never saw complete figures or shapes. All I saw were fleeting black shadows.

“The flyers’ mind has not left you,” don Juan said. “It has been seriously injured. It’s trying its best to rearrange its relationship with you. But something in you is severed forever. The flyer knows that. The real danger is that the flyers’ mind may win by getting you tired and forcing you to quit by playing the contradiction between what it says and what I say.

“You see, the flyers’ mind has no competitors. When it proposes something, it agrees with its own proposition, and it makes you believe that you’ve done something of worth. The flyers’ mind will say to you that whatever Juan Matus is telling you is pure nonsense, and then the same mind will agree with its own proposition, ‘Yes, of course, it is nonsense,’ you will say. That’s the way they overcome us.

“The flyers are an essential part of the universe, and they must be taken as what they really are; awesome, monstrous. They are the means by which the universe tests us. We are energetic probes created by the universe,” he continued as if he were oblivious to my presence, “and it’s because we are possessors of energy that has awareness that we are the means by which the universe becomes aware of itself.

“The flyers are the implacable challengers. They cannot be taken as anything else. If we succeed in doing that, the universe allows us to continue…”

Just because this book was published in 1998, doesn’t mean that’s when Castaneda had these experiences and interactions with with don Juan. They may have happened decades earlier, and if I weren’t so tired at the moment I’d check this more carefully. Point is, that many of the terms used in this information are decades old, some very ancient, so it may be helpful to replace some of them with terms we’re more familiar with in today’s Ascension Process (AP) and the Forerunners Embodiment Process (EP).

If you replace the term sorcerers with Forerunners, Volunteers, Starseeds, Blue Rays, Pathpavers, Lightworkers, Lightwarriors of the AP, this information makes more sense. If you replace the term flyers and predators with Archons, negative aliens, negative entities, demonic beings, parasites, Team Dark etc., then this information makes more sense.

If we think of the term discipline used here instead as Soul Contract(s) and/or Soul Missions etc., then some of this information makes more sense in what many of us have experienced with these and other inorganic Team Dark (TD) beings. If we translate sorcerers, through discipline, push the predators away long enough to regrown their glowing coat of awareness to, Forerunners living the AP and now EP long enough to gain and embody greater amounts of Divine Source Light and LOVE Energies, then this information makes more sense.

If we swap-out the terms taxed the flyers’ mind with inner silence, the foreign installation would flee, to intentionally energetically removing TD and their parasitic influences by deliberately and constantly dedicating oneself to one’s current evolution to “ascend” through and then beyond Duality Consciousness and reality, to Unity or HighHeart Consciousness and reality to be free of them and that lower frequency range of reality and consciousness.

If we understand that the alien mind control of these beings comes back, but not as strong, and a process begins in which the fleeing of the flyers’ mind becomes routine, until one day it flees permanently to, you Forerunner, you seeker and embodier of Source Light and LOVE struggling to evolve and ascend the lower levels, will repeatedly be attacked by TD to stop you, derail you, prevent you, or simply exhaust you from doing exactly that. Keep going, never look back, never stop because you are so very close now and soon you’ll be out of range of all of them permanently.

“The flyers’ mind flees forever when a sorcerer succeeds in grabbing on to the vibrating force that holds us together as a conglomerate of energy fields.” Change that terminology to something like, when a Forerunner accumulates enough higher frequency Light Energies in themselves and their physical bodies, they evolve beyond lower Duality and enter higher frequency Unity or HighHeart and begin becoming increasingly Sovereign individually, and TD simply cannot reach those higher levels. If a sorcerer maintains that pressure long enough, the flyers’ mind flees in defeat.” For Forerunners and Embodiers this means that once we’re able to maintain energetic Sovereignty individually and not “fall” back down into old lower levels of frequency, reality, consciousness and emotions etc., not let ourselves be manipulated by any negative TD being(s) or Portal Person human(s) and do this long enough, we successfully cutoff the food and fuel supply from ourselves to TD and they leave us alone; they flee in defeat.

The next thing I want to finally talk about, after going through this in very amplified ways constantly since 2014, is “the flyers’ mind is still with you, it’s been damaged but it’s trying it’s best to rearrange its relationship with you.” I’ve experienced this increasingly every year since 2014, and still am today and will be for a while longer I suspect. And, from what I’ve heard many of you fellow Forerunners say to me in emails and Comments is that you too are, in 2017, just about all… done… with… everything AP related. Believe me, I understand. However, yep there’s a however here, this is that powerful and important point within all of this, or any other Great Initiatic Process, where you’re so freaking exhausted from it all that you just want to lie down and sleep for as long as you can get away with. I remember reading one line in one of Castaneda’s books back in the mid-1970s that hit me like a ton of spiritual bricks because I knew it was true and profoundly important. It had to do with “being impeccable” constantly, no matter what you’re doing or not doing. You could be sitting on your butt staring at the ceiling, but you’d better be doing so as an impeccable being otherwise you’ll probably get knocked to the floor! Once an Initiate, always an Initiate in other words, and there’s no being lax, careless or unaware once you’ve reached a certain level of awareness and energy. And in this lifetime of Galactic Alignment and the AP and EP, many of us incarnated with this fully functioning from birth; others were Coded to have it re-activated at some point within our AP in this lifetime.

What am I really talking about here you may be wondering at this point? How many of you Forerunners have thought about and/or are currently dealing with what life and reality is going to be like once you’re actually free of TD? What are you going to do? What do you really want? What are you going to create? How many of you, especially the Elder Forerunners who’ve been at this most or all of their lives already, are currently exhausted yet bored out of your ever-loving skulls? How many of you are, like I’ve been, having to re-learn how to function and exist without all the TD bullshit negativity and endless interference, parasitism and manipulations? Said another way, some of us are and have been for a few years now having to incrementally learn how to, as don Juan put it, “The flyers are the implacable challengers. They cannot be taken as anything else. If we succeed in doing that, the universe allows us to continue…” Some of us are currently standing, make that teetering on the blissful and hard-earned threshold of the universe allowing us to continue, and we’re a bit dazzled by that fact, not to mention really tired and feeling like we’ve been isolated for far too long. Some of us are looking at the endless possibilities that lay before us, debating what we want to invest ourselves and our Sovereign energies in at this early stage of our and the Process. At the moment, I just want a nap and to come back to this thought after I’m more rested. How about you?

I can clearly see, feel and hear the growing chaos of the old lower patriarchal world below me, but I’m not directly (that’s a keyword there) affected by it at this point. I’ve gotten some altitude in other words as have most (but not all) of you reading this, but the old lower world is eating itself now in 2017 and the energetic pull is wild, frantic and determined to continue at all costs and it still tries to “rearrange its relationship with you”. Old habits die-hard for both sides but don’t stop doing what you always have because you’re so very close to being really free of it all finally. ❤

Denise

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March 2017: I AM One

What an intense and very different time February and March 2017 have been! I’d said repeatedly in 2016 how NEW and different the energies would be once we completed that 9-yearlong cycle culminating throughout 2016, and entered a totally NEW and much higher level and cycle with NEW 1 energies of 2017. But like I’ve also said over these many Ascension Process years, it’s one thing knowing something intellectually and a very different thing actual living it all the way down into the physical. This we’ve been doing like crazy all of March 2017, with some people having serious heavy-duty prep Work throughout February also. I am literally not the same person I was two months ago or two weeks ago and that’s a very positive thing, and neither are some of you reading this, but mercy me this evolutionary energy upgrade was big, different and more intense than anything earlier. Welcome to the NEW in a vastly higher level of being, life, consciousness, responsibility and reality than anything anyone has experienced before in a physical human body.

Because I’ve always believed in teaching about the Ascension Process through sharing my personal experiences with it, I’m going to list some of the events, tests and Initiations I’ve gone through in February and March 2017, because it’s often easier to see, feel and understand complex evolutionary energy processes when one views them in personal, physical settings. This NEW 2017 and beyond Light information and reality is so different and more complex than what any of the different Ascension teachers have talked about before that we’ve all got a lot of NEW Work, NEW material and growing NEW awareness to learn and figure out how to communicate it in linear written form. The best way for all of us to look and feel about it from here on out is with the knowing that we’re on completely NEW higher ground now in 2017, and the ongoing spiritual educations we’re experiencing are matching that. So, open yourself more to all this NEW pouring in now in these NEW to us ways.

