Some Not Considered Aspects of the Ascension & Embodiment Processes

How many Forerunners/Wayshowers/Embodiers knew that 2017 was going to be like this?! I didn’t. I did know it would be a continuation and ongoing amplification of how outrageous it’s been every year since 2013, with improvements unfolding constantly in each of us willing and able to continue progressing (releasing more density to Embody more Light) within the Ascension and Embodiment Process. But there were, are and no doubt will be more things I didn’t consider with everything that’s happening in 2017. Things both personal and collective. Things both of the Light and the Dark. Things far beyond them both and old lower Duality Consciousness.

There’s so much to talk about so I’m just going to do my best to not forget anything (but I will, I always do) and cover as many of these early 2017 difficulties, pains, insanity, evolutionary brilliance, other people not coping well with it all, Ascension & Embodiment Process side effects, becoming increasingly conscious of being a Multidimensional Being in a physical body and learning how to function from that NEW platform, the weirdness of living in a constant state of flux and change in linear time and quantum no time and/or in the Now Moment, and the slow-motion realization of how to exist physically in a fifth dimensional (5D) world and how to Consciously Create from this NEW level of being and current awareness. And naturally it all will be changed some more later today, tomorrow, the day after that and so on because this is “life” now; constant, moment to moment evolution into something so much better and more grand but not quite grasping it all yet. That statement is both spiritually and energetically stunning and bust-a-Buddha Belly-gut hilarious.

What Happens When More Team Dark Timelines & Stolen Systems Are Shutdown & Taken Back From Them?

Fast answer is, a whole lot more Light Energies can and do immediately come in which naturally pushes everyone into even greater Embodiment and ongoing evolutionary Ascension. See, there’s one of those not considered things I was talking about earlier. We Forerunners/Wayshowers/Embodiers get so involved in The Work we do in and through ourselves and our bodies for Self and ALL that we often don’t slow down long enough to consider what’s most likely going to happen next, and next, and next because of it and much more.

So we recently had seven Solar flares intentionally aimed directly at Saturn, Lord of Building & Maintaining Anything In Physicality, which was a Divine Cease and Desist Order to Team Dark (TD), preventing them from continuing to utilize that planet and its energies to further control and imprison any timeline(s) and beings in it/them. And it worked of course, which instantly caused some pretty large and far-reaching energetic repercussions throughout different worlds, timelines and dimensions. This next sentence is super important, and it’s taken me far too long to honestly and fully grasp this as a fact and reality inside my body and self/Self.

The Divine, cosmic, galactic, stellar, planetary, multidimensional battles, wars, fights, struggles, changes, successes, positive growth, highly compressed evolution, tremendous progress, ongoing expansions, ongoing integration and everything else that has been, is, and will be taking place up and out there in the higher dimensions and other worlds, other galaxies, universes, multiverses etc… also takes place inside each of our physical bodies, consciousness and individual incarnate selves, lives and physical reality.

Breath and re-read that sentence again please. Don’t do anything else but consider that fact, for yourself, in your body, in your life and reality now. As above, so below. We are the macro and the micro. Why? Because we’re Multidimensional Beings that are direct aspects, fragments of Divine Source dispersed everywhere simultaneously. Everything that’s taking place now via the evolutionary Ascension & Embodiment Process is happening “out there” and “in here” in each of us and our bodies and consciousness. We are all One, there is no separation from Divine Source. The “end times” are happening “out there” and “in here”, in each of us and our bodies and consciousness. We are the agents of evolutionary change, all the way down into every cell and nerve in our physical bodies.

Let’s continue with that last thought held high and proudly overhead like a great, glowing crown of empowered Beingness. ⭐

So if you/me/we are in all places and dimensions simultaneously, and we’ve reached that point within the evolutionary Ascension & Embodiment Process (AP) where we now HAVE to have that awareness in us consciously all the time, then things start to make a bit more sense. More sense as to why things physically hurt and ache in the ways they now do in 2017. Why things emotionally hurt and don’t hurt at all now like they do in 2017. Why things seem like they’re more important than anything has EVER been before and simultaneously, not important much at all really. Just know much more for the Neutral Observer HighHeart Self. Why things seem so freaking insane and wildly frustrating at times and simultaneously so profoundly perfect and expected for what’s happening everywhere now in 2017. Why things excite and inspire one moment, and in the next one you could care less one way or the other about much of anything. Why things are working and not working. Why things are falling apart and coming together in higher, NEW ways every minute of every day and night now in 2017. Why people are the most lovely, frustrating, evolving, blossoming, insane, distorted, monstrous pains in the ass/heart glorious Beings that you want to LOVE more than ever before, and/or you could care less because you know from Higher Awareness that all is in Perfect Divine Order right now, every moment even when it doesn’t feel or look like it.

