It’s Okay If August 2017 Is Difficult

A quick note for any who, like myself, have had a harder time of it since this specific phase activated on August 3, 2017. It’s okay if this hurts, if you feel like you’re not doing such a “great job” of it all, if you feel alone in what you and only you are currently experiencing. We all are in our own unique ways and I want everyone to realize that it’s okay to not look, feel, sound and occasionally act like a golden movie star super model rock god whose got it all together at the moment. That’s old lower frequency distorted BS consciousness so shake it off and keep evolving and Embodying.

What we’re doing, what we’re going through now is a wonderwork on every level and aspect of being which means it’s perfectly okay to experience, feel, encounter, be confused by, be frustrated by, be tremendously uplifted by, hurt from and LOVE every bizarre, outrageous, painful, shocking, never-before-experienced moment of all this. It’s okay, just keep moving through it and don’t think less of yourself or anyone else for experiencing some difficulties and pains and related weirdness because of what’s happening now to each of us. When you honestly share what you’re experiencing and that its oftentimes painful and/or difficult etc., lower ego consciousness people instantly believe you’re doing something “wrong” and that’s why you’re experiencing pains and difficulties. That’s the only range of awareness low ego consciousness is capable of perceiving so of course they find fault in others due to their lack of greater awareness and understanding. These people are however experiencing these mega August 2017 changes taking place too but at the developmental level (Stair-step) they’re currently vibrating at internally and externally.

Since August 3rd I’ve had some pretty outrageous physical experiences and encounters with other people, multidimensional visions, emotions, on and off again tears, come and go depression, periods of interference from the lower frequency and consciousness world and certain matching frequency Portal People in it, unwanted rapid-fire thoughts pummeling again, body and especially structural (bones, joints, spine etc.) body pains and more. I could write a small book about what I’ve experienced, seen and better understood since August 3rd, and we haven’t even reached the big August 2017 Solar Eclipse yet! And I know that if I’m having some difficulties and “tests” to push, to pressurize me into greater release of more of the old lower world and timeline and whatever remaining low-frequency stuff born of it, then so are many others. Also, there is no more down time, no more time off, no more off time, no more sliding back into old lower frequency parasitic ways of having someone or waiting for someone else to do it for you. Becoming sovereign means exactly that; becoming Source-Self-Contained constantly. Time to put on our big boy Divine pants and step into NEW Creator-ship individually.

I’ve also been having rapid-fire, crystal-clear, very close in my face type visions since the 3rd. I’ve experienced this many times before during the really large Shifts like what’s happening now. It’s like a bomb goes off in the old lower levels which blasts a lot of usually unseen beings and other things and structures etc. up and out and as they’re all flying around in the Light, you get to See them and vice versa as they fly past all super angry (and some completely surprised) at having been evicted from their long hidden locations in multiple dimensions and timelines.

Well over a decade ago I experienced multiple up close Mind’s Eye visions like this of a few nonphysical Reptilian beings. Back then they wanted to make contact with me in this way where they intentionally revealed themselves through a controlled by them up close, eye-to-eye type small etheric window. They wanted me to See them back then and I certainly did! What’s interesting to me with these up close visions I’ve had since August 3, 2017, is that the shoe is on the other foot now and it’s these negative ancient Beings, ETs, Devils and Demons that are being removed and/or going extinct in many cases. This aspect is not my personal Mission Work at this time but has been in years past, now however it’s to view some of them on their way out and away for good.

Don’t get hung up on the is it mine, is it hers, his, theirs type thinking about this or anything else. Is it mine personally? Yes. Is it theirs? Yes. Is it ours? Yes. Is it others? Yes. Is it All of ours from everywhere? Yes. And this is its “End Times”, its Separation of Worlds & Timelines from what has been for a very long time and some of us get to See and are needed to personally witness and energetically record these events for others for more reasons than I’m aware of or want to think about at this point. Think etheric Scribes; think etheric videos of time spent in foreign lands, dimensions and timelines; think Soul Records Departments and such. It doesn’t matter all that much at this point, only that it’s happening, and if you get to See some aspects of this Separation of Worlds and have it be one more thing added to your Divine Grand Resume, then so be it. ❤  😉

Bye-bye Team Dark, so long, don’t let the Divine Evolutionary Door hit you on your ancient, different colored leathery and/or scaly backsides on your way out.

 

Most of this year I’ve constantly Seen an image in my Mind’s Eye of just a persons lower legs and feet slowly walking up a few stair-steps at a time. Two close stair-steps below where their feet currently are, ALL of the lower stairs have disintegrated into nothingness, just empty black space. Every time the person takes another one, two or three steps up the stairs, one, two or three stair-steps below the step they’re currently standing on disintegrates into nothingness.