As many of you know my mom had a triple bypass related stroke in mid-2014, which translates quite simply into, life changed big-time for us both then because of that and none of it has been easy for either of us ever since. Talk about old lower frequency fears, beliefs, expectations, habits, confusions etc. all suddenly exploded up into your life and emotional self! But, this has been an ongoing Initiation for me and I’ve worked my way through each and every confusing, frustrating, fearful, cold hard issue since 2014. It’s the difficult, painful and scary unknown stuff that holds ones eventual freedom. I didn’t make up this rule, but I’ve certainly learned over the decades that this is how it’s been so just deal with things honestly and quickly so you can continue evolving with less pressures and tests.

I’ve had so many people in my life who had checked out in a variety of ways, such as through drug use/addiction, emotional illness, fracturing of the personality, and this latest one with my mom, dementia and then permanent brain damage via a stroke. I can see how these unaware people have forced me to do whatever Inner Work I needed to on myself throughout my lifetime, and do it clean and sober so every speck of the pains and frustrations, delusion and self-delusions about those people, various deceptions and general insanity was clearly felt by myself and learned from. It was and is, and it has repeatedly forced me into every nook and cranny of my personal basement (lower self, subconscious) where the remaining crumbs of fear, anger, disappointment, guilt, confusion etc. linger. It’s a fact that humans are lazy and that we’ll go way, way around whatever is still in our personal basements that has us chained to some ridiculous something, usually survival related. We don’t want to hurt or be in pain of any kind anymore, so we run from the very things, issues, events, tests and Initiations that are our personal paths to real freedom, real evolution, real spiritual growth and Higher Awareness. We run away lifetime after lifetime, decade after decade, year after year, until 2017 that is when the only way forward is inward.

I’ve always been consciously aware of what these remaining fear items in my basement have been that are connected to my mom. That may sound like a good thing and it is, but it also really adds to the pressure to get to the bottom of it all within myself and be done with it finally. I also knew that these NEW 1 energies of 2017 at this NEW higher level would unbelievably amplify this and any other issue(s) I and everyone else still has within ourselves. It doesn’t matter how small and seemingly insignificant that issue may be because at this point, it’s so profoundly highlighted and amplified by THE LIGHT that it’s unbearable to co-exist with for another minute. Evolution is mandatory if one wants to remain in this ever-growing LIGHT, so strip down to your bare Soul and release whatever it is that’s still tucked in there somewhere like energetic emotional contraband. No one can get away with anything in this NEW LIGHT so don’t cause yourself more pain by trying to smuggle in (knowingly or unknowingly) some low-frequency emotional stuff like fear over money, fear over health, fear over aging or whatever. Fear is old lower 3D school and THE LIGHT ain’t havin’ any of it whatsoever. No can do. This is how only physical Initiates gain evolutionary access to 5D and higher; they have to transmute all their own lower everything, plus a lot of collective stuff too because inner/outer, Self/Others doesn’t exist in this higher level of LIGHT, consciousness and being. It’s all you, individually, and you are all of It. It’s the only way in for everyone, and it’s the ultimate safeguard for All everywhere. No contraband of any type can survive this level of LIGHT so just do it once and for all and be done with it. March 2017 has your back, plus has you in its evolutionary cross-hairs so just do it and finally get yourself free.

Greater 2017 Embodiment Symptoms

Because I’ve lived with physical pains most of my life I’ve gotten used to them, which isn’t a good thing necessarily. I’m just saying I’m used to physical pain, and because of this, I can more easily adapt to more pain when it arrives. Again, not necessarily a positive attribute. But when I get hit long and hard by NEW to me physical pains, and especially when they’re rather strange and unknown to me at that time, then it becomes another test to not slide into fear, worry, self-doubt, confusion etc. over what is going on in my physical body. All of February was this, with March taking it up twenty more notches into the weirdness stratosphere. I mean, there’s been times last year and this where it’s been almost impossible to get up out of my computer chair and walk. It often feels like my bones aren’t there or like they’re too soft to support me and it all hurts, badly for a few unattractive moments as I hobble around painfully, trying to get mobile again.

Sudden sharp stabbing pains in bones and joints. Hip joints, shoulder joints, toe joints, knuckles, fingers and so on. Lower back and spine pains that are fairly severe. Leg swelling. Foot pains. Digestive pains, acid reflux, heartburn etc. Inability to eat anything, or eating something you thought was “safe” at that energetic moment but it still made you feel like you’ve ingested poison for hours. Sometimes needing to eat but nothing sounds good or feels good once you do eat it. And, forgive my crudeness, but lots of “dumping”, no I mean lots and lots of “dumping”, far beyond what you’ve physically eaten. A great and fast purging taking place again, physically and energetically.

In January and February I was waking up every morning with my eyes crusted and tearing and my vision very blurry again. My first thought was that due to all the glorious and much-needed rain we in SoCal got recently, the allergy season is going to be epic and it probably will be, but these eye symptoms were caused by the latest incoming NEW higher LIGHT energies upgrading my eyes, optic nerves and vision etc. even further.

I was also waking up every morning and coughing for a couple of hours from sudden congestion in my lungs. Normally I don’t have either of these eye and lung issues, other than when we’re going through another round of very intense higher level energetic changes. So the first set of side effects/symptoms were in the upper half of my body—eyes and lungs mostly this time but with a few HighHeart flutters and dancing about sensations and pressures also and some head pains and pressures—followed immediately by the other symptoms I mentioned happening in the lower half of my body. I’ve been through this same process dozens and dozens of times over these Ascension years, but in 2017, they’re slightly different, much more intense and with an incredibly fast turnaround time than ever experienced before. Good thing because what a messy mess all this NEW coming in from above and simultaneously pushing out more of the old lower is!

The other day I watched a three-minute long preview video clip by Lisa Transcendence Brown and in it she briefly talked about this upper half and lower half of the body embodying and purging business. It’s always great hearing someone else describe things you’ve gone through yourself for nearly two decades at this point, as it gives you more clarity and ease with living the Process.

Another strange amplification I’ve experienced recently, and I know some of you have too, has been having something small and not very important in the great scheme of things set you off into an EPIC mega freak out rage, to the degree that you surprise yourself with how ferocious and asinine you got over it. 😕 I had this happen a few weeks ago and I could not believe how I instantly exploded over this tiny little something that wasn’t worth all the precious energy I wasted on it. I stood there looking at myself after this explosion wondering WTF was that Denise and why did you do it over that nothingness? I embarrassed myself with this unexpected tantrum that was so extreme in comparison to what triggered it and I was grateful no one but me had to witness me exploding like that! So what was that anyway and how do I not do it again please? I’m going to continue with this because there’s more related material so keep reading and we’ll get to the why of this.

Another not so lovely NEW symptom/side effect I’ve had this year so far has been waking up in the middle of the night sometimes and/or in the morning with instant profoundly negative thoughts screaming in my head in combination to my reentry into my physical body. Some of them were easily recognizable as mine while many of these negative thoughts were other people’s. Great, so why are they in my head and awareness upon immediate reentry of my physical body when they’re not all mine? Keep reading and we’ll combine all these lovelies and explain why many of us are experiencing greater Self and Collective bleedthroughs now.

This next one was and still is a very serious big “issue” deal for me personally, but it’s also a species-wide biggie for humanity too and has to do with the past patriarchal planetary rule and suppression and expulsion of the Divine Feminine across earth and from within humanity for eons. Let me add that if you’re in a female body now during the “end times” of the patriarchal rule on earth, you’ve experienced up close and personal to what degree female humans are regarded, treated, thought of and dealt with by the global patriarchy consciousness. Guess whose had to feel, deal and heal those injustices first? Female Forerunners/Wayshowers/Embodiers/Transmuters.

Very briefly, I’ve had lifelong (65 years up to this recent important change) dreams of being the “victim” of some unknown male(s) “victimizer” chasing me endlessly through dream landscapes, trying to kill me, mutilate or harm me in any way he/they could. This one’s obvious to females so I won’t go into the details over this. It’s just been a long and difficult process for me personally dealing with my own fears and wounds over this constant fact of not being safe in a world run by the other sex, whose unaware that we’ve all been played by Team Dark for eons. Add to this the global Collective suffering, pain, injustice, ridicule and suppression over eons of time on earth and we’re talking about a substantial abundance of female pain and male imbalance and general pain and suffering all around by all.

On March 23, 2017 while waking up from another mandatory pass-out afternoon nap, I clairaudiently heard the words, “…epic defeat on the 29th…”. On January 8, 2017, one of my atomic clocks jumped time again and went into the future to March 29, 2017. For some reason this one feels important to me both personally and collectively; “time” will tell of course but this nap message I heard meant the 29th of March.