What Happens When Some More of Your Higher Self is Embodied in Your Physical Body & Current Level of Consciousness?

Fast answer is, you and your body become, every time this happens remember, the location where a whole bunch more of NEW to you/me/us stuff starts happening. Why? Because those NEW things used to take place in higher dimensions and were dealt with by other aspects of your/my/our Higher Selves and/or other higher beings that are “us” at those different levels. But, with each next-level phase of our Embodiment Process, a little more and a little more of our Higher Self takes up residence in our physical bodies and selves, consciousness and lives, which obviously changes everything dramatically. It also means that more and more of those things, those jobs, that Work etc. that took place in higher dimensions and was dealt with by higher aspects of ourselves up there, is now increasingly able to take place in us and our physical bodies and selves/Selves down here in this increasing 5D physical dimension. “Upper Management” is increasingly moving down into you/me/us which means there’s a lot we’re quickly having to learn or re-learn as we Embody more and more of IT.

Like many of you reading this I too have waited for my physical body to instantly and magically turn into a crystalline, shining, radiating beacon of higher dimensional Divine Light Energies, with diamond sprinkles on top. Instead of all that, I’ve still got senior aged Denise that’s overweight and continues to need to eat, sleep, shower and use the bathroom.  :/   Not very exalted is it? Not yet at least.

My point is that too many of us have believed that something other than what’s happening now was what was going to be happening now. We believed that we’d externally look like what we’ve gone through internally for two or more decades. God knows we deserve it after all we’ve been through with the AP, but so far, we’re still hauling around our tired, sore, oftentimes bloated to the extreme, swollen, nauseous, achy physical meat spacesuit, albeit with more and more of our Higher Self in it now too and probably shocked and complaining about how uncomfortable, restrictive, dense and stinky it is in there. I jest, or so I hope.

I’ve had lifelong conscious memories of my out-of-body sojourns in higher dimensions and what I’ve experienced and seen while there. It’s been amazing seeing some of the Beings I have in other dimensions and realities, and because of these lifelong Multi-D experiences, I think I can grasp a bit better about the Embodiment Process and how it feels to both sides, both aspects that are living this Process now.

How many of you have, during these many AP years, suddenly looked at something and not recognized it, not known what it was or was used for or what it’s called etc.? I remember one of the first times I experienced this back in the late 1990s. I saw some common everyday item and didn’t know what it was and I wondered why in the world that was. This has happened many times since then and I’ve come to realize that it was more than just the common Ascension Process side effect of our consciousness expanding repeatedly via the Rewiring Process and having temporary “brain fog” and “losing nouns” etc. I eventually understood that what I was experiencing was much like what’s been called ‘Soul Braiding’ or ‘Oversoul Merge’. I realized that the reason “I”, whoever that was at that time, had never seen the 3D physical object(s) in question and that’s why “I” didn’t know what they were, what they’re were used for what they were or called. In other words, this Embodiment Process has been at times over the past twenty years and counting, observed and felt from the point of view of that aspect that was incoming and not from the Denise aspect that’s already here. Two-way street, and sometimes we get to perceive and feel this Embodiment Process from one or the other or both directions, sides and points of awareness, which is really interesting when it happens to you/You.

The other side of this is from our incarnate physical side where things often feel uncomfortable, strange, alien, cause different types of pain both physically and emotionally etc. The same could be said however from the incoming aspect, and that it feels uncomfortable, strange, alien, causes different types of pain and temporary confusion etc. It takes a minimum of two to Tango, and both have their legitimate but very different points of perspective and awareness etc. Marriage takes some getting used to Embodiers, and we’ve barely begun the Honeymoon phase.