The symbolism is perfect and informs us that as we continue moving up the Ascension and Embodiment Process stair-steps—Embodying more, evolving more, ascending more etc.—more higher steps manifest before us. As we move up, evolve, ascend these energetic stair-steps, all that was of the old lower frequency stair-steps—physical 3D Earth world and matching reality, consciousness, structures, laws, beliefs etc.—literally disintegrates into nothingness. Those old lower stair-steps represent old lower Earth world/consciousness/structures/codes/templates/programs/beliefs are also timelines that are disappearing because there’s no more need for them. They’ve served their purposes and humanity is evolving beyond them and all that went with them such as global Duality, beliefs, habits, consciousness, systems and such. Said another way, the reason ALL the lower stair-steps are disintegrating and disappearing completely, is because we continue to Embody more, evolve more by our moving up more and more energy frequency Light stair-steps individually. As we move into more and more of the vast higher frequency NEW, more and more of the old lower everything both within each of us and externally in the world(s), time, timelines, space etc. is permanently disintegrating and disappearing. The wiggle room for us now is only about two stair-steps and soon even those will be gone. Worlds and their matching frequency timelines quickly disappearing now like a game of musical chairs…

A lot more to say and share but I just can’t do it now. Gotta get physically horizontal again and spend time in expanded HighHeart-ness so all this unfolds more easily for me and you and ALL. I just wanted to remind the readers that it’s okay to feel like refried doodoo as you live and witness all you are while evolving and Embodying more than has ever been available before. Oftentimes Ascension teachers/writers are so focused on what’s happening and all the complex details that they forget to or either choose not to publicly admit how difficult and painful many of these HUGE AP and EP phases actually are. No fear, no judgements, just compressed evolution into the ever-expanding NEW internally and externally. Use this rare everything now through to the Solar Eclipse and beyond because there’s more stair-steps we’re climbing and simultaneously more disappearing under our feet. Well done everyone and thanks for your ongoing Divine Service to Source, Self and All. ❤

Denise

August 12, 2017

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Some Transitional NEW Year Discomforts

3d-photonic-1024x640.jpg  Throughout 2016, many experienced an increase in different types of phenomena that was related to our now constant movement into and embodying higher frequency Light energies. At this point it doesn’t matter much to me where exactly these higher frequency Light energies are coming from—the Milky Way GC, other galaxies, our Sun, transmitted to and through our Sun from other locations, other dimensions etc. They’re all caused by natural, automatic evolution and at this point within the Ascension Process I just want to move through each phase and level as best I can, with the least amount of drooling possible. Just wanted to see if you were paying attention, although there has been occasional drooling in past years when things got extra severe.  euw  I don’t have a burning desire or need to know from which specific quadrant of Creation these energies are coming from at this point within the Ascension Process; they all originate from Source and their singular purpose is to push everything and everyone into evolving. Some of us don’t need or want to dissect this spiritual evolutionary “Shopping List”, but just live it as decently as we can in each moment.

Some of this increased phenomena many of us have experienced throughout 2016, has greatly increased and gotten even more unusual and other worldly during this Zero Zone transition from 2016 (9 energies at a lower frequency level) into 2017 (1 energies in a higher level). We knew this particular shift was a big and important one for many reason that have been covered last year, but I doubt most were really prepared for the weird, surreal factor that it’s been and continues to be. That famous old line from the TV Star Trek series automatically plays in my head during those moments when I question where exactly I am — ‘…to boldly go where no man has gone before.’  Right, we’re going where no one has before, not exactly like we now are and it’s okay to get momentarily lost in space and time and have different symptoms and side effects from doing so.

Speaking of it being okay to have side effects from ongoing evolution. I’m so unimpressed with people who shame other people for experiencing Ascension symptoms and side effects. I understand why some people haven’t and aren’t experiencing Ascension symptoms but I don’t need to demean, insult or shame them for not having them. Really? For god sake it’s 2017. One more time for any in the cheep seats — discernment people.

The symptoms/side effects of this ongoing Living Alchemy Ascension Process have been intense for a good long while now and they won’t be ending any time soon now that we’re in 2017, so, haul your aching and sometimes confused and disoriented backside up these latest energy Stair-steps and acclimate. This is the routine, and after all these years and decades we’re old pro’s at this so just do it and take notes along the way if that helps you with it all. Validation and confirmation are always nice, but after two or three decades of doing this Oh Great Master of Light in disguise as a dumb-ass bumbling human, you know exactly what’s going on and why and that it hurts occasionally and why it hurts occasionally. Said with the utmost love, gratitude and respect. ❤

Here’s a bit from my latest mental note taking. Yes, being Conscious of Process has been a lifelong thing for me and I take mental notes especially when things get heavy-duty like they’ve been.