Only a few hours later in the early AM hours of March 24, 2017, I had what was for me the third most important dream message/insight because it showed me the progress I’ve made with this planetary male/female “victim/victimizer” negative program and consciousness. This was, this is, a really big deal for me which also means it’s a really big deal for the rest of humanity because it’s One and the same thing.

Take 65 years worth of dream-life running for one’s female life from demented, possessed, fragmented, used-to-be wonderful male humans that now only want to torture, mutilate and kill some female, any female. Take all that if you can and now know it’s been undone, been transmuted, been ended and fully neutralized into the 2017 LIGHT and it’s almost too much. It’s almost too wonderful. Can it really be? Yep it can because it’s just recently been done.

In my March 24th dream, all my lifelong dream-life experiences of trying to outrun, hide from and/or escape the negative male chasing me to harm me or worse was undone by me and it was so very wonderful at long, long last. In this dream I defeated, yes there’s that word again, two (yes this too is important and meaningful and further symbolizes old lower 3D Duality) male humans what were trying to harm two unknown to me females; one of them was East Indian, the second female was Asian. This represented global females and not specific ethnic groups.

My position within this lifelong setting and program or belief system suddenly shifted on March 24, 2017 after nearly two months of very difficult Inner Work and further preparations for greater Embodiment throughout March 2017, and beyond. In this dream I was the Neutral one, the one doing the intervening so that two male strangers couldn’t harm two female strangers. I was no longer—after 65 years of this stuff mind you—the one being attacked, being “victimized” by some demented patriarchal stranger. I AM now the Neutral One, the one whose Embodied enough at this point to no longer be existing within old lower frequency Duality programs, consciousness, energies, timelines etc. internally or externally whatsoever. They have recently been completely dead-ended by me, in the ways I was capable of this month within the Ascension Process that is. I have done this, on my own, but so have many of you reading this recently. ❤ ❤ ❤  This is one big reason why things have hurt so badly lately; we’ve been individually ending our own participation with and within old negative patriarchal world programs and systems fully and completely. The Divine Feminine has returned and this is what it looks and feels like at this moment within the, within OUR individual ongoing Ascension Process. 

The NEW is here now and we’re all acclimatizing as quickly as we can to this fact as we try to find our feet and the ground, if any, under them. This is beyond wonderful and it’s not looking or feeling like what most of us expected it to. Who cares! Divine Feminine has returned via each of us Embodying and further Ascending which means we’ve recently Embodied much more than we fully realize or understand yet.

The 2017 Theme So Far Is

Ongoing integration of all that had been separated while we existed within the old lower 3D Duality reality.

Wow…! While writing that sentence above, I had an intense incoming energy blast enter the upper right side of my head that instantly felt like it pushed me out of my physical body for a few moments. I’ve experienced this before but this time was more potent than others. This too is connected to our individually Embodying more of our Higher Selves in these physical bodies and Selves now, and, every time we do it a bit more, we’re also helping correct the old 23.5° planetary tilt of Earth. As we correct all of our old inner personal “tilt” stuff, whatever they were for each of us individually, our doing so helps Earth reach total vertical re-alignment too.  Massive physical earthquakes are no longer needed to do this, just human Light Beings further Embodying is doing it and so much more.

Okay, that was a nice addition to what I was going to write about anyway. There’s the theme again. 😉 What’s been super highlighted these past two months for me personally has been how much more I’ve evolved into greater Embodiment, meaning that what had been separated before in the old lower 3D life, reality and consciousness etc. is no longer that way for me. I’m now experiencing greater and greater personal inner Unity in ways I couldn’t perceive before. I could intellectually consider them but integrate them bodily and live from that level and frequency? No, but, this is what 2017 is doing to many Forerunners with their individual Embodiment process; greater conscious awareness of and participation with reality from the point of Inner/Outer, Masculine/Feminine, Light/Dark, Individual/Collective, Self/Higher Self, Individual/Universal being unified, integrated, rejoined back into a more natural state and higher frequency. “Home” is now each of us and not somewhere else. WE are HOME, individually, in our own bodies because we did the Inner Work, released the old lower separated, fragmented stuff and dared to Embody more and more to the point that it shifts everything into a higher level of existence, being and awareness. 

19 Hours Later

It’s now 19 hours later because, after I got hit with that incoming energy upgrade to my head and seemingly pushed right out the left side of my physical body, old Team Dark traumas in the left side of my head primarily but my left shoulder and neck area too, the pains became too much and I HAD to shut down and fall asleep quickly. I had intended to finish this article and publish it yesterday, but as we all know, we bend with the Ascension Process, not the other way around! And so, I had to fall asleep a few minutes after that latest incoming head energy hit yesterday and let it do all it needed to within me.

What I felt and perceived about this event was that it was simply another incoming higher Light Energy March 2017 upgrade that entered through my upper head/skull on the right side and traveled diagonally at the speed of LIGHT through my head and body and literally pushed me out-of-body on the left side for a few moments. It was like getting blindsided by another car and that unexpected impact propels you, your body, your car etc. in the same direction the impact came in from. I thought I could continue and finish this article after this head impact happened yesterday but I couldn’t. I had to sleep and recuperate.

After a few hours the pain was gone and I knew that another major old etheric energetic distortion caused by TD to the left side of my head back in 2010, had instantly been permanently removed and Rewired with NEW, higher frequency  energy “gridwork”. This is how fast and continual our individual Embodiment and ongoing evolutionary Ascension Process is now in 2017; every few hours and days something else transpires that evolves us dramatically.

Back to the theme of 2017 for Forerunners.

It’s all about even greater integration within each of ourselves. With the return of the Divine Feminine, most of us have and will continue to be dramatically changed, improved, enhanced by that alone. It feels glorious evolving from the old lower fractured separation of male/female etc. to greater and greater integration which automatically produces more Unity in each of us. And, this is just the start of all this so roll with the cosmic evolutionary punches as best you can and give yourself plenty of downtime, quiet, private time and naps to further integrate and acclimate to the Divine barrage of “upgrades” happening just in March of 2017! You know more is coming…

Because of all this, you are increasingly feeling, perceiving and consciously aware of everything and everyone from a greater and greater state of inner, internal integration and Unity Consciousness. Separating you from You and YOU is getting increasingly less easy to do because you are becoming YOU and rapidly now, and that instantly changes everything all aspects of you, You and YOU perceive and exist within not to mention are able to Create now.

Earlier I talked about suddenly exploding into a gigantic rage over some insignificant something that set you off like never before. That plus suddenly waking up hearing and feeling some of the most negative thoughts and/or emotions you’ve ever experienced in your life. Both of these things have to do with each of our ongoing Embodiment processes and how that causes us to much more easily and readily be able to perceive, hear, feel, see, sense etc. what’s in the human Collective at the moment. Higher dimensional Unity Consciousness and Higher Awareness means each of us are increasingly able to perceive other people, other lifeforms, other Beings, other energies, other Light frequencies, other realities, other dimensions and so on. With that, in the early stages such as what most Forerunners are in now, comes feeling and hearing and sensing much of the insanity and violence in other people on earth. Knowing that just because you/You/YOU can feel, hear and see other people and their emotional energies and emotions and thoughts etc. doesn’t make them “yours”. Just perceive whatever you perceive, discern, learn and keep moving forward. Also know that much of this happens as a result of further Embodying which automatically produces further purging of all the old lower energies, systems, gridworks, beliefs and so on. The one event automatically produces the other event so Embodying higher and purging and pushing out old lower is really ONE and the same continual Process. And, in 2017, this back-to-back Incoming and Outgoing business is nearly instantaneous which can make for some very confusing and dramatic living and reality for a while! Do your best to not be unseated or thrown out of your body over any of it for too long. Get back up, dust yourself off and climb right back into your Divine Embodiment process and keep going because it only gets increasingly excellent from here on out. ❤

Know that this is just the start of more like what February and March was but also know that it naturally gets easier and even faster every time we move up more energy Stair-steps into greater Embodiment, Unity consciousness, Creator-ship, and blessed, blessed Neutrality. Yes it felt like I was coming seriously undone (only because I was! 😉  ) throughout most of March 2017, but so what, that’s part of this whole process. Do your best to evolve and Embody and feel yourself as One because you are, I am, he is, she is each, individually ONE. This has to happen individually, and it is, because this is just how this works. Not everyone becomes “One” at once because everyone is not ready or able to do so at the same time. So each who is ready and able to Embody some more of their Higher Self into this physical body and Self does so and continues doing so over and over and over until you are something very different and greatly improved; ONE individually. Now just imagine what it’s going to be like with multiple individuals who’ve Embodied to the level of being greater ONE-ness in themselves all alive on earth at the same time. Feel into that because that’s what we’re doing now and isn’t that beyond wonderful and amazing. ❤

Denise

March 26, 2017

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Galactic Missions, Soul Purposes, Human Rules

I only discovered Lisa Transcendence Brown a couple of weeks ago, but after watching a few of her recent videos and reading a few of her recent articles, I like her very much. I like the way she expresses higher Light in an earthy, honest and easily relatable way. I also deeply enjoy how she nearly bursts, nearly explodes with happiness LightLOVE when she feels something wonderful and it just radiates out of her. If you’ve read my book The Temple of Master Hotei, you’ll understand why I like and relate to her.