Another aspect of this Higher/Lower Merging, Sacred Marriage, Embodiment Process that I’ve found to be totally unexpected is that sometimes I can no longer tell what’s physically “real” and what isn’t. Having been born clairvoyant and all the other clairs too, I’ve always known when I was Seeing anything that was non-physical. It was intense, dramatic and stood out like crazy and was instantly known to me to be a non-physical something or someone that I was Seeing. However, over these many AP years this lifelong ability has, along with most others, evolved into something NEW and vastly more complex as is to be expected. And, as usual, every time this happens I don’t get a NEW and Updated Instruction Manual with every incoming NEW ability. They just arrive and I’m left to figure out what’s happened, what’s changed and how things work now because of those changes.

For many years now when I clairvoyantly See something I oftentimes don’t instantly recognize, like I always could before the AP started, that what I’m Seeing is actually something non-physical. When I See it and it looks to me like something physical, I react to it as if it is physical. Question with this one is, why can’t a lifelong Clairvoyant all the sudden tell the difference between something physical and something non-physical?  Fast answer is, because those old borders between the physical dimension and the non-physical ones have been nearly nonexistent for twenty-plus years now. 2D, 3D, 4D, 5D and higher no longer have those same old discernable energetic borders that clearly outlined one dimension from another. Why? One big reason is that you/me/each of us is becoming increasingly consciously Multidimensional, meaning we’re functioning in more than just the physical dimension and rapidly becoming conscious of this fact, even when we don’t necessarily understand it or recognize it immediately! So much so that some of us are having to learn and/or re-learn what’s physical and what isn’t because it’s all looking and feeling like the same thing to us — “real” and solid etc. no matter where it and we are at the time we perceive it. Said another way, the old rules, systems, perceptions and abilities aren’t in-play anymore because we have, are and will continue to be evolving far beyond them. Because of this fact, things look and feel and act very differently than what many of us are used to in our incarnations up to these ongoing evolutionary changes internally and therefore externally as well. Expect the unexpected in your 5D self and abilities, perceptions, HighHeart Consciousness, and your HighHeart Consciously Created reality and life. Open more to it all and be dazzled by the growing extraordinary both in you and around you. ❤

Here’s another interesting AP (Ascension Process) and EP (Embodiment Process) change I’ve dealt with increasingly so over the past few years. Dreaming while wide awake and doing other things physically. No, I’m not talking about daydreaming or about imagining or envisioning, but about full-fledged, altered state of consciousness such as when we’re naturally deep asleep and dreaming, dreaming. I can be up, moving around doing physical things and simultaneously feel another part or aspect of “me” is dreaming just like when I’m asleep and dreaming. It took me a while to discern this one because I automatically assumed (bad thing to do while in the throes of mass evolution!), that I was just thinking about other things, not actually awake AND dreaming at the same time. But, that’s what it turned out to be, and this too is merely another aspect of our continuing evolution and some of our NEW, highly interesting super powers. 😉

The more you/me/we release our focus and memories etc. on the old lower frequency dense Duality patriarchal world and reality, the less you/me/we exist within it. It’s that simple and that difficult to master, but it’s what we’ve done all along. Release the old lower and continue to take on, take in, Embody more and more of the NEW higher and things will make more sense and get easier and much faster during this mega transition period. We’re more there than most of us realize or understand yet, so keep doing your Great Works and all else naturally falls into place and makes more sense as you better understand the NEW 5D rules. Much more is coming and soon and isn’t that just perfect and wonderful. ❤

Denise

May 4, 2017

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September 2014 Equinox Realignment

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Thank gawd n’ everybody else that the September 22, 2014 Equinox helped me tremendously by literally realigning me by what felt to be about 23.5 degrees! Whether that’s correct or not I don’t know, but it’s what I felt within myself the moment the Sun entered 0º Libra yesterday; a powerful internal vertical realignment within myself, and externally in the world as well.

I felt blessed immediate relief, inner clarity, stability, strength and normalcy returned within myself in that split-second after nearly a month of explosive inner/outer imbalances within myself and my corner of the world/reality due to what my mom and I have gone through with her catastrophic health emergencies. I’ve felt different Equinoxes and Solstices energetically shift “reality” the moment they happen like this over the years, however, never as intensely and with such Divine Loving Force as it did yesterday. Absolutely amazing, and I’m profoundly grateful for it because my inner Denise axial tilt had gotten blasted out of its natural vertical alignment over the past month and far too much was being effected because of it. It’s like I’d drifted off-channel by a few degrees due to these life-changing traumas over the past four weeks, but, reaching 0º Libra in 2014 automatically produced an instantaneous energetic realignment within myself, and probably many of us that very much needed that particular type of help now.