I can’t even remember if the inner ear ringing (the Vegas nerve vibrating from higher Light Energies affecting it and being embodied) started up again back in September or October but it’s been epic since November 2016 and it’s still going meaning we’re still “upgrading” like crazy in January 2017.

The head, skull, face, jaw, Brow chakra area business has also been very intense lately. So much so that I’ve had bouts of nausea caused by how badly the pains and pressures are inside my head from the Crown chakra above, down into my brain and multiple brain glands. There are, once again, some big evolutionary changes/improvements taking place in our heads, brains and specifically our brain glands.

Whenever my head and brain/brain glands go through these big “upgrades”, my physical eyes are always affected by it. They feel strange, hurt sometimes and are numb sometimes, which sounds weird but that’s how it often feels. They get dry and my physical vision becomes blurry while my Higher Vision becomes more clear, vast and complex. These two go together, which also sounds strange but there you go. Eventually the physical eyes acclimate to existing in greater higher frequency Light Energies and 7D Photonic Light and they too clarify and aren’t so dry and sore anymore… until the next energy Stair-step arrives that is and then we go through it all again.

The sense that the earth under my feet is shaking and/or just not being there in those old familiar ways has increased lately too. I’ll get to the recent amplification of actual physical earthquakes in a moment because they’re related and connected to our Ascension symptoms. These two go together because we’re symbiotic with earth/earth with us and what one goes through so too does the other of course.

I’ve had the strong feeling that the ground under my feet was shaking lately. I’ve also had this same sensation in my physical body — Inner Body vibrations — that have become so amplified lately it often feels like Inner Shaking. Personal inner “earthquakes” we could say, along with increased external physical earthquakes around the entire Pacific Ring.

There were a couple of weeks in late December 2016 into early January 2017 where the possibility for some very large magnitude earthquakes in multiple locations around the Pacific Ring was very high. But, thank gawd, for decades now there has been a higher dimensional crew that monitors and directs/redirects Ascension related earthquakes and energies in earth. Only when absolutely needed will these higher dimensional crews redirect those energies that must be released because they’re caused by the Ascension Process, to physical locations that will benefit from things being collapsed. Some incarnate Forerunners/Lightworkers have also done this type of energy work with earthquakes and storms primarily, by intentionally redirecting them to less populated areas to save lives. (Some Souls want to experience death via high drama earth changes. Other Souls want to experience death quietly with as little high drama as possible, and some Souls want to experience death via Ascending their physical body. Options, lots of creative options always. No right or wrong, just what a Soul needs for greater overall balance of experiences and personal wisdom.)

Increased dizziness goes along with these other side effects which often is so severe that it causes nausea too. More heart thumps, flutters, rolling movement sensations and pains in the center HighHeart chest area. Combine all this and include the patriarchy devouring itself while pounding its chest over it all and not knowing anything about anything other than greed; the earth repeatedly shaking and quaking around the Pacific Ring like it’s trying to birth something NEW; mass exodus of humans out of their physical bodies right up to the last day of the previous 9-yearlong cycle (2016); amplified Ascension side effects and traveling through the Zero Zone with nothing under your feet but a wing and a prayer—and who needs more than that anyway right?—and it has been something else lately just like we knew it would be. I promise it’s gonna get more exciting for all throughout 2017, in high and wonderful ways, and in OMG sorts of ways too at times. This is the death of the old happening under the building of the NEW all taking place simultaneously. Aren’t you glad you started all that central nervous system Rewiring all those years ago? Our brains would shoot out our noses now if we hadn’t over all this profound compressed evolution manifesting very physically for ALL finally. Enjoy watching the masses “wake up”, get really pissed off and band together to intentionally create positive change for everyone. This is Phase Two to the 1960s and the Hippies Phase One revolutions against wars and the patriarchal “establishment”, and the Indigos are the “Hippies” of this phase of it. ❤ ❤

The end of December 2016, brought with it a whole cluster of earthquakes around the Pacific Ring. I rarely get worried about big earthquakes because I’ve repeatedly Seen that higher crew plus assisted with them over the decades. But, I had a couple of moments in December 2016 where things were popping all around where I physically live, literally I mean and I’m only a few miles off the San Andreas fault-line in SoCal, when I became momentarily concerned that there just might be a big local earthquake. Still might be although this is diminishing at the time of this writing. However, it’s been many years since I’ve felt the potential for multiple large earthquakes around the Pacific Ring (and right were I live too) this severe so it’s been somewhat stressful at times lately.