Her March 16, 2017 Super Quantum Energy Report video felt like the perfect message and reminder for All now as the March 2017 Equinox energies arrive and push us up a few more evolutionary energy Stair-steps. Thank You Lisa Transcendence Brown for it. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

March 17, 2017

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Latest Downloads into the Crystalline LIGHT CODE Containers

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It was only twenty minutes after I hit the publish button on my January 29, 2017 article about the Crystalline Light Codes I’d recently Seen, that I got hit hard by the latest Solar transmission downloads. My first thought was, ‘Oh my gawd I feel sick…’ followed immediately by, ‘Thank goodness I just got that article published!’ I can’t tell you how many times it’s the other way around; I’m suddenly incapacitated by the latest incoming Light Energies and can’t write or focus or do much of anything while going through another round of reality rattling compressed evolution. And if the “brain fog” side effect is involved, then it’s nearly impossible for me to write anything, anything that makes sense and has a beginning, middle and intelligible end and is all connected that is.

It’s frustrated me many times over the years that the most important information there is now—the current evolutionary Ascension Process—is oftentimes nearly impossible to write about because 1) one is living it themselves body and soul and 2) because of this one is typically in some level of physical pain and varied mental disarray and couldn’t spell one’s own name let alone write about this extraordinary process! For over ten years, every time I’d start to write an article and/or book material the surrounding neighbors would be manipulated by Team Dark (TD) to go outside and be abnormally loud for as long as possible. It was unbelievable realizing that Portal People were being deliberately used by TD to interfere with me and my ability to write about this topic. Like everything else wasn’t enough, there was deliberate negative interference every time I wrote anything from 2003 on. Just thought I’d share that tidbit of Ascension related joy with everyone. This is however almost nonexistent now so I have no excuses other than occasionally suffering the latest intense energy downloads too. This is our lives, and this is us living them in these amazing times.

On Sunday, January 29th minutes after I’d published my last article, I was hit by the good old Ascension Flu aches and pains, those ice pick-like stabbing, shooting pains that goes all the way down into bones and joints and takes your breath away for two or three seconds, the blurry dry eyes business, the inner ear ringing, the spine and general skeletal structure stiffness and pain and so on. Nothing new about any of this for probably everyone reading this as we’ve gone through this and much more since forever it seems. But, while I was hobbling to the nearest recliner chair on the 29th with my Ascension blankie in hand and quickly downed two Tylenol for the pain, I settled in to experience, feel and view these latest NEW 2017 Light Energies being added to empty facets of those complex Crystalline Light Codes via the recent solar flares, huge coronal hole and coronal winds of the past week.

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Like I said in my other article, the black/white geometric image above was the closest I could find to what I’d Seen in January of these  Crystalline Light Codes or packages. They were not square such as this image suggests, but three dimensional—had height, width and depth— and were Crystals, were Crystalline and were Light themselves.

What I didn’t mention in that first article about them was that every facet in every one of them and there were many millions, was a plane/space that can contain and hold NEW Light energies when they come in. When you use the above image to help you visualize all this, you see that there’s a lot of sections, angles and faces within it for more and more and more NEW Light Energies to be stored in and imprinted on to and this is what’s happening with these NEW 2017 solar transmission downloads.

My physical body has always responded to any and all solar energies in very specific ways with very specific aches and pains so I know when the Sun has done anything energy related because my physical body instantly hurts in highly specific ways. Now the scientists claim that when the Sun produces a flare, a CME, a coronal hole, solar winds escaping from coronal holes etc., that those energies take about three linear physical days before they even physically reach Earth. That’s what the professionals say, but if you’re a sensitive, and most Forerunners/Starseeds/Pathpavers/First Embodiers are, then you FEEL all solar energies (and galactic and beyond) the split second they happen because you exist within the quantum, timeless Now Moment and can feel and perceive things outside linear space-time and have conscious awareness of all this. And, this is just one aspect of being conscious of being a multidimensional Being. Much more to come with all this.

As I laid there feeling beat up and sore from this latest round of incoming solar energies—solar flares and a giant coronal hole expelling solar winds all Earth-facing this past week—I felt and perceived more NEW 2017 Light Codes being added to and stored within these more complex Photonic Crystalline Light Codes that look somewhat like millions of  crystal “snowflakes” of living Light geometry. Based on what I perceived on January 29, 2017, and the next day and a couple more times this week, there were I believe four more facets/faces within these Crystalline Light Codes (packages or containers) that have been embedded with NEW Codes coming from these latest solar transmissions. These Crystalline Light Codes can receive NEW evolutionary Codes/blueprints from our local Sun but also from the Milky Way GC (galactic center), from the Great Central Sun and other locations. This heavy and back-to-back downloading business will continue almost nonstop throughout 2017, because we’ve reached that point where we’re (humanity and Earth) going through tremendous “shifts” and evolutionary changes now that we’ve reached the exit side of the lengthy transit through Galactic Alignment.

In Comments on that first article about these geometric Light Codes, Juliana said she’s also Seen Photon Light looking like vertical falling ‘light rain’ that has changed into looking like ‘shards of crystalline sparkle’. The way I first Saw Photon Light particles also looked, to me at that time, like white colored, same-sized rain falling in the same direction and in unison. I Saw the Photon Light particles like this for many years but it has changed the deeper into it we’ve (Earth, our Solar System and humanity) traveled so far. To me this white colored Photon Light “rainfall” was simply what it looked like at the very outer edges of our entrance into it. But, as we’ve continued being evolved and dramatically changed by the Ascension Process, this Photon Light has become vastly more complex—what now looks to me (and some others) to resemble multiple millions of Crystalline geometric Light Code containers instead of “rain drops” of Light.

The NEW complex geometric crystalline somewhat snowflake-like shapes of these Photon Light particles is caused from our further travel into the Photon Band of Light via this Ascension Process and from our ongoing evolution during this process. The one thing furthers the other thing(s) and vice versa in this complex dance of NEW evolution and NEW creations. What was just Photon Light (I’m embarrassed that I said just !) before has now been made vastly more complex in its structure because it’s being encoded, being imprinted upon, being “labeled” and literally etched by higher frequency Light patterns and LOVE with NEW blueprints of and for this great NEW Evolutionary Cycle. Because of this, these Photon Light particles now look to some of us like stunning crystalline geometric shapes, shards of Light crystals, and Light sparkles enough to cause one to swoon in wonder and amazement. And, I sense, this is just (there, I did it again! just) this particular level and phase of this process and that it will evolve some more the deeper we go into not only the Photon Light Band but also into our own evolution. I sense these Crystalline Light Codes, these container packages of the NEW blueprints that we feel cut into and through us flesh, blood, bone and DNA deep will only evolve into even greater complexities and therefore abilities and potential creations.

Having said all that I can deal with some pain and aching body parts, dry eyes, mental non-functioning, heart thumping and other discombobulations from time to time to get to the level where we’ve fully embodied and adapted to these NEW Crystalline Photon Light Codes of our evolution. Grab your Ascension blankie, your favorite personal self-care tools, your comfiest nesting spot and just let these magnificent millions of crystal shards of increasingly Coded Light cut through you and your body and become a little more of the NEW and greater You. ❤

Denise

February 2, 2017

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NEW 2017 Light Codes

This is one of those articles where I feel it’s necessary to recap some ground we’ve already covered so that where we’re at now carries more meaning and impact. A pull back to view the larger perspective. So forgive me, but I’m going to quickly go through some basics from Phase One of the Ascension Process first. Also, this is another of my articles where using your HighHeart, Higher Awareness and Higher Vision as you read will help you better See, Feel and Know this information from a higher, more vast perspective than we usually have while our heads are down because we’re hard at our individual and group Mission Work.