These energetic events yesterday further taught me about how quickly we now can be dramatically “corrected”, helped, adjusted and realigned if we desire that for ourselves, which I very much did and intended it, visualized it, and opened myself to it hours before the exact moment of the Equinox. I energetically opened my chest to heaven and intended a “healing” for myself in all ways as the Sun entered Libra, and that’s exactly what I got in a very NEW sort of way. Again, amazing, and a big clue about how much we and “reality” have changed this year. If we can course correct and/or realign this quickly and completely now, just imagine what more is coming for us all. ❤

How about these 2014 Ascension Symptoms!

I feel I must mention some of the symptoms I’ve had this summer only because they’ve been very different from the ones I’ve had since 1999, and I know many are experiencing these NEW energies in NEW ways. So here’s a list of some of these NEW 2014 symptoms caused by further DNA evolution, ongoing Higher/Lower self merging, Separation of Worlds, expanding HighHeart Consciousness, bridging into the NEW Earth and everything else for humanity, and ongoing general Mastery as NEW Humans in a NEW Earth world. As always your mileage will vary so take what you relate to now and let the rest sit. 🙂

  • Sudden head to foot heavy sweating even while at rest
  • Sensation of going into mild shock
  • Occasional mild nausea
  • Need to eat food, digest food, eliminate food becoming more difficult and repulsive
  • “Buddha Belly” bloat—diaphragm bloat, pressures and pains
  • Getting easily lost, turned around, confused, not knowing where you are in time and space
  • Feeling more connected than ever before
  • Feeling more disconnected than ever before
  • Higher Awareness knowing that massive numbers of people are leaving physicality now in 2014 and beyond and that it’s a normal part of the Separation of Worlds
  • Feeling periods of 5D HighHeart bliss
  • Feeling absolutely nothing whatsoever emotionally. Utter Emotional Neutrality and that feeling good and correct too
  • Exhaustion but somehow pushing through it anyway
  • Inability to sleep and/or remain asleep. Waking at 4AM or 4:44AM or 5AM or 5:55AM
  • Nearly constant high-pitched inner ear ringing that forms a triangular shaped energy form from your right/left ears up to a point above your head or your Crown chakra
  • Tremendous evolutionary changes within our brain in the Pineal, Pituitary and Hypothalamus glands and related DNA and consciousness changes
  • Sudden stabbing pains in different joints
  • Tremendous pain and soreness in feet and toes, even up into the ankles
  • Increased inner body heat and related swelling
  • Increased inner heat (and power) in the hands and related pain and possible swelling
  • Greater loss of old self identity, greater increase of NEW Self identity, related “strangeness” to these ongoing embodiments of Higher/Lower self mergings

As usual I probably forgot some important ones and will remember them fifteen minutes after I hit the publish button. That in itself is no doubt another Ascension related symptom. 😉 Anyway, I wanted to let everyone know I’m still here and functioning once again thanks to yesterdays Equinox. It’ll be very powerful to bookend all this with the New Moon at 1º Libra 8′ tonight (here in the Pacific zone) which should fuse, merge, unite these NEW energies into us and all else in these very NEW higher ways. It feels like another stage and level of individual internal “Sacred Marriage” is taking place now within each of us via these 2014 Libran Light energies. Just imagine what NEW tools, consciousness and abilities etc. this years winter Solstice will bring! ⭐

Gratitude Hugs,

Denise

September 23, 2014

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A Time of Insights which are producing BIG Changes

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What are some of the current “side effects” of our embodying a bit more of our Greater Self and Higher Awareness? Insights about ourselves and others! Stunning simplistic bare-bones honest knowing, mini revelations, and profound insights into self and others, but, minus the lower emotional pain, thrashing about and egoic high-drama of old. This maturing spiritually feels real good and freeing. 😀

If you too have suddenly, and I mean Uranian-like sudden, deep, honest crystal-clear Higher Awareness knowing things about your old self and others due to the April and May 2014 metamorphosis, then you too are becoming more of the NEW greater YOU thanks to the ongoing embodying process.