Because of this I’ve checked the USGS earthquake website every few days to see what, where and what size they’ve been recently. During this time I felt something very NEW was/is literally being birthed through the Pacific Ring. Years ago I wrote (at TRANSITIONS) about my having clairvoyantly Seen a new good-sized island being birthed in the Pacific Ocean well above the Hawaiian Islands. This feels closer now that we’re in 2017, along with other potential large islands surfacing around the Pacific Ocean area. It’s not old Lemuria resurfacing but something NEW and much higher frequency than original Lemuria was. Uooo...

Another thing, well two related things actually that I wanted to remember to include in this. One is how these higher frequency Light Energies have made the water, the liquid in my physical body and the water/liquids in my cells feel lately. In short that would be electrified, zapped from the inside. When this happens my body (and many of you reading this have experienced this treasure many times over the years) feels extremely inflamed from so much higher frequency Light Energies electrocuting the cells and fluid around each cell to bring home the goods so to speak which is further evolve the DNA — the multidimensional quantum DNA. So, one is probably feeling inflamed through-and-through again because, as Lauren Gorgo so aptly put it a few years ago, we’ve been ‘Electrocuted by God’ again. This happy side effect is related to ongoing evolution to our physical and nonphysical DNA, which spills over into the quantum NOW Moment because all this is multidimensional and exists both in and outside of physical reality and linear time space. Our spark plugs are being “upgraded” so to speak so we can travel greater distances in the multiple quantum NOW Moments and spaces and not blow an engine, or anything else. But I have to say that this particular Ascension related side effect is not much fun due to that sense of being inflamed and swollen throughout my entire body for days or weeks at a time.

The second part to this same business is the sudden end to the long and horrible drought (and heat) that’s been so severe here where I live and in much of the country elsewhere too. These two things, these two side effects are, once again, related. One is us going through it and the other is earth going through it but it’s the same thing taking place at the same time just like the earthquakes and our inner shaking etc.

I mentioned that shortly after my best cat friend died in November 2016, eight days after election day here, that the rain arrived which let me know that one long miserable cycle was finally over. The rain has continued here on the west coast ever since and then travels eastward across the USA and gets colder and more intense as it goes. Just like the water/fluids in our cells are being zapped by higher frequency Light Energies also triggering further DNA evolution, the water in the form of rain and snow is now increasing to help wash away whatever needs to be cleansed and cleared via this element and embody higher frequency NEW Light Energies. It’s going to get easier to see and understand how what humans are going through via the Ascension Process and its side effects, so too is the earth and all life on Her. The ancients knew this and lived from this knowing but current humanity is just starting to consciously reconnect with earth/Gaia, and then with everything else too of course.

To wrap this up I’ll add quickly because I’ve got to get horizontal for a while, increased weird dreams. Hearing strange sounds that you’re not sure are even physical. I’ve heard tiny bells tinkling occasionally, plus strange beeps going off that sound like some machine or alarm yet I don’t have anything like that in my house so I’m not sure what it is I’m hearing with this. Other sounds that I can’t even describe because they’re not physical so I have nothing to compare them to. Strange in between worlds types of sounds.

There’s also been and continues to be a lot of very strange, foreign thoughts and emotions. I’ve had some stuff suddenly roll through my inner landscape space that shocked me at how dark, violent and outright strange it was. I’m pretty familiar with my own Basement, and this stuff ain’t coming from there! I also know to take an honest look/feel at it and then release it so it can move on to the trash bin where it and all other “trash” now goes. I don’t need to dance with it, spend extended time with it, love it, heal it, dissect or analyze it, just acknowledge it, feel it and then hand it over to Divine Source to reabsorb and keep moving forward.

And I’m just gonna say this and I’m sorry for getting so intimate but we should be beyond all that at this point!  😉 Urinating, going pee, going pee at night specifically has changed again recently and it’s connected to the water/fluids in our bodies and cells and DNA all being further infused with higher frequency Light Energies triggering greater evolution in all ways. Problem is that sometimes this one makes it a bit difficult to urinate at night and one has to really make an effort to get it all out. Gads what we go through in the name of evolution! Anyway, I thought I’d be brave and publicly admit this Ascension related side effect. If however you’re concerned about having to push hard in the middle of the night to get all the pee out, then see your doctor. Otherwise, be happy in the knowing that your DNA is being further evolved.  😀 Happy NEW Year everyone and expect the unexpected to not only continue but increase. No fear, just big changes.

Denise

January 5, 2017

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