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Hell On Earth

As you know by now, a very long time ago some Beings got it in their heads that they were God/Gods above Divine Source/the All That Is and could do whatever they wanted, and it’s all downhill from there basically. But due to Free Will in this Universe, events like this are allowed to play out for multiple reasons, experiencing Duality in different forms and ways being primary on that list. There always is however, a time limit, an Expiration Date to every Great Evolutionary Cycle (not talking about just one 26,000 yearlong Precessional Cycle but all of them such as what we experienced during the Expiration Dates of 2011 and 2012) and what takes place during it because Divine Source ain’t stupid and aren’t the rest of us ever-so grateful for that!

So these brazen deluded ego maniacs of long ago intentionally moved away from Divine Source/the All That Is in their incorrect belief that they were Gods—with a capital G—themselves and wouldn’t be playing by the rules because they were above them. This is all fine and dandy until one starts to realize that cutting oneself off from Divine Source like this doesn’t put or keep food on the table, or fuel in the gas tank, or wind in your sails, or energetic juice in your creative endeavors etc. and well, you get what I’m saying. Because of this major unforeseen side effect these Beings discovered after they’d disconnected from Divine Source because they believed themselves to be Gods, they realized they’d have to make up that difference, make up that lack of natural and constant Divine Source in-pouring energies they’d disconnected from through other means. Yep, you see where this sad, dark tale is going. It went to these Beings becoming what I call Team Dark, others call them Archons, the Fallen Ones, negative Aliens, Reptilians, Draconians, Devils, Demons, negative Entities etc., and having to maintain themselves and fuel their distortions and further thefts via becoming parasites and feeding off humans in this specific case. 3D Humans and animals and 2D Elemental Beings and many 4D dead humans (ghosts) and everything else they could figure out how to feed themselves off of plus fuel their pirated creations which were actually distorting many other natural Divine Source systems. Now how’s that for “godhood”? You’ve got to become a parasite and thief for eternity because you can’t do or create anything on your own because you believed you were equal to Divine Source and therefore disconnected yourself from IT. What a reality to spend ones not-alive not-dead Zombie life in for seeming eternity. And you’ve believed all along it was humans that were the zombies.

The sad part of all this is how quickly and easily all Beings adapt to the worst of the worst situations, self-induced or otherwise; Team Dark (TD) did by becoming parasites and thieves to survive their choice to separate from Source, and humanity did it by adapting to TD feeding off from them, believing their endless lies, constant warring on other humans and worse.

But, thanks to those wise preset Expiration Dates in Divine Source’s vast cosmic plans and cycles of evolution, this negative insanity and BS finally reached its “end times”, and in our lifetimes, can you believe that?! Of course you can because a great call went out for any and all ‘Volunteers’ to help on multiple dimensions, in different galaxies and worlds all the way down into 3D physical Earth in particular with this approaching Expiration Date and evict these deeply dug-in monstrous alien vampire ticks, devils, demons & co. When this great call went out, I instantly raised my hand and said, “We’ll go,” and so I/We did. But because what I/We were before we Volunteered to leave our HOME realms, dimensions, Light levels, Angelic levels, star systems, galaxies etc., we all had to drop a lot of our natural Light and descend in every way imaginable to come within frequency range enough to actually incarnate into the 3D physical Earth world and go on to do The Great Work from within that physical 3D system. Major ouch and euw but whatever, we did it we Volunteers, we Lightbeings, we Ascended Masters, we Starseeds, we super Ancients. Then most of us immediately forgot who we really were and why we were in physical body meat suits down here getting beat-up and attacked constantly by the most deranged, horrendous, negative nonphysical, nonhuman Beings AND the local physical Earth humans too! Oh crap, what have I/We done and can I/We book an immediate return flight HOME?

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Nope, we Volunteered to do this and so we did what we came here to do which was evict and remove the negative parasites and their pirated theft of Divine Source’s vast “cable TV service” to intentionally distort and use so they could further feed and fuel themselves beyond what vital life-force they constantly took from humanity and related lifeforms in and connected to this system. Nope, we Volunteered to enter Hell On Earth and then do our part here in the physical dimension to end Hell On Earth and this we’ve done, and may I remind you, faster, greater and larger than the original plan even. This is what happens once We get our shit together while on the job. Once we Volunteers quit crying, whining and panicking over the horrific 3D physical and 4D astral situations we found ourselves in, we are a serious force to be reckoned with. Have you fully realized that yet my fellow Volunteer Forerunners/Starseeds/Pathpavers? If not you need to because Phase Two is here and our Mission Work has changed again and dramatically.

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The Purpose of Photon Light

One very important and automatic aspect to the completion of a Great Evolutionary Cycle is that everything and everyone (ready and willing to evolve at that point that is) on Earth (and elsewhere) starts slowly orbiting into what’s called the Photon Band or Photon Belt of 7D Light, which is an actual place in space that gets traveled through, physically.

When one Great Evolutionary Cycle reaches its Expiration Date, all past energetic and karmic accumulations collected throughout that long cycle must be transmuted, cleared, neutralized and released emotionally, physically and energetically. One person, world or system etc. cannot evolve and “ascend” into the next higher frequency range and Cycle and bring with them all their old lower frequency baggage in the form of karma, wounds, fears, projections, unresolved issues and emotions, imbalances and so on. It’s not allowed because lower cannot exist within higher frequencies and systems on such a scale as this and so, built-in safeguards are in place for all evolving/ascending at these great transition points. One of these natural safeguards is the mandatory cosmic spiritual road-trip through Photon Light because Photon Light automatically transmutes all lower frequencies, individual and collective karma and residual energies from having lived through a Great Evolutionary Cycle at one level and range of experience.

In very simple but correct terms think of the Photon Band(s) of 7D Light that all must travel through at the end of one Great Evolutionary Cycle as one prepares to enter the next higher Evolutionary Cycle(s), one must first go through the cosmic, Initiatic, wipe-the-slate-clean “Car Wash” of higher dimensional Light to remove all the many eons and Ages of accumulated caked-on dirt, dust, mud, rain splatter, gunk, bugs on the windshield, bird poop on the vehicle, dog piss on the tires and all other such collected stuff and junk. The Photon Light literally washes away, vaporizes, disintegrates, purifies, transmutes and removes everything (planets, Suns, entire solar systems etc.) and everyone (humans and others) that goes into and through this mandatory energetic seventh dimensional field of Photon Light safeguard car wash, and aren’t all of us ever-so grateful for that too!

Here’s a link to a 2013 article I wrote at TRANSITIONS about how the Photon Light had looked to me since the dates mentioned in it. If you haven’t seen this old article I suggest you read/view it because those images in it were accurate for that time. The complex geometric image below is as close as I’ve been able to find to what I Saw last week of this Photon Light that’s Coded as it is now. More about this in the next section.

https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2013/06/03/orbiting-deeper-into-photon-light/

 

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Heaven On Earth

We Volunteers/Forerunners/Lightworkers/Starseeds etc. have heard and known about the many NEW Light Codes coming into us and how we embody them and then anchor them into this physical world and NEW grid systems etc. to aid Earth and humanities Ascension Process. Light Codes or Codes of Light isn’t new information for most of you reading this but, as I’ve often confessed, it’s one thing intellectually knowing something and something very different actually living it as an Alchemical, energetic, spiritual, Initiation in and through one’s self and body. I gratefully had this happen again last week, and although it only lasted about three seconds, who needs more time than that when information—aka Light—is received and embodied from Higher Awareness and Being beyond linear time and physical space? You don’t.

When Light/information is perceived like this it typically comes in large blocks of information, not just a linear string of words or even telepathed words from a higher dimensional Being(s) or one’s Higher Self. It typically is a whole block, a chunk or collection of Light “data” meaning you instantaneously perceive visual information combined with related sound info, emotional info and Higher Knowing simultaneously and it only takes a moment to receive, perceive and be forever changed by said block of Light information. This is one way Higher Awareness works; a split-second of massive amounts of higher Light information and emotions and Knowing all hitting you simultaneously and expanding you a bit more than what you were moments before. This is going to increase now for all Forerunners/Starseeds/Volunteers etc. so be ready to be increasingly dazzled by the Light, then turn around and dazzle others with your NEW and updated Light and Light Codes. Divine Source throws out different balls and we Forerunners here in the physical outfield catch those balls by embodying them in ourselves so we’re able to anchor them into the NEW evolving Earth world with its NEW matching grids and be available for the human species and future Earth realities.