Funny how it never dawned on me that when this phase really got rolling in 2014, that it would naturally, automatically give us even greater awareness and Higher knowing about ourselves, other people, and pretty much everything else in varying degrees as we went along. This is basic stuff but easily overlooked or not considered yet this has been a big theme lately; seeing, knowing, understanding so much more from that blessed higher level of emotional neutrality — not old lower emotional pain and turmoil. Glorious progress…

I guess what I’m trying to say, what I wish to express, is how different, “weird” even its felt lately from this NEW space and level of ongoing embodiment of a little more of the Greater, Higher me into this physical Denise aspect. You look up, you look down, you look left, right, you look in, you look out but this, THIS is different in every way and I’m struggling to find words and terms that come closest to what I’m experiencing and what I know many of you are experiencing now too. We’re on brand NEW territory with brand NEW tools and I’ve always had trouble with words anyway, so this is a real challenge for me now because we’re needing NEW words and terms for our NEW lives, beings and reality etc. We’ll create them. ❤

I’m getting larger energetically as more of ME is embodied into Denise and her physical body. Of course this naturally causes my, your, our perspectives about ourselves and others and everything else to change rather dramatically and very quickly. Like we didn’t know that would happen! We did know, but as is always the case, intellectually knowing something never comes close to the real thing when one lives it and is permanently changed/improved/expanded/evolved because of embodying it in every cell and fiber of their being and soul. That is Alchemical; the other is just the ego mind speculating as best it can about unknown higher frequency things.

This is where we’ve been lately, and where we’ll continue to be for a good long while I suspect. Let me also add some of the “symptoms” and reactions I’ve been experiencing during spring of 2014 due to these ongoing changes. I’m certain many of you will relate to this too.

The more Light and Love (the I AM) that I embody into Denise and her physical body, the more Light and Love I AM directly which is wonderful, however, many people do not respond well to this at all! I don’t have to say or do anything, I simply am irritating, disturbing and bothering the lower consciousness, lower frequency people by my mere physical presence. These people have not been doing the necessary Ascension related preparatory Work so, needless to say, those of us who have and are embodying more or our I AM presence into these physical bodies now are becoming increasingly irritating and repulsive to them in ways they don’t consciously understand but certainly don’t hesitate restricting themselves in reacting to!

The level of undeserved hate, general abuse and all around disrespect I’ve experienced from these lower frequency, lower consciousness people has escalated greatly in 2014. What a great test for one’s old lower ego self however! 😆 Just be aware of all these dynamics, on all sides, and don’t deliberately rub Light in their lower frequency wounds because they’re growing more and more unstable. No fear, just greater awareness and higher levels of responsibility for ones Light Love emanations on people not capable of dealing with any higher energies.

On the other hand, those people who have more of their HighHeart functioning—whether they did this knowingly and intentionally or not doesn’t matter—you instantly feel and know, plus they respond to you and your Light from their own radiating Light. One HighHeart recognizes and resonates with another that’s operating on the same or near level of frequency causing both people, both souls to vibrate like tuning forks to each others higher frequency Light Energies. Just imagine the global and cosmic Light music if you will, that more and more of us will increasingly be producing from the changes we’ve lived (continue to live) through. It will quickly alter the entire planet and beyond in ways yet only sensed briefly by our still expanding HighHeart consciousness and being.

On a more physical note, some of the “side effects” or “Ascension symptoms” caused by my, your, our ongoing embodying process that I’m feeling in 2014 are an even greater exhaustion (didn’t think it was possible for that one to get worse!). Also constant ringing in my ears, joint pain and stiffness; muscle weakness; sore lungs; absolute need to sleep more and nap throughout the day more than ever before; elaborate busy dreams; and increased food allergies/sensitivities yet again. And the big one for me is feeling like I’m in the midst of an incredibly important and rare Process of evolving from one state of being and awareness into another state of being and awareness and not knowing exactly what to do other than BE and pay attention! Yeah… that one’s a doozy for sure but aren’t we lucky? 🙂

Keep on keepin’ on as the old saying goes and clear your personal slate as best you can so that whatever it is that’s coming in or ready to be embodied by us via the June 2014 Equinox can more easily do so on all levels.

HighHeart to HighHeart,

Denise

June 1, 2014

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