Now, here comes the hard part for me which is describing as accurately as I’m capable of, exactly what I Saw, Felt, Heard and Knew from what I experienced last week while standing in a parking lot in front of a Bed, Bath & Beyond admiring the recent heavy snowfall in all the surrounding mountains. (I spent three hours combing through hundred of images and photos and vector images online in a futile attempt to find just one image that somewhat resembled what I Saw so you’d have a physical visual image to use and feel off from as you read this article. After all that time and work, I only found one image that came close to what I Saw and it’s the white geometric shaped image above. Sorry I couldn’t be more exciting than this, gawd knows I tried, but until more people can See higher frequency energies, beings, codes and such, and/or people like me who can See learns how to draw, this is as good as it gets at this time. Frustrating.)

Last week I had to get out after our two months of heavy rain here in SoCal (a big deal after many years of drought and extreme heat) and get some shopping done and running into Bed, Bath & Beyond was on my list. That day was pristine outside after the extended heavy cleansing rain and the mountains on all three sides of the valley I live in were/are covered in heavy snow making the entire scene rather breathtaking, especially under the Photonic engulfed Sun and near stellar-like sunlight. As I stood there in the parking lot taking in all that freshly washed and scrubbed Nature and physical beauty, everything suddenly shifted and I Saw millions of small-sized crystalline geometric Photonic Light Code containers everywhere. I Saw them and simultaneously Heard, Felt and Knew a decent bit of information about them and what they are now in January 2017, in relation to the Ascension Process and the Forerunners Embodying these newest Light Codes into themselves, their DNA and cells.

Needless to say it was a stunning visual because these multiple millions of Light Codes somewhat resembled the white geometric image above but were living crystalline with super sharp geometric angles everywhere. There were no soft, round edges on any of them, only razor-sharp crystalline shard-like geometric shapes that, when they lightly came into contact with one another made the most beautiful pristine, crystalline sounds that reminded me somewhat of those Chinese glass wind chimes. They tinkled and rang out like tiny heavenly crystal bells when one or more of them touched each other, which they did repeatedly everywhere. It was heavenly, divine, magical, surprisingly sharp and intense but beautiful in a very different higher frequency way. Beautiful in a star-like stellar way, a higher dimensional way which is exactly what it was, is, here now in our physical NEW Earth world.

Because the sound they made when they touched one another was so other worldly, I also hunted online for wind chimes and sounds of wind chimes that came close to what I heard. I found one site that makes wind chimes and has short recorded audio of each of them so you can decide if that’s the wind chime for you. I’ll add that link at the end of my article because it was fun listening to many of them and how some of the sounds caused my Third Eye (Pituitary) and Crown (Pineal) to literally reverberate while listening to them.

They Felt like most higher dimensional things and beings do; full of Light LOVE, not old lower 3D ego-based love. Not remotely like that! This one is hard to describe only because most people have believed that higher Divine “LOVE” is all warm and fuzzy when in fact it’s just the opposite. It’s powerful and intense beyond what most of us can imagine yet. It often Feels like IT is so huge, so powerful, so intense that just being near IT, near LOVE will tear the flesh from your bones and rip the insulation from every nerve in your body and being! IT is something that one has great respect for because IT is what IT is and not some puny, watered down human version. IT is fierce in its potency and purity and in the early stages such as where we Forerunners are now, we’re just getting reintroduced to IT/LOVE again but from the position of being in physical bodies which changes everything! Hence why there’s the need for a whole bunch of energetic Stair-step we all have to go up so that the sheer intensity of LOVE doesn’t obliterate us on the spot.

Where was I? Oh yeah, Feeling these 2017 Light Codes packaged in geometric Crystalline Photon Light shapes singing away as they lightly tap each other while flying through the space all around, in and through each one of us now.

I questioned why these Light Codes were packaged in such sharp angled shapes with no soft, round edges anywhere. The immediate Knowing I got about this was that this is the Divine Feminine, undiluted and unrestricted and in ITs natural state at this point for us and physical reality. Gird your frontal lobes folks! Joking, we’re evolving and will adapt to the Divine Feminine being back  in this higher frequency, stellar-like, no distorted or diluted anymore way. The Divine Feminine is so much stronger and more fierce than most would believe and is nothing like what’s been fed to humanity about IT, HER by Team Dark in the past. Reality is ringing, loudly now, and will only continue to get louder so adjust to this NEW facet and energy because it’s really big, important and long-awaited.

While perceiving this I also knew that these images I was Seeing, Hearing and Feeling in this physical world are the latest NEW Light Codes of the NEW cycle of 2017’s 1 energies. They are literally going into our physical and energetic bodies and being Embodied by the Forerunners now, and because this is NEW higher frequency energies and Codes etc. than what we’ve gone through already, many of us have been feeling some moments of sudden sharp, ice pick-like stabbing pains in different parts of our bodies, bones, joints, muscles and nerves. It sometimes hurts a bit when those super sharp geometric crystalline Photon Light Codes overflowing with the living Divine Feminine energies enters ones body and nervous system. These Light Codes—like most others—cut through the dross, cut through the old lower Codes, structures and systems from the past Evolutionary Cycle like crystalline knives with zero compassion over any pain it may cause because this is about evolution into higher frequency Light and matching systems and realities and nothing else. Just do it in other words.

Breath, rest, spend time every day being still, and give thanks and gratitude for being able to experience and Embody such profoundly advanced energies and NEW Light structures (Codes) into your physical body and incarnate Self even though it’s often momentarily painful. The merging of Higher and Lower not only continues individually but expands in big ways in 2017.

I also Saw and Knew that these crystalline Light Codes will be added to throughout 2017, most likely around the Equinoxes and Solstices. I Saw more Codes easily being added to these crystalline geometric shapes (containers) in what’s today empty spaces in them much like when we add a new program to our computers. Every time there’s another Energy Wave in 2017, it means more NEW Light Codes are being added to what’s already there today in us. Expansion, greater higher consciousness and abilities etc. in other words and in fairly large chunks at least four times in 2017, as this is what’s planned this year as of this writing. Things may change of course so stay flexible because anything can happen with these NEW 1 energies at this higher level.

Okay, I’m getting tired and need to wrap this up and get horizontal for a bit. It’s important that it’s published today, the last 1-11-1 energies of January 2017, and is why I’m pushing myself instead of just finishing up tomorrow. On High calls, we respond and do our best.

Before I forget, I’ve been awakened by and also have just seen huge flashes of brilliant white Light with my eyes closed at night in the dark. It was so large and bright I thought it must have been a physical light turned on in my bedroom. But, once I opened my eyes I saw it was still totally dark in there (I have thermal blackout drapes) and I realized that what I Saw was both “me” and more Light being Embodied by me. Many of us have been seeing and Seeing flashes of brilliant white Light lately and some of it is caused by these NEW crystalline, geometric Photonic Light Codes being Embodied by you Forerunners.

And lastly, if you want really great information about the Photon Light, Photon Bands and Earths entry into it and when etc., I suggest you buy Barbara Hand Clow’s (2010 revised) book Alchemy of Nine Dimensions: The 2011/2012 Prophecies And Nine Dimensions Of Consciousness. Each chapter is about a dimension and the eighth dimension, 8D, is about “…Within the photon bands, 8D ‘thought waves of light’ step down by octaves into lower frequency 7D sounds waves…”

This is some of what I Saw, Felt, Heard and Knew when I perceived these latest NEW crystalline geometric Photonic Light Codes being Embodied by many of us now. Welcome to 2017 Forerunner and thanks for your continued Great Works. ❤

Denise

January 29, 2017

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Some Great Quotes From Some Great Ascension Teachers

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On this last day of 2016, it felt correct to share a few old and recent Ascension related quotes from a few Ascension Teachers/Writers. I know I’ve left out many, plus simply haven’t been aware of many great others too. The few quotes below are some that meant something to me at the time over these many difficult Ascension years. It seems like the perfect time to re-read them now, moments before we enter the 1-1-1 energies and space of January 1, 2017.

This transition from one Ascension Process phase and frequency level to a higher one we’re taking now is more important than any of the previous ones in my opinion. Castoff, release the old, spread your Phoenix LightLove wings and fly your HighHeart Self into the NEW. Thank each and every one of you that have worked continuously internally, and typically under the worst of conditions, to bring about this profound evolutionary shift for All. Happy NEW Year. ❤ ❤ ❤

Denise

December 31, 2016

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86x72 goldgem heart‘Never will so much have been achieved by so few for so many.’  Nicolya Christi, 2016.

86x73 silverblack heart‘Less than one half of 1% of this planet has to make these choices for a fully changed planet to occur.’  Kryon, 2009

86x71 goldblack heart‘Behind the scenes, heroic battles wage the likes of which have never been seen on this planet before yet go completely unnoticed by the people who will ultimately benefit from them the most.’  Scott Mowry, 2012

86x73 platinum heart‘The Light glows in the Darkness. Team Dark felt us incarnate into physicality before most of us (Forerunners, Starseeds, Blue Rays) even consciously remembered them.’ Denise Le Fay

86x72 goldgem heart‘Those awakening to remember themselves as multidimensional light-beings and becoming a part of the collective Starseed grid network on this Planet tend to be the targets for these dark forces and their technologies, such as methods used for electronic harassment.  The energy of a highly conscious human being creates a frequency signal that activates the radar screen of awareness at the center of control for dark consciousness.  Once on the radar screen of darkness, darkness places a tag, artifact, attachment or cord on the enlightened being to track them and determine if they are a threat to the survival of the ego predator mind, and the type of self-awareness that the darkness represents as a consciousness.’  Lisa Renee, 2016

86x73 silverblack heart‘You will see how knowing darkness is the key to maintaining awareness in the light of the Photon Band.’ Barbara Hand Clow, 1995

86x73 silvergem heart‘Stronger souls tend to make transcending the lower levels as difficult as possible.’  Sandra Walter, 2015

86x72 goldgem heart‘Light is information; Love is creation.’  the Pleiadians channeled by Barbara Marciniak.

86x73 silverblack heart‘Ascension is not a spiritual path, it is a galactic one.’  Lauren Gorgo, 2010

86x71 goldblack heart‘We cannot manifest and exist in an energy if we are not being it!’  Karen Bishop

86x73 platinum heart‘Vibrating higher creates an intolerance and inability to be part of the old.’ Karen Bishop

86x72 goldgem heart‘Just look at us. Everything is backwards, everything is upside down. Doctors destroy health, lawyers destroy justice, universities destroy knowledge, governments destroy freedom, the major media destroy information, and religions destroy spirituality.’  Michael Ellner

86x73 silverblack heart‘Humanity has been genetically modified and socially engineered to be slaves, war-mongers, predatorial and violent in order to remove the empathy and collective spirit that connects us with our own species and interconnects us directly with the Godhead.’ Lisa Renee, 2016

86x73 silvergem heart‘Because people experience relief from their perception of belief, they will fight tooth and nail to protect their belief rather than be a knower of the truth.’  Lisa Renee, 2010

86x71 goldblack heart‘The Separation of Worlds delineates the morphogenetic blueprint barrier between first density creations in the third dimension, and second density creations in the fifth dimension and above. There is a bifurcation in the planetary field between creations or bodies formed in the third dimensional frequencies in telluric matter, and those creations and bodies formed above those frequencies. Essentially, there is a frequency split occurring at the subatomic level of the blueprint of consciousness that is inherently connected to everything in creation. There are groups of humans that are connected to a third dimensional morphogenetic blueprint, and there are groups of humans connected to a fifth dimensional morphogenetic blueprint. Further, the first Ascension waves of Starseeds and Indigos are holding a blueprint beyond the fifth dimension where the GSF (God, Sovereign & Free) timelines for full liberation of consciousness exist.’  Lisa Renee, 2015

86x73 platinum heart‘You the Blue Ray are all about water, flow, feelings, emotions, the Sacred Feminine and healing.’ channeled by Shekina Rose

86x72 goldgem heart‘For ascending is about moving from a mind-based reality and ascending into a heart-based reality.’ channeled by Celia Fenn

86x73 silvergem heart‘The mind is old news. The mind is tired and worn out and you know it. The mind has been overworked, overused and over empowered. But feelings are what it’s all about.” channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe

86x71 goldblack heart‘Do you understand how hard it it for us to look at you sometimes and see the pain that you experience because you cannot remember who you are?’ the Group channeled by Steve Rother

86x73 silverblack heart‘The Shadow Self is what you have to move through to get to the fruits of the Higher Self.’  David Wilcock

86x73 silvergem heart‘We need not intentionally send love to another as this is much to deliberate and contrived. We will naturally be love in itself, as the ascension process produces this state all on its own.’  Karen Bishop

86x73 platinum heart‘You have decided to step into a new reality and create this as you move forward, to create the path beneath your feet before your foot hits the ground.’  the Group channeled by Steve Rother

86x72 goldgem heart‘I feel the same happens on earth, people are possessed, tagged, tracked and mind controlled from their base desires and ego beliefs. The Controllers try to hook the big fish, someone who has influence or power over others as the yield is good.’ Lisa Renee

86x71 goldblack heart‘There is no fear for you are in the very essence of God Itself, that which is the essence and mind, the heart and the soul of the Divine. You are in completion with that which you are. You are the individual expression of the Godhead and the Godhead is the collective expression of All That Is.’  Cosmic Awareness channeled by Will Berlinghof, 2012

86x73 silverblack heart‘We are a fractal of the big picture; we accelerate the Global Shift with inner transformation.’  Sandra Walter, 2016

86x73 platinum heart‘We are in essence, in a struggle between human EMPATHS and alien hybridized humans and extra-dimensional aliens that are NON-EMPATHS.’  Lisa Renee, 2016

86x73 silvergem heart‘You it is whom we the ascended master realm and the angelic realm rely upon.’ Hilarion channeled by Marlene Swetlishoff, 2016

86x72 goldgem heart‘The path of the Initiate is to reach upward for the highest potential, regardless of what may or may not be happening around him or her.’ Hathors channeled by Tom Kenyon, 2010

86x73 silvergem heart‘Ascension is a do-it-yourself affair.’  Sandy Stevenson

86x71 goldblack heart‘Multidimensional realities appear when the ego is transcended.’  Raymond Mardyks

86x73 silverblack heart‘Your world is readying itself for multidimensional interactions with other forms of intelligence.’ Pleiadians channeled by Barbara Marciniak

86x73 platinum heart‘There will be no more closet Lightworkers!’ the Group channeled by Steve Rother

86x72 goldgem heart‘We all decided to do fall from oneness a LONG time ago, because as odd as it sounds now, we got bored with oneness. We moved into more and more off-shoots of multiple perspectives or omni-perspectives. This relates to the nervous system (massive tree) I spoke about earlier. Some of us remember this “fall” kicking and screaming all the way into your body… And these are the ones that will most likely read this today. We have learned all we need to regarding separation. It is time to come home now!’  Aluna Joy, 2016

The Slow Merging of Higher & Lower Selves in the Physical Body & Incarnate Self

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There’s been periods throughout 2016 when I knew my physical body and DNA were rather dramatically evolving again. My first human thought usually is if any of these weird changes I’m feeling are age related, and no doubt some of them are, however most are added changes due to it being the third 9 energy year (2016) within the Ascension Process and Galactic Alignment.

heart icons 12I’ve been very aware of some of these changes because the way my physical body responds to certain things, usually emotional things, is wildly different from anything I’ve experienced in my life. The first time I felt this was early in my physical, biological Ascension Process around 2000. I was driving and my Mom said something funny and I laughed out loud. Nothing unusual about that except that I was instantly shocked by the dramatically increased amount of energy in me and my body when I laughed. To me it felt and sounded HUGE and I was surprised, confused and slightly embarrassed by such amplified force blasting out of me through my laughter. I’d never felt that before because it had never existed before and it was a really startling change.

After some time I realized that what I’d felt, and from my perspective heard, was a tremendous increase in the amount of energy I had within my physical body, and when I laughed it felt and sounded massive and unusually loud and powerful. It took some getting used to this sudden change in how much “voltage” I suddenly had running through me and my physical body back in the early days of the Ascension Process. Of course this Process has never stopped or ended since then, but continued and increased in the amount of Light Energy I (and you reading this) was consistently taking on and embodying as I energetically climbed these many evolutionary Ascension Stair-steps over the years and decades.

heart icons 12Decades ago my Mom told me the story about when I was a baby all she had to do was lay a blanket on the floor, put me in the middle of it, and I would not leave the blanket. After she told me this, I told her why I didn’t leave the blanket and it was because I was afraid to and would not crawl out into the “world” because I knew from infancy where I was and how unsafe life on 3D Earth really was. That’s a difficult burden to carry from infancy and not have it crush or break you in any way(s). The only other person I’ve read talk about being consciously aware of where they had incarnated is Inelia Benz, and she said she cried uncontrollably for days before their family doctor had to sedate her. My personality—plus my conscious memories of many Team Dark “monster” beings—has been to go into stealth mode so the “monsters” of this world and beyond hopefully wouldn’t notice or sense me down here, quietly immobile on my blankie! Scream and cry and make a lot of noise and commotion? Not me, I’d do everything I could to become invisible and literally fly under Team Dark’s (TD) radar as much as I could get away with for as long as I could. That is why I never left the blanket as an infant. Different story the older I got however because, like it or not, I was/am a ‘Volunteer’ and I had/have a job to do while incarnate here during this very important Ascension Process and evolutionary shift out from under those very “monsters”.

heart icons 12Another important life awareness and early memory I’ve had since age two or three years, was a time when my Mom and Dad were driving the three of us somewhere. Keep in mind that this was back in the early 1950s and baby carriers and car seats etc. didn’t exits. Because it evidently was a longer than usual drive we were taking, Mom had laid my crib mattress in the back seat of the car, covered it in blankets and surrounded it with protective pillow barricades for me. It was my own little travel “nest” in the back seat of their car.

At some point during this drive I felt a never before experienced emotion and physical body sensation that was powerful enough to cause a two-year-old to remember and recognize it for life. What I suddenly felt was an all-encompassing sense of safety, security, empowerment, peace, physical comfort, emotional comfort, spiritual comfort and HighHeart memory of and direct sensations of with Higher nonphysical HOME. It was blissful in those rare moments, those highly unusual feelings of being utterly safe, protected, nurtured, loved, LOVED, comfortable and consciously aware that I was a multidimensional being that existed simultaneously in higher and lower frequency dimensions and “realities” while being very young Denise incarnate in physicality, again.

I’m stressing how real this was on both emotional and physical levels because I, as Denise, had never felt safe, secure or comforted being reincarnate on physical 3D Earth now! The profound extremes between feeling like constant prey in the Dark physical Land of Evil Monsters, and, feeling that Divine Source had my back was a terrible, lovely, disturbing contrast, especially for a very young child. But, such are the lives, experiences and awareness of most Forerunners/Starseeds/Wayshowers/Higher Frequency Beings of Light in what’s been incomprehensibly negative and Dark for so very long.

universalheart5I’ve mentioned many times how very difficult life has been for me since early 2014, and 2015 wasn’t any improvement either but more about dealing with all the changes caused by my Mom’s sudden 2014 stroke and subsequent worsening dementia. Things, situations, places, people and ways of life have been winding up, winding down, imploding, exploding, falling away, disappearing and dying and all of it has been part of this Ascension Process. A few days ago I was reviewing the years from 2014 to now, the end of 2016, and it’s honestly been hard to grasp in its entirety. 2014 and 2015 were wild years of sudden and dramatic change and I know this isn’t remotely over yet. December 2015, the first energy “Wave” of that year began for me very differently from all previous Ascension Process years and decades. Last December 19, 2015 I suddenly felt like I had a seven foot-long spear going through my physical body at and through the upper chest area at the HighHeart. Needless to say it was amazingly painful as my HighHeart and surrounding area went through greater evolutionary changes.

I’ve often been able to clairvoyantly See the different evolutionary higher Light energies coming into this dimension and my physical body as lines of Light. Back in 1999 and the early 2000s, I could See these different lines of Light coming into my body and/or my head in very specific angles and degrees, somewhat like laser lines of evolutionary Light, that needed to enter the body and/or specific organs and chakra areas etc. in highly specific geometric angles. Some of these lines of Light would connect with another line of Light, usually at endocrine glands but not always, again in highly specific angles and directions etc. that were intentional, not random or accidental. I’m not very familiar with Chinese acupuncture and meridian lines in the human body etc., but what I’ve clairvoyantly Seen over the decades of these Ascension Process lines of Light entering my body and head have reminded me of a type of Divine geometric Light  “acupuncture” energies let’s call it, that further activates certain DNA to evolve, change and expand at specific times and so on. Said another way, these very high frequency evolutionary lines of Light enter us, our bodies and consciousness, our body “grid”, our consciousness “grid”, our emotional HighHeart “grid” so to speak, at specific angles and directions that are sixth dimensional (6D) and geometric.

So if you too have clairvoyantly Seen a line or lines of Light energies coming into your body and head at clearly defined angles and intersecting with other lines of Light, then you know that there’s a higher blueprint being followed and overlaid on and within us and we call it compressed evolution. If you can See it, it’s rather stunning in its perfection and clarity despite how often it makes us feel! Lead to Gold…

Since November 2016 I’ve had this same sensation of a seven foot-long spear (line of Light) going through my HighHeart, upper chest area of my physical body. My beloved cat partner entering his death process and suddenly dying last month didn’t make that any easier to endure and things have felt like unseen bombs have continuously gone off left and right, red and blue, light and dark ever since. Put quiet simply, it’s been really horrible in multiple ways for a long time now. Like I needed to even say that to the people reading this! 🙄

universalheart5Having said all that I need to quickly add that off and on since December 2015, I’ve very much felt this growing sensation in me and my physical body that clearly lets me know that tremendous evolutionary progress is being made in between the explosions and pains of our current lives. Like my experience as a two-year-old in my little “nest” in the backseat of my parents car, I have been clearly feeling that old familiar sensation of HOME now in me, in my physical body, right here, right now. This is, from my current perspective and level of awareness, the ongoing merging of my Higher Self with my Lower Self in Denise’s physical body and incarnational timeline during this Ascension Process. Hot damn kids, we’re doing it! 😀

So far to me this ongoing merging process feels like increasingly being at ease, at peace, empowered beyond belief, safe, comfortable, in love/LOVE with self and Self and Source because they are all One within me and my physical and energetic bodies and evolving consciousness. So too for you reading this but it probably feels a bit differently to you and that’s normal and to be expected.

But, if you’re also feeling a strong and constant growing inner sensation of being comfortable in your skin; of growing personal Sovereignty; of increasingly being out of range of TD and their influences; of not being able to relate to the old world or have any interest in it whatsoever other than to put it out of its misery once and for all, then you’re feeling the merging of your Higher & Lower Selves taking place IN you and your body and HighHeart. And yes it’s blissful, timeless, and yes it is crazy painful sometimes but who cares because it’s happening, for real! Higher HOME is here now—in the early stages—in many of us and it’s why there are those moments of timeless bliss and hanging with Source because Source and Self are merging and becoming One within each of us. Just imagine what reality will be like with hundreds of thousands or millions of Source-as-Self connected Sovereign human Light beings living and creating on 5D Earth.

universalheart5  All this sounds so wonderful, and it is, and yet this cusp-like, transitional between two worlds and levels of being, consciousness and reality really gets to be way too much sometimes. Off and on all year I’ve had more periods where I was so not of this world feeling and functioning that it was all I could do to go out into it and forage for groceries and toilet paper and have to actually physically speak to another human being! Off and on all year I’ve had times where I couldn’t string a sentence together well enough to communicate with a physical human. Typing is easier thank gawd but this is no way to have to exist, this half-in and half-out sort of business. This I AM Divine Source yet I still have to interact with repulsive unaware humans existing and functioning in old lower TD’s frequency range and are totally mind controlled and not to be trusted for a second. How long can this insanity and tension-filled gaping gap continue? Not long because I don’t want to do it for starters. Another big shift is close now thankfully because it’s impossible to be in bliss while driving your car or interacting with a cashier somewhere just like it’s nearly impossible to have to interact with unaware humans that honestly believe they’ve got it all figured out, are so clever and powerful and think you’re easy prey. Give me strength to be Neutral and unaffected by the silly shit in all its diverse forms…

There’s a lot going on now as we all knew there would be at the end of this third 9 energy year of completions. I’ve had to spend a lot of time almost every day laying down doing nothing and being very still while this merging continues. It will get easier but until it does, rest often, sleep whenever you need to no matter what time of day or night it is, eat what and when your body needs the fuel, be alone while this massive spiritual, energetic and physical evolution unfolds in you and your body, always move among the human zombies with Higher Awareness, and radiate your Light like crazy around the humans waking up and feeling their HighHearts birthing within them now. 2017 will be tons more of this for many more people so be ready for it and much more as best as you can. ❤

Denise

December 7, 2016